forgotten about everything that happend in the past forgotten about all the drama that used to happend now that i have forgotten i feel fantastic meer than ever because i am worried free stress free i havent felt so much better since it happend i just feel like dancing and spinning around and just being happy like i should be i shouldnt be happy nore i shouldnt be stressed out i shouldnt want to cry i shouldnt want to yell i should just want to be happy so much man i just cant explain it wow i just dont know what to do about myself i just fill like i just left behind the bad part of me and the worst part of me the bad habbits about me and just all the mistakes that i had in the past i jsut feel like i am important now other than something that is useless and hopeless about myself im just so happy now that i have forgotten about everthing and just feel like shouting in happiness and just telling myself im very proud of what happened and how it turned out to be

michael u are the sweeties man i have ever seen from your smile to your personallity to your sweet voice everytime when i hear your voice i melt like a popcile on the fourth of july i love your sweet voice and looking at your cute face i just love looking into your cute eyes everytime i do i melt because u are a very sexy man i just love looking into your eyes all the time i just cant help it they are so dreamy and i love your smile its so cute the way u blush and grin i love it u make me melt i love it when u bite your lip i think that's the sexiest thing that u ever do its so sexy your very hart-, hart warming

i was in my favoriete store barnes and noble with a friend of mine when i always go there i go straight for the cd's and the dvd's department to look for some meer awesome michael dvd's of cd's as i was looking through the cd's a grown up was standing right beside me he was looking at another cd collection of a different singer as i was looking through the michael cd's i picked up the bad cd and i turned to my friend and i zei this is my favoriete michael cd and the guy that was standing right volgende to me over heard me say that and he looks over at us and says i remember when i got my first michael cd that i brought it was the defenite collection i brought it after he passed away :( and i zei that's cool that u remember when u first got your first cd and yeah i remember my frist michael cd that i got it was the this is it cd i listen to it as soon as i got it its a awesome dvd

i came to visit michael at his neverland ranch i came up to the gate and it opened as i came up to it and then i rode up all the way to the front enterance to the main house i got out the car and i walked to the door and rung the door klok, bell michael had answered the door and he smiled and zei hi and i zei hi and gave him a big warm hug after we embrased i asked him how was he and so forth then i asked him what did he want to do he told me we could do antything so we rode all the rides ate candy till we got sick of it and then we watched a movie in the theater as we watched a movie in the theater i rested my head on his shoulder he blushed a little bit but relaxed after we watched a movie we walked and toured around neverland he showed me all his favoriete rides and the ride were he broke the record on he also showed me the mountain that he name after his mother and his favoriete boom to climb and that was my dream

everytime when i listen to this song i breakdown to tears why because its a beautiful song and its message is even though your down and upset and your going through a truckload of stuff always try to have a smile on your face even though your going through alot at the time always try to have a smile on your face and keep your head up to the sky i cry so hard to where my stomach hurts because its such a beautiful song i just cant help myself when i listen to it its just a cool song God bless u michael