Why won't u understand my heart? Even if it's not me, can't it just be me? I've never had this want for anyone before. Can't it be me? Can't it be me in this life time, of can it be me in the volgende life time? Even if u promised today is the end, I won't be afraid...

Randy parks in your driveway volgende to Shawn's car and u see Shawn squatting down at your porch. He sees u and Randy and u get out of the car with Randy. u quickly get Angie and u walk volgende to Randy, in case Shawn might do something to him. Shawn walks up to u and he starts yelling.

Shawn: Where the hell were you?!?!?...

***Randy's POV***

Randy sees u go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.

Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.

Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The afbeeldingen of u crying your hart-, hart out, shouting that u wanted to live, comes to his mind...

***your POV***

You see Randy sitting there, moving his shoulders up and down as if he were crying.

Jamie: Randy....

Chapter 11- Merry Christmas/Happy Birthday

Everyone rushed to the hospital and Randy was very nervous. Randy checked everything in and they were on their way. Everyone was waiting for the updates about how Jamie was. Mark was listening to his cd player then he saw the girl he had crushed. Mandy Carson. Mark walked over and he was waiting her brown hair going into ponytail.

"Hi Mandy" zei Mark

"Hey Mark what up?"

"Nothing much what are u doing here?" asked Mandy

"My brother's girlfriend is having their baby, you?"

"My dad had n hart-, hart attack because he found out my elder brother dropped out of college"...