Have u felt this before?
How I feel so desperate?
Do u know what it’s like?
To be surrounded
door those who hate you
Did u know so long ago?
That it would end that way
Did u see my love for you?
Did u know u killed my dreams?
I trusted you
As any girl does her daddy
But u broke it
u looked into my eyes
And told me those lies
Did u know I would figure it out?
of do u still see me as that little girl?
u used to be my hero
But not anymore
I always thought that u loved me
But all u do is use me
I was still a babe
When u figured it out
That u could use me for your gain
It only took me 11 years
To figure out that u didn’t love us
I won’t let u hurt my siblings
My baby sister will not have to struggle for your love
My baby brother will not have to fight for your acceptance
They will not go though what I did
I may be a witch
But I will not subject them to that
But now I ask
Do u feel this now?
How desperate I am
To be rid of you?
How I feel so desperate?
Do u know what it’s like?
To be surrounded
door those who hate you
Did u know so long ago?
That it would end that way
Did u see my love for you?
Did u know u killed my dreams?
I trusted you
As any girl does her daddy
But u broke it
u looked into my eyes
And told me those lies
Did u know I would figure it out?
of do u still see me as that little girl?
u used to be my hero
But not anymore
I always thought that u loved me
But all u do is use me
I was still a babe
When u figured it out
That u could use me for your gain
It only took me 11 years
To figure out that u didn’t love us
I won’t let u hurt my siblings
My baby sister will not have to struggle for your love
My baby brother will not have to fight for your acceptance
They will not go though what I did
I may be a witch
But I will not subject them to that
But now I ask
Do u feel this now?
How desperate I am
To be rid of you?
I needed more, more! I threw the book across the dimly lit, wooden attic. The book hit a stack of old newspapers. I tore open yet another book. Nothing would give me my answers.
Why did I feel the need to care for Lucy? Why could I not get Alexander out of my head?
There were pages, and pages of the thought process, but nothing to explain what I felt! Why could no one manage to capture these feelings, and explain them?
A knock on the door interrupted me. “What?” I snapped.
“It is past midnight, Damien. Come to bed,” zei Grey through the door.
“I’ll come when I want to. Now, go away!” Could she not understand I was confused, and angry? She possessed such naivety.
“Fine!” Grey yelled. I heard her storm down the steps. Then I heard her bedroom door slam. I let out a puff of air.
Then I threw another book against the wall. I kicked the whole stack of books, and watched as they toppled over. I threw myself onto the floor, and began crying.
Why did I feel the need to care for Lucy? Why could I not get Alexander out of my head?
There were pages, and pages of the thought process, but nothing to explain what I felt! Why could no one manage to capture these feelings, and explain them?
A knock on the door interrupted me. “What?” I snapped.
“It is past midnight, Damien. Come to bed,” zei Grey through the door.
“I’ll come when I want to. Now, go away!” Could she not understand I was confused, and angry? She possessed such naivety.
“Fine!” Grey yelled. I heard her storm down the steps. Then I heard her bedroom door slam. I let out a puff of air.
Then I threw another book against the wall. I kicked the whole stack of books, and watched as they toppled over. I threw myself onto the floor, and began crying.
Hey, so this is a poem Ive been thinking of for a long time,please read and comment!
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A home pagina for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
meer eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A home pagina for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
meer eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
Memories,
Confusion,
So many thoughts,
The end is near,
The darkness coming,
Now its here,
The toon is over,
The lights are off,
We now say goodnight,
Goodbye,
As we begin 2 open the new chapter
It hurts at first,
Will the changes be extreme?
Please, just tell me,
This was only a dream,
I want to go back,
To relive this again,
This high point in life,
It can't end.
The stage lights dimmed,
The leaving spoke,
With happy faces on,
But tears in their eyes,
This toon is over,
Now go home.
Confusion,
So many thoughts,
The end is near,
The darkness coming,
Now its here,
The toon is over,
The lights are off,
We now say goodnight,
Goodbye,
As we begin 2 open the new chapter
It hurts at first,
Will the changes be extreme?
Please, just tell me,
This was only a dream,
I want to go back,
To relive this again,
This high point in life,
It can't end.
The stage lights dimmed,
The leaving spoke,
With happy faces on,
But tears in their eyes,
This toon is over,
Now go home.