A/N: Now switching over to Sean’s POV but meer of Jamie are coming soon. I want to get into Sean Connors’s mind and plus, I like doing POVs of men. They are so much fun to do!
Chapter Eleven
When their meals had arrived a couple of minuten after Erin walked away from them with their orders and came back with the burgers, side dishes, drinks, and a bowl of appel, apple slices, Sean watched Jamie’s hands reaching over to her double cheeseburger with the whole mix of the iceberg lettuce, slices of ripe red tomatoes, and the special sauce and once she put it to her mouth, she took a huge ate out of the burger and while Jamie was chewing the piece of the burger and making soft ‘mmmm’ sounds out of her mouth, Sean grinned at her because the woman in front of him had reminded him of Kate, his wife.
Kate used to loved eating food as well as cooking them since she was a sous chef at a small bistro in Brooklyn and when she came back from work with a carton of leftover food she had cooked that night and the moment the two of them sat on their divan, bank to eat the food, Kate mostly fed them to him with a spoon of a fork of once in a while, when she felt a little naughty, she fed him a piece of chicken of something she made that night with her fingers and it felt and tasted so good. That was one of the many wonderful things Sean missed about his dead wife and from thinking about it, Sean Connors was starting to miss Kate for the fourth time in the past two days and didn’t touched any of his food yet.
Sean knew that Jamie was staring at him, wondering why he didn’t touched his meal and when he looked up to her from staring at his plate for three minuten now, he was right about that. Jamie was staring at him with her blue eyes but there was a slight smile on her clear, fair face. With that smile, Jamie looked at Sean with Jake eating his appel, apple slices on her lap and asked him, “Hey, Sean. Why are u not eating your food yet? Stomach not feeling well?”
After hearing that vraag from the woman in front of him, Sean looked at her for a few seconden but then, he looked at his curly fries to think about something to say to her that doesn’t involved Kate. The moment he thought of the right words to say to her, at the same time, he felt Jamie’s eyes staring at him and asking him, “Sean, is anything okay?” And then, milliseconds later, Jamie added to the question, “You can tell me.”
Hearing those last words coming out of Jamie’s mouth, Sean figured out that now, this is the right time to tell her his problem and when the moment came, Sean looked up to her, saw her worried face and after staring at the same look Jamie is giving him right now at Jake’s face, Sean looked at the both of them with his blue eyes and zei quietly one word to them, “No.”
The moment that came out of his mouth, Jamie immediately asked him with a worried tone in her voice, “Sean, what’s it, then?” Right away, Sean stared straight at Jamie’s blue eyes and answered her vraag door saying, “It’s my heart.”
With a meer worried look on her face than before, Jamie immediately put her son on the spot volgende to her when she got up from her zitplaats, stoel and walked around the tafel, tabel to his side to see if he’s okay of if he’s not, she have to call 911 to get an ambulance and the moment she was saying to him, “Oh my God, Sean. Let me bring u to the hospital to see about your heart!”, Sean stopped her from going toward him and saying to her loudly for everybody in the diner who was staring at them and wondering what was going on around here, “Jamie, don’t! It wasn’t that! My heart’s fine! I’m not having hart-, hart failure for God’s sakes!”
tonen a sign of hope on her face, Sean saw Jamie staring at him like that and hearing her telling him, “Oh, thank God! Sean, didn’t u know that u are about to make me pee in my pants when u first told me about your heart? Didn’t you?”
In return, Sean nodded to her yes and zei to her with a bit of guilt in voice, “Yes, I know about that but I am not in a hungry mood right now.” Staring straight at him with a worried face and a matching tone in her voice, Jamie sat down volgende to him on the booth, turned around to him, and giving him that worried look on her face and that tone of voice, she asked him, “Sean, what’s it, then?”
After seconden of thinking about it, Sean finally looked at Jamie’s face and zei to the woman volgende to him, “When I saw u eating that bite of your burger and making that ‘mmmm’ sound while eating it, u reminded me of Kate.”
Seeing that slightly shocked look on Jamie’s face and figuring out that she’s a little shocked when he told her that she, the woman in front had reminded her of his wife, Sean zei something to Jamie when she asked him, “That was probably the person u didn’t told me much before and didn’t spoke to me for eighteen hours, right?”
Hearing that from her about that, all that Sean could do to her was nodding his head, looking at her straight in the eyes, and zei to her, “Yes. My wife, Kate was that person that I didn’t tell u about and didn’t tell a single word to u for eighteen hours straight.”
The moment he told her that, Sean took a sip of his glass of coke and after he was done with that and put the glass down on the table, he looked at Jamie again and founded her smiling at him and putting her hand on his hand while asking him, “Do u want to talk about it?”
Right away and again, Sean Connors nodded to her and told her that the answer’s yes.
For a whole uur and while feeding Jake some of his curly fries without Jamie who was busy listening to Sean’s every word, slapping Sean’s hand away from feeding her one jaar old son fries every time he did that, Sean told Jamie everything about his Kate.
“Kate and I knew each other since Kindergarten. Back then, she was Kate Andrews who sat volgende to me when she came late on the first dag of school and since there are no seats left to sit on, she had to sit volgende to me, a boy with blue eyes, sort of messy brown hair, picked his nose, and kind of an idiot who also ate glue.” After he described his five years old self to the woman volgende to him, Sean looked at Jamie again and smiled at her when he saw that Jamie Thomas was halfway to laughing her butt off until she chokes on herself when he told her that and again, Sean continued and told her that even though that the both of them had their differences, he and Kate became the best of friends.
Immediately, Sean told Jamie meer of him and Kate while eating their burgers and fries and drinking their coke and iced thee while Jake was done with his appel, apple slices and now falling asleep on Jamie’s lap. After he told her about their childhood full of rough and tough but somehow, happy things occurred to them at Hell’s Kitchen, a tough place to live in New York, the teenage years when Sean was stuck in his ‘tough-guy’ phase with drugs and booze and Kate hating his guts until someone almost killed him with the broken end of a bier bottle and with the help of Kate and his family, he became clean and knew what he wanted to be when he grows up, a cop.
It wasn’t until College when he founded out that he’s in love with his best friend, Kate and did the first verplaats which was kissing her at her dorm room door in front of everybody. The both of them didn’t know what was going on at the time but Kate told Sean that she likes that and she was also in love with him and did the same thing to him in front of his dorm room door in front of everybody and from that moment, they were in love with each other and got married when Sean was in the Police Academy and Kate was in cooking school.
After telling her that, Sean looked at Jamie’s face to see if she’s still with him but from the awe look on her beautiful face, Sean knew that Jamie’s right-on listening to very word he was saying out of his mouth but when Sean get to one of the most horrible events of his life, he went all quiet for the first time in a hour.
The moment he did that, from the corner of his eye, Sean saw Jamie staring at him with the worried look on her face again and asking him, “Sean, what’s it?”
Right away, Sean mumbled something to her which Jamie couldn’t understand it at all. “Sean, what are u saying to me?” asked a worried Jamie who was staring straight at him in the eyes. After seeing those blue eyes of her, Sean reached into his pants pocket, reached out a leather wallet, opened it up, and looked through it, finally founded the one foto Sean had of his wife, put it on front of Jamie, and pointed at a beautiful woman with shoulder-length blonde hair, big brown eyes, and a sweet smile on her face with a smiling Sean putting his arms around her waist at a park of a forest while saying to Jamie Thomas, “Something very bad had happened to Kate.”
Chapter Eleven
When their meals had arrived a couple of minuten after Erin walked away from them with their orders and came back with the burgers, side dishes, drinks, and a bowl of appel, apple slices, Sean watched Jamie’s hands reaching over to her double cheeseburger with the whole mix of the iceberg lettuce, slices of ripe red tomatoes, and the special sauce and once she put it to her mouth, she took a huge ate out of the burger and while Jamie was chewing the piece of the burger and making soft ‘mmmm’ sounds out of her mouth, Sean grinned at her because the woman in front of him had reminded him of Kate, his wife.
Kate used to loved eating food as well as cooking them since she was a sous chef at a small bistro in Brooklyn and when she came back from work with a carton of leftover food she had cooked that night and the moment the two of them sat on their divan, bank to eat the food, Kate mostly fed them to him with a spoon of a fork of once in a while, when she felt a little naughty, she fed him a piece of chicken of something she made that night with her fingers and it felt and tasted so good. That was one of the many wonderful things Sean missed about his dead wife and from thinking about it, Sean Connors was starting to miss Kate for the fourth time in the past two days and didn’t touched any of his food yet.
Sean knew that Jamie was staring at him, wondering why he didn’t touched his meal and when he looked up to her from staring at his plate for three minuten now, he was right about that. Jamie was staring at him with her blue eyes but there was a slight smile on her clear, fair face. With that smile, Jamie looked at Sean with Jake eating his appel, apple slices on her lap and asked him, “Hey, Sean. Why are u not eating your food yet? Stomach not feeling well?”
After hearing that vraag from the woman in front of him, Sean looked at her for a few seconden but then, he looked at his curly fries to think about something to say to her that doesn’t involved Kate. The moment he thought of the right words to say to her, at the same time, he felt Jamie’s eyes staring at him and asking him, “Sean, is anything okay?” And then, milliseconds later, Jamie added to the question, “You can tell me.”
Hearing those last words coming out of Jamie’s mouth, Sean figured out that now, this is the right time to tell her his problem and when the moment came, Sean looked up to her, saw her worried face and after staring at the same look Jamie is giving him right now at Jake’s face, Sean looked at the both of them with his blue eyes and zei quietly one word to them, “No.”
The moment that came out of his mouth, Jamie immediately asked him with a worried tone in her voice, “Sean, what’s it, then?” Right away, Sean stared straight at Jamie’s blue eyes and answered her vraag door saying, “It’s my heart.”
With a meer worried look on her face than before, Jamie immediately put her son on the spot volgende to her when she got up from her zitplaats, stoel and walked around the tafel, tabel to his side to see if he’s okay of if he’s not, she have to call 911 to get an ambulance and the moment she was saying to him, “Oh my God, Sean. Let me bring u to the hospital to see about your heart!”, Sean stopped her from going toward him and saying to her loudly for everybody in the diner who was staring at them and wondering what was going on around here, “Jamie, don’t! It wasn’t that! My heart’s fine! I’m not having hart-, hart failure for God’s sakes!”
tonen a sign of hope on her face, Sean saw Jamie staring at him like that and hearing her telling him, “Oh, thank God! Sean, didn’t u know that u are about to make me pee in my pants when u first told me about your heart? Didn’t you?”
In return, Sean nodded to her yes and zei to her with a bit of guilt in voice, “Yes, I know about that but I am not in a hungry mood right now.” Staring straight at him with a worried face and a matching tone in her voice, Jamie sat down volgende to him on the booth, turned around to him, and giving him that worried look on her face and that tone of voice, she asked him, “Sean, what’s it, then?”
After seconden of thinking about it, Sean finally looked at Jamie’s face and zei to the woman volgende to him, “When I saw u eating that bite of your burger and making that ‘mmmm’ sound while eating it, u reminded me of Kate.”
Seeing that slightly shocked look on Jamie’s face and figuring out that she’s a little shocked when he told her that she, the woman in front had reminded her of his wife, Sean zei something to Jamie when she asked him, “That was probably the person u didn’t told me much before and didn’t spoke to me for eighteen hours, right?”
Hearing that from her about that, all that Sean could do to her was nodding his head, looking at her straight in the eyes, and zei to her, “Yes. My wife, Kate was that person that I didn’t tell u about and didn’t tell a single word to u for eighteen hours straight.”
The moment he told her that, Sean took a sip of his glass of coke and after he was done with that and put the glass down on the table, he looked at Jamie again and founded her smiling at him and putting her hand on his hand while asking him, “Do u want to talk about it?”
Right away and again, Sean Connors nodded to her and told her that the answer’s yes.
For a whole uur and while feeding Jake some of his curly fries without Jamie who was busy listening to Sean’s every word, slapping Sean’s hand away from feeding her one jaar old son fries every time he did that, Sean told Jamie everything about his Kate.
“Kate and I knew each other since Kindergarten. Back then, she was Kate Andrews who sat volgende to me when she came late on the first dag of school and since there are no seats left to sit on, she had to sit volgende to me, a boy with blue eyes, sort of messy brown hair, picked his nose, and kind of an idiot who also ate glue.” After he described his five years old self to the woman volgende to him, Sean looked at Jamie again and smiled at her when he saw that Jamie Thomas was halfway to laughing her butt off until she chokes on herself when he told her that and again, Sean continued and told her that even though that the both of them had their differences, he and Kate became the best of friends.
Immediately, Sean told Jamie meer of him and Kate while eating their burgers and fries and drinking their coke and iced thee while Jake was done with his appel, apple slices and now falling asleep on Jamie’s lap. After he told her about their childhood full of rough and tough but somehow, happy things occurred to them at Hell’s Kitchen, a tough place to live in New York, the teenage years when Sean was stuck in his ‘tough-guy’ phase with drugs and booze and Kate hating his guts until someone almost killed him with the broken end of a bier bottle and with the help of Kate and his family, he became clean and knew what he wanted to be when he grows up, a cop.
It wasn’t until College when he founded out that he’s in love with his best friend, Kate and did the first verplaats which was kissing her at her dorm room door in front of everybody. The both of them didn’t know what was going on at the time but Kate told Sean that she likes that and she was also in love with him and did the same thing to him in front of his dorm room door in front of everybody and from that moment, they were in love with each other and got married when Sean was in the Police Academy and Kate was in cooking school.
After telling her that, Sean looked at Jamie’s face to see if she’s still with him but from the awe look on her beautiful face, Sean knew that Jamie’s right-on listening to very word he was saying out of his mouth but when Sean get to one of the most horrible events of his life, he went all quiet for the first time in a hour.
The moment he did that, from the corner of his eye, Sean saw Jamie staring at him with the worried look on her face again and asking him, “Sean, what’s it?”
Right away, Sean mumbled something to her which Jamie couldn’t understand it at all. “Sean, what are u saying to me?” asked a worried Jamie who was staring straight at him in the eyes. After seeing those blue eyes of her, Sean reached into his pants pocket, reached out a leather wallet, opened it up, and looked through it, finally founded the one foto Sean had of his wife, put it on front of Jamie, and pointed at a beautiful woman with shoulder-length blonde hair, big brown eyes, and a sweet smile on her face with a smiling Sean putting his arms around her waist at a park of a forest while saying to Jamie Thomas, “Something very bad had happened to Kate.”
This is written about the perfect silence only found in the dead of night, and the feelings it inspires.
The titel comes from the beschrijving a friend of mine gave when we were stuck in the middle of nowhere at midnight and I found it sort of beautiful.
Enjoy (I hope) :)
Weighted air and winking stars,
darkness draped, tension wrought.
This night, this hour, is ours.
Silence chimes unspoken thoughts
that choke my mouth.
Silver moonbeams in glittering outline
surround you, and in our youth
this night, this hour, we intertwine.
I'd love to hear what u like of hate.
Thanks for reading.
DietCokeGirl
The titel comes from the beschrijving a friend of mine gave when we were stuck in the middle of nowhere at midnight and I found it sort of beautiful.
Enjoy (I hope) :)
Weighted air and winking stars,
darkness draped, tension wrought.
This night, this hour, is ours.
Silence chimes unspoken thoughts
that choke my mouth.
Silver moonbeams in glittering outline
surround you, and in our youth
this night, this hour, we intertwine.
I'd love to hear what u like of hate.
Thanks for reading.
DietCokeGirl
Charactors:
Hayley Williams
Taylor York
Zac Farro
Jeremy Davis
Josh Farro
Lacey Mosely
Lady GaGa
Kanye West
Soulja Boy
Joe Jonas
Zac Efron
Erin
Dallas Winston(Dally)
Ponyboy Curtis
Alice Cullen
Mandy
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Lady GaGa: Why don't we go out tonight?
Kanye: Can't concert tonight.
Lady GaGa: Hayley?
Hayley: Ummmm depends.
Zac: Cum awn GaGa I'll go wit cha.
This is all I'm posting. I want to see if I get any responses first. : )
Hayley Williams
Taylor York
Zac Farro
Jeremy Davis
Josh Farro
Lacey Mosely
Lady GaGa
Kanye West
Soulja Boy
Joe Jonas
Zac Efron
Erin
Dallas Winston(Dally)
Ponyboy Curtis
Alice Cullen
Mandy
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Lady GaGa: Why don't we go out tonight?
Kanye: Can't concert tonight.
Lady GaGa: Hayley?
Hayley: Ummmm depends.
Zac: Cum awn GaGa I'll go wit cha.
This is all I'm posting. I want to see if I get any responses first. : )