SOOOOO BUT SOOOO sorry guys for the wait. I have been really really busy anyways here it is..And like I have been sooo bad I'll give u a bonus chap.
“Hey” I say as u open the door and u smile at me. I don’t return the smile, u then give a hug and u try to kiss me but I pull away. So u stare weirdly.
“We need to talk.” u look at me weirdly. I don’t even know how to explain what has happened with me and Lisa. It was sudden. No it wasn’t, I have liked her since ages ago…just that I couldn’t admit it…Damn it what am I supposed to say now?
I start talking about us and how has our relationship developed in a way nobody wanted. And I keep on talking while your eyes cry. Our marriage is over I know that.
“I’m sorry, it breaks my hart-, hart to see u crying but I really have to be with Lisa.” Oh no, did I just zei that out loud? u go running to our room and u slam the door. I softly knock.
“Jo, are u alright?” I know the answer u totally aren’t but I have to make sure that Lisa is safe.
“Not I’m not. u bastard, u cheat on me again. I shouldn’t be crying.” Well that’s mixed feelings. I stand numb there not knowing what to say everything happened so fast.
“I didn’t cheat on you. I- I” How to say this without breaking her hart-, hart even more? “I just love her. I can cheat on my feelings. And I don’t want to hurt you, I know this must be already difficult enough.” Sobs and meer sobs. The silence, that silence is scary.
“Jo open-“ Is like if u read my mind, in that moment u open the door but you’re not crying anymore, although the marks of that strong rain are still there. But your face looks a little bit< meer f a mad person.
“I’m not gonna cry for a man who is a cheater. I’m leaving you.” I’m not a cheater I mean, I can’t be. Wait she’s leaving.
“No. Jo if I’m telling u this is because it isn’t going to be easy. My career is in danger and so is Lisa’s. Maybe at the end of the series we could get divorced but right now I need u to pretend to be the perfect wife. I told u you’re free to have another man and God! This is just so hard to explain.” u nod as u relay in the door frame.
“I still want divorce. We could do it with secrecy. We’re going to London in 2 days, there’s a whole less paparazzo back in London. They never stalk u like the ones here in LA.” u said, well I’m sure I married a really intelligent woman at least.
“We will stay friends?” u shake your head, yes it was too early to ask.
My phone rings. I get it out of my pocket and it’s Lisa. I smile.
”Hey. Have u talked to her?”
“Yes, I have. She wants to get divorced but I have explained to her the-“
”That’s not our biggest problem.” u cut me off.
“What do u mean?” Finally I realize some sobs are coming from the phone. Dang