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“Thorough” she murmured breathless.
I chuckled. I couldn’t hide my nerves any more.
“I tried to think of everything, that would make this… easier”. She swallowed aloud and still didn’t face me. We both definitely needed some time to relax. I got no idea, what to do.
“I was wondering…” I couldn’t come up with anything. Maybe we could swim of something…
”…if….first…maybe you’d like to take a midnight swim with me?” I took a deep unnecessary breath and tried to relax. It was actually good idea.
“The water will be very warm. This is the kind of strand u approve to.”
“Sounds nice” her voice broke and I smelled the sweat again. Suddenly I felt so stupid – she needed some human moments at first.
“I’m sure you’d like a human moment of two. it was a long journey.”
Bella nodded. She seemed tired. I leaned down and touched her beautiful hot neck with my lips just below the ear.
The heat of her body and her beautiful scent were streaming on my face and covering my mind with a blur. I couldn’t think strait with her so close. Suddenly a strong will to grab her into my arms and forget the rules took my breath away. I have no idea, how I forced myself not to do that, so I chuckled:
Don’t take too long , Mrs. Cullen” She winced a little. Probably it was about my cold breath. I brushed her neck with my lips.
“I’ll wait for u in the water”. I forced myself to leave her. I walked to the door, that opened right to the strand sand. On the way I took off my shirt, dropping it onto the floor. I breathed some fresh air, stepping out and that helped me to clear my mind. I slowly went to the water, deciding what to do with the other closers. Finally I thought that we belonged together so we were supposed not to be ashamed of bareness. Here started the time, when I really didn’t know how to act. I thought that physical love was the only activity I wasn’t perfect in.
I took off the closers and left it near the palm on the beach. I got into the water – it was hot so I tried to get used to it. I was able to hear that Bella was taking a shower. Her heartbeat became normal. It seemed like she relaxed.
I knew that Bella’s body was way hotter than the water and her unique scent made my mind stuck. I tried to prepare myself not to lose control of my force. When we kissed, I was always struggling with the feeling to crush her body into mine as much as possible, to feel the warmth of her skin on mine. I always wanted to hold her tight and never let go. That was the problem. If I lost control and hugged her with meer force that is allowed to her fragile body, I could break her bones and kill her easily.
I was afraid that if my passion overfill me, I won’t be able to stop, to hold back. The only solution of this problem was to find a distraction off Bella’s beautiful hot body. Maybe, if I listened to her heartbeat of breathing, it could help me to verplaats my attention and to calm my mind a little.
I swam, thinking of everything I could do to keep controlled. I never allowed my mind to dream of her bare hot body. It was a slow torture 0 to know what was coming and to force the mind think about something else.
I heard that Bella finished a shower. I waited anxiously.
I stood in front of the horizon, watching moon and heard her steps behind. She was walking towards the water. She stopped for a moment and I heard that some cloth felled down. Finally she stepped into a water and it brought me light waves of the hot water and Bella’s incredible scent. I felt that it will be difficult to distract myself of her. Bella’s heartbeat and breathing accelerated, as she was moving towards me. My tense was growing as passion did. The huge wave of her scent and heat hit me when she stepped to my side and plаced her hand over mine. I felt the electric currents, where our skin touched.
“Beautiful” she said, following my gaze.