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"Our past doesn't define us. It is who we are today and the actions we make to change the future that define who we are." geplaatst ·22 uren geleden
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Its an old saying I would repeat like a mantra to a friend of mine when things came up about trauma of shit thats happened and honestly I just remembered it and I really like that quote. ·22 uren geleden
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Quality quote! Very nice. ·12 uren geleden
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Thanks my dude. 🤟 geplaatst ·2 dagen geleden
2ntyOnePilots zei …
Ok ok ok... let me be honest.
It’s been a tough week. (An understatement)
Uhhh a friend of mine overdosed Thursday. Her suicide attempt failed though, and she’s in the Mental hospital, no visitors. I can say, this didn’t come as a shock to me, because I know her and I’ve been supporting and doing my best to help her along for a while now. But. Still. We almost lost her this time.
I know she’s probably getting help she needs, but who wouldn’t be worried?! geplaatst ·3 dagen geleden
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A lot meer goes into this, and tbh, driving myself up a uithangbord door th8nking about what happened before and everything right now isn’t useful at all, nor is it healthy. ·3 dagen geleden
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A that to say..... I’m not really super ticked off about my case manager. Just probably trying to find something else to think/ feel / cover up with. Not that it is justified to reframe things like that. Just coping. Just insanely intensely and overwhelmingly concerned/ worried/ empathetic for her. BUT. Less so because thinking about stuff doesn’t help it when u don’t have any control over it. Honestly my brain goes “oh that sucks *dissociate* *re direct* *block out* problem not solved but fuck it” and 8m hoping to avoid the self sabotage underlying tendencies “oh wait.., I have bad history with this! *trauma brought back up* yeah! Suffering! Oh and think about: and what if: she probably is: Here’s an intensely excruciating memory to go with all that!” ·3 dagen geleden
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Just. Yeah. I’m alright. But... still. ·3 dagen geleden