I'm so sorry guys its not much!! But only had time for half. I had to write some so i didn't forget of have none for ya. I hope that tiny bit is better then my other one and used meer of my imagination?:) commentaar and Rate Please!!!

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Ch 2.

This past week has been terrible.
Ever since that night...
Nothing has been the same.
Do they have Vampire councilors? Because i think i really need to see one.
I feel like a shaken bottle of coke, i get all bottled up with anger then go flat for the whole day.
I have been blending into the background, keeping out of all my old social activity's that normally bring me happiness and enjoyment.
hallo im Bella the new ex populair loner of the school, that i used to call my home.
James and Victoria got expelled for the blood rule the school has, They didn't dob me in but i wish they did, nobody would of cared.
All my old vrienden hate me because of James and Vicky, telling me over and over again that its my fault.
And it is, I caught bloodlust, I told them we should go out, I made the group, I worked how to do it, I made them get a bad record probably wrecking anything they wont to do from now on, I made them get kick out and I made their parents lose trust in them hating them for eternity!
What cant i do?
I have the same routine every single day, getting up going to school, eating then lying in bed till the volgende day.
I guess on the up side i have been excellent in every class, getting good behavior and working efforts.
but that not enough to satisfy me.
My life used to depend on Friends, my Reputation, how i looked, parties and Guys.
But my STUPID ways changed that and i just cant deal with it, Here...
I have made up my mind and late tonight im leaving, For good...