I have a few vragen

i started cutting when i was 14 because i starting realizing i was bi and i hated it, but i stopped cutting. it's a horrible and addictive habit and u should really try to stop because it causes meer problems than it helps solve :/

1. when I was 9
2. My dad left
3. It hurt knowing he left us just to get his rocks off
4. Somewhat but I liked it

1: 11 years old
2: personal reasons
3: no one noticed at first, making me... angry? and made me want to do it more
4: duh :P but i liked it

when i was 12
bullying got bad
it left a mark for weeks but i have learned to hide it.
yes a little

1) Two days geleden (February 6, 2013)

2) I'd been suicidal for about a year, and I was getting better until it got triggered again when I realised I meant nothing to the one person I thought was here to save me. I still love her meer than I could ever fathom, and thought I'd at least learn to live without her, but it just hurt so much that I started to cut.

3) I honestly don't even know anymore. I'm slowly becoming meer numb as each dag passes, and I sometimes wonder if she still thinks about me.

4) Yes, but not compared to the Hell that was burning inside of me. If I couldn't control the internal pain, then I might as well try to control the pain on the outside.