Then it wasn’t my confession that gave him the big shock, Sara thought, He already knew the whole story that’s why he understood my acts.
Until now I don’t know how I dared to step in and ask your friend to introduce me to you. Though I’m not used to that, it felt so right.
“Sara” Emily called u when u were about to get into the car.
“Hi Emily, How are you?” u answered joyfully with the prettiest smile I’ve ever seen.
“Fine” she zei with her bright smile.
“You haven’t introduced me to your handsome boyfriend” u zei playfully and my hart-, hart beat faster than before.
“Oh yes, this is James, he’s in med school too. I met him today in Mr. Calhan class.”
“It’s a great pleasure to meet u James” u smiled enchantingly
“The pleasure is all mine” I zei nervously
u were starring at me in a way that made me even meer nervous and confused. u reached your hands slowly, and u didn’t let go until a few seconds. I was looking at u the volgende a few seconds, unaware of what u were saying to Emily.
“How about u come, James?” u zei brightly
“Excuse me, come to where?”
“To my birthday party, tomorrow at seven o’clock, u have to come. I’ll write the address for you” I happily accepted the invitation.
I went back to my dirty, small flat, counting hours until the volgende dag comes and I see u again.
Sara pushed the chair back. Yes, she does remember that day, with all it specifics. Truly she got enchanted with his charm the moment she reached her hand. She confesses that she felt weird emotions when his warm hand lay in hers. She didn’t know why it happened, but she did feel it.
The idea popped to her mind the volgende day, when she saw him setting beside a tree, organizing his boeken and writing notes on them, and when she looked at the other side, to find Matthew, standing with Rachel, his fiancée. They seemed so cute together, that Sara felt her hart-, hart beating pain instead of blood, her hands shaking, and her face turning red caused door anger. She was ready to kill Rachel that moment. Stupid blond girl! She thought. She hated Rachel meer than any other creature, with her blond hair, her green eyes, her milky skin, the pride in her eyes, her stupid laugh, everything about her, but what she hates the most is .. The fact that she’s Matthew’s fiancée. I should be standing door his side instead of that arrogant blond girl. She was shaking from head to toe, when he gave Rachel a gentle kiss on her cheek, she was about to shout but Emily interrupted that feeling to calm her down. She got back to her normal attitude; to pretend that she’s over Matthew to let everyone believes that she is, while she still loves him meer than any one.
Emily didn’t stop talking all the time, but Sara didn’t listen to any of what she’s said. She was looking at James who was setting behind Emily. Why not? She thought, He’s handsome, he looks a bit shy but I can handle him, yes this is how I get my revenge this is how I will punish Matthew.
Sara can’t understand her capability of remembering this day. She remembers everything clearly even how the idea that destroyed James went through her mind. She feels so stupid now, how she didn’t think of him and his emotions? How she didn’t think that he may truly love her and suffer because of her? Was she that stupid? Did jealousy blind her that much? She deserves what he’s written about her, because she truly… destroyed him.