What did I do? I ask myself as I get of my bike.
Stupid me why didn’t I stay home pagina with Jo? God, this is bad.
What was I thinking? In her smile
Shut yourself up. Oh God this is wrong, this is damn wrong.
Why didn't I meet her back when I cheated? No.
Oh God I'm mad, I scold myself.
I shouldn’t have left, no, I shouldn't have gone in the first place. It was all under control, I ruined it. Besides she's in love with another man. How stupid I am.
I wonder if she zei the truth, not that I care. I mean I shouldn't I'm married. I have kids, a family. That eases my mind I'm not unfaithful.
This is a burden. I suddenly can't think but of her smile and her soft laugh. Her breath as I hold her at night. Stop.
I was just about to kiss her, I have to be mad. Ok it's better now.
I turn on the TV in my living room.
"Hugh you're here?" Jo says as she enters the living room. Damn I forgot about her. She thought I went to Robert's to get drunk. Oh God I'm in trouble now I lied to her and to Lisa,why did I even lied to Lisa? Because that way it was easier to che- Stop
"Yeah I'm here. I spent the night there to not arrive drunk, I don't like u seeing me that way."
She smiles and comes to sit volgende to me she kisses me softly and she smiles. But I don't feel anything, it's like when I act it doesn't mean anything.
Why? What makes her so special? I focus on the TV and Jo takes my hand. Plastic hands, they’re not soft as Lisa’s. Jo caresses my arm and then my neck. God, that reminds me of Lisa, when we had to record the “Huddy” sex scene.
I remember we recorded the scene three times and I can still fill her lips tenting me. It should have been just acting but it didn’t feel that way, at least for me.
My mobile rings, I reach inside my pocket. It reads
New Message from: Lisa
I am too scared to open it in front of my wife. I put it again in my pocket and Jo turns to see me, curious.
“Who was it?”I smile I know how to play this.
“Work, I’m sorry must be an interview of something. I have to go.” I raise and kiss her fronthead. She smiles innocently.
Oh God why am I going to do this? When I close the front door I check the message.
I’m sorry if I screwed up .
u know it’s not your fault, it’s all mine. I get on my bike and direct to your home.
I knock three times. u open, you’re still dressed as I left you. The same jeans and the light roze shirt. I stare down at you, I can see your puffy eyes. I feel so guilty that u wasted those tears on me. u deserve more.
“Hey, I’m sorry.” u speak as a tear slowly goes down your cheek. I sweep it away with my thumb. Your silky skin brushes my harsh fingers.
“No, I should be the one apologizing. I left without a reason and u were not in the best moment. I’m a pathetic supporter.” u smile and I feel the rush of kissing u but I resist.
“Come in” I do as said. u shut the door leaving my doubts out there.
Stupid me why didn’t I stay home pagina with Jo? God, this is bad.
What was I thinking? In her smile
Shut yourself up. Oh God this is wrong, this is damn wrong.
Why didn't I meet her back when I cheated? No.
Oh God I'm mad, I scold myself.
I shouldn’t have left, no, I shouldn't have gone in the first place. It was all under control, I ruined it. Besides she's in love with another man. How stupid I am.
I wonder if she zei the truth, not that I care. I mean I shouldn't I'm married. I have kids, a family. That eases my mind I'm not unfaithful.
This is a burden. I suddenly can't think but of her smile and her soft laugh. Her breath as I hold her at night. Stop.
I was just about to kiss her, I have to be mad. Ok it's better now.
I turn on the TV in my living room.
"Hugh you're here?" Jo says as she enters the living room. Damn I forgot about her. She thought I went to Robert's to get drunk. Oh God I'm in trouble now I lied to her and to Lisa,why did I even lied to Lisa? Because that way it was easier to che- Stop
"Yeah I'm here. I spent the night there to not arrive drunk, I don't like u seeing me that way."
She smiles and comes to sit volgende to me she kisses me softly and she smiles. But I don't feel anything, it's like when I act it doesn't mean anything.
Why? What makes her so special? I focus on the TV and Jo takes my hand. Plastic hands, they’re not soft as Lisa’s. Jo caresses my arm and then my neck. God, that reminds me of Lisa, when we had to record the “Huddy” sex scene.
I remember we recorded the scene three times and I can still fill her lips tenting me. It should have been just acting but it didn’t feel that way, at least for me.
My mobile rings, I reach inside my pocket. It reads
New Message from: Lisa
I am too scared to open it in front of my wife. I put it again in my pocket and Jo turns to see me, curious.
“Who was it?”I smile I know how to play this.
“Work, I’m sorry must be an interview of something. I have to go.” I raise and kiss her fronthead. She smiles innocently.
Oh God why am I going to do this? When I close the front door I check the message.
I’m sorry if I screwed up .
u know it’s not your fault, it’s all mine. I get on my bike and direct to your home.
I knock three times. u open, you’re still dressed as I left you. The same jeans and the light roze shirt. I stare down at you, I can see your puffy eyes. I feel so guilty that u wasted those tears on me. u deserve more.
“Hey, I’m sorry.” u speak as a tear slowly goes down your cheek. I sweep it away with my thumb. Your silky skin brushes my harsh fingers.
“No, I should be the one apologizing. I left without a reason and u were not in the best moment. I’m a pathetic supporter.” u smile and I feel the rush of kissing u but I resist.
“Come in” I do as said. u shut the door leaving my doubts out there.
Okay, i don't really know why I'm doing this, I guess I am kinda just thinking out loud.
But I'm just wondering, when House and Cuddy had to do the kiss and when they do the up coming sex scene, do u think that Hughs wife and kids watch and think about it as Hugh cheating on his wife of they just think its part of his job and he has to do. Im not implying anything here about Hugh cheating, Im just wondering what his family thinks. And with Lisa's family, do her parants watch? Does her sister watch it? What do they think of it? Again Im not implying anything bad about either of them, just wondering what their families think.
With that said..
I ABSOLUTLEY LOVE HUDDY AND HULI
AND DAVID kust-, oever BETTER HURRY UP WITH THE SEX SCENE! =)
Bit of a boring article, but thanks for reading :)
Feel free to comment.
But I'm just wondering, when House and Cuddy had to do the kiss and when they do the up coming sex scene, do u think that Hughs wife and kids watch and think about it as Hugh cheating on his wife of they just think its part of his job and he has to do. Im not implying anything here about Hugh cheating, Im just wondering what his family thinks. And with Lisa's family, do her parants watch? Does her sister watch it? What do they think of it? Again Im not implying anything bad about either of them, just wondering what their families think.
With that said..
I ABSOLUTLEY LOVE HUDDY AND HULI
AND DAVID kust-, oever BETTER HURRY UP WITH THE SEX SCENE! =)
Bit of a boring article, but thanks for reading :)
Feel free to comment.
hallo everyone!
Miss Cuddles was able to get a Huli section for us at the new House MD Fanfiction site, so as her PR-agent I'm writing this to you!
Here's the link: link
On this site it will be easier to read the fics that we've made. I think it's great because I know a lot of people who don't like to read fic's on fanpop.
Now I say go register yourselves and post some Hulicious fiction!:D
Here are some instructions to post your fics, I got them from Miss Cuddles;):
1. Go register!:P
2. Go to account info.
3. pas aan preferences.
4. Set your preferences so u get notified when u get reviews and stuff!
5. Add new story!
6. Ignore rule 6 of the submission rules, it's going to be removed.
7. Always post a disclaimer! (either in story notes, chapter notes, of story text)
8. Category = RPF
9. u can add meer than one character door holding CRTL + clicking on the characters.
10. Have fun!!:D:D
So Fellow Sinners! Let the stories come!!:D:D
XOXO!
Miss Cuddles was able to get a Huli section for us at the new House MD Fanfiction site, so as her PR-agent I'm writing this to you!
Here's the link: link
On this site it will be easier to read the fics that we've made. I think it's great because I know a lot of people who don't like to read fic's on fanpop.
Now I say go register yourselves and post some Hulicious fiction!:D
Here are some instructions to post your fics, I got them from Miss Cuddles;):
1. Go register!:P
2. Go to account info.
3. pas aan preferences.
4. Set your preferences so u get notified when u get reviews and stuff!
5. Add new story!
6. Ignore rule 6 of the submission rules, it's going to be removed.
7. Always post a disclaimer! (either in story notes, chapter notes, of story text)
8. Category = RPF
9. u can add meer than one character door holding CRTL + clicking on the characters.
10. Have fun!!:D:D
So Fellow Sinners! Let the stories come!!:D:D
XOXO!