About a week of so after our first night on the island, my precious Bella started torturing me. As I guessed, it was Alice’s plan. She started wearing very beautiful underwear for sleep. It was just a torture for me, when she entered the room in something new and sexier then the last one. I have no idea how I kept my poker face in that moments. And her hair was always wet after a shower, and it was bringing her sweet scent, making my mind blurry.
That dag we returned to the house earlier and after having a dinner, Bella went to take a shower. Every night was a struggle for me now, when I was holding her in my arms and feeling that burning desire deep in my chest. We were sleeping in a blue bedroom now, because on feathers in a white room. I was lying on the bed, waiting for Bella to come in after she finished a shower. She was hesitant and I heard her gasps and accelerated heartbeat, as she opened the door and came into the room. I have no idea about how my face looked in that moment. She was meer necked wearing that black underwear, than she would be without clothes at all. I made a great effort not to jump to her and cover her lips with mine, taking off that black thing off her. After a moment I had my poker face back.
“What do u think?” she asked, pirouetting so that I could see every angle.
I cleared my throat. “You look beautiful. u always do.”
“Thanks,” She zei with a disappointment in her voice. She climbed quickly into the soft bed, lying volgende to me, covering my body with a halo of her sweet scent and warms. I put my arms around her and pulled her closer against my chest. My thoughts were still a mess. I refused to look at her – I had to keep calm and her disappearing bruises were helping me with that.
“I’ll make u a deal,” she zei sleepily.
“I will not make any deals with you,” I answered. She was always making my efforts meer complicated.
“You haven’t even heard what I’m offering.”
“It doesn’t matter.” I had to refuse before she started speaking farther. She sighed.
“Dang it. And I really wanted… Oh well.”
I rolled my eyes. Of course, she was playing with me, but I wasn’t going to give up tat quickly. She was pretending sleeping. I knew that because of her fast heartbeat. She was silent for a minute, but I couldn’t stand that she didn’t tell me. I gave up after few moments. I had to know.
“All right. What is it u want?”
“Well, I was thinking… I know that the whole Dartmouth thing was just supposed to be
a cover story, but honestly, one semester of college probably wouldn’t kill me,
Charlie would get a thrill out of Dartmouth stories, I bet. Sure, it might be
embarrassing if I can’t keep up with all the brainiacs. Still… eighteen, nineteen. It’s
really not such a big difference. It’s not like I’m going to get crow’s feet in the next
I was staring at the beautiful bed frame, while she was talking, avoiding to look at her. And it helped a lot. That was something different from everything we were talking before, but still her words puzzled me. That was what I wanted for her:
“You would wait. u would stay human.”
I glanced at her and was hit door her image, taking my mind away. So hot…Abruptly I was angry:
“Why are u doing this to me?” I zei through the teeth “Isn’t it hard enough without all of this?” She was wearing this and telling me those things only for her purpose. She wanted me, but I wasn’t going to respond. I grabbed some kant, lace on her hip, ready to tear it, but then I relaxed my hand. Calm. You’re calm.
“It doesn’t matter. I won’t make any deals with you.”
“I want to go to college.”
“No, u don’t. And there is nothing that is worth risking your life again. That’s worth hurting you.” I was sure that she understood what I was talking about.
“But I do want to go. Well, it’s not college as much as it’s that I want—I want to be human a little while longer.”
I closed my eyes. My God, I love u so much, Bella, but sometimes I’m completely lost in your wishes and logic. of maybe there’s no logic. “You are making me insane, Bella. Haven’t we had this argument a million times, u always begging to be a vampire without delay?”
“Yes, but… well, I have a reason to be human that I didn’t have before.”
“Guess,” She said, and I reached my lips with hers. I kissed her back. Her warm soft lips were driving me crazy. The meer I tried to distract her – meer she tried to pull me back. I ended the kiss and gently pulled Bella away after a moment and cradled her warm body against my cold chest.
“You are so human, Bella. Ruled door your hormones.” I chuckled. I wasn’t angry any more.
“That’s the whole point, Edward. I like this part of being human. I don’t want to give it up yet. I don’t want to wait through years of being a blood-crazed newborn for some part of of this to come back to me.”
She yawned that made me smile. Her body was helping me.
“You’re tired. Sleep, love.”