Coldplay's Lost
and
The Fray's Enough For Now
u may play them throughout the story as it goes on to many meer chapters.
3 Months later… I will not face anything.
The last dag of school and junior jaar was pure torture. Summer I could only hope being better but everything is just a blur. The only thing that sticks out now is riding my horses and the hillside.
“Hey there buddy want to go for a ride?” I spoke in a soothing voice to my horse. Billy nickered to me softly.
“Yea… Alright let’s go for a ride.”
I tacked him up slowly taking my time. He always seemed to enjoy that. He was a good height not too big and not too small. He was 15.2 a blood baai, bay with two back socks. He was wide barreled and smooth to ride like a rocking horse.
I put my foot in the stirrup. My left hand on the mane and my right on the saddle and pulled myself up. Not staying in one spot for too long I gently ask him to go.
Five minuten and I was at my favoriete spot door a creak in the wooded hills. I spent hours here I felt closer to him. My dad and somehow I could almost see him. A shimmer of light was all it would take. I knew I was only imagining it but it was better than facing the truth of everything.
I would be moving soon. There was nothing I could say of do to change her mind. I had lived here my entire life and now she wanted us to just pack up and leave. Sell everything I knew would come to an end and my rides would never again happen to carry me away from reality. My horses would be sold to help pay for a house off the strand of South Carolina. They would be the last two horses left that my father and I worked with. This made them very expensive and they sold quickly.
I can’t believe her my entire life changing. I have no vrienden now so I guess in a way that made it easier in a way. I remanded silent the entire plane and car rides there.
Everything would remain a blur from here on out. No meer pain if I don’t let anyone in as simple as that. I would never again say meer than was absolutely demanded of me.
I walk along the strand and the movers were doing what they did what they did best. They made themselves ready to destroy people at any seconde for the person who was in charge my mother. I watched the sunset until the stars were the only thing lighting the way to the chamber of misery.
I walked through the door.
“Where on earth have u been young lady?” My mother semi yelled. I could hear the anger in her voice.
I remained silent but it was a big mistake. I knew of course either way that even if I had tried to answer she would not have listened. She was on one of her rampages now. So I ignored it and began walking to my supposedly bed room. She followed of course. She was predictable now ever since… No I wouldn’t bring myself to think of that now. She continued forcing me to listen to her now.
“Some neighbors showed up when u were off causing trouble. I saw a nice boy about your age I would like u to meet him tomorrow at dinner. I am also advising u to try and not screw it up.” She zei harshly.
I turned around and rolled my eyes as I got ready to go to sleep. I lay in bed that night tossing and turning.
I thought to myself one dag down and 450 meer to go until collage and I can get away.
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I'm an amateur poet, and I just wrote this last week. Tell me what u think. :) Gracious!
An unspoken promise passed through our eyes.
A message so true, and undisguised.
Your arms fit perfectly around my waist, and I inhaled your breath's sweet taste.
My head fit just right in the crook of u neck, and my thoughts were a rather crazy wreck.
I tilted my face to look at yours, greatly anticipating what was in store.
I puckered my lips just like I was taught,
and u bent your head down before we were caught.
Fireworks exploded at the touch of our lips, indeed it was a very magical first kiss. ^-^
An unspoken promise passed through our eyes.
A message so true, and undisguised.
Your arms fit perfectly around my waist, and I inhaled your breath's sweet taste.
My head fit just right in the crook of u neck, and my thoughts were a rather crazy wreck.
I tilted my face to look at yours, greatly anticipating what was in store.
I puckered my lips just like I was taught,
and u bent your head down before we were caught.
Fireworks exploded at the touch of our lips, indeed it was a very magical first kiss. ^-^
Even in the worst of storms i’ll see your face that always keeps me warm
I’ll never be alone
Remember when we first me? I do
That was when i knew you’d be the one to keep me veilig from harm
If i had to live my life without u i’d die this second
But now your here i’ll live forever
Life without u it’d be hard i know, but would I be smiling like I am today?
And I will wait for the dag when u come and take me door the hand
When the dag comes when my hart-, hart will never leave your hands
Because from then on u will always have the key to the lock
My hart-, hart is forever yours
No man of god shall ever tear us apart, a promise that’ll last forever
The roots of my love runs deep for u like the roots of a boom for mother nature
Are yours as deep?
The dag when we meet, our roots shall intertwine for eternity
Always together, never leaving, never dieing
I’ll never be alone
Remember when we first me? I do
That was when i knew you’d be the one to keep me veilig from harm
If i had to live my life without u i’d die this second
But now your here i’ll live forever
Life without u it’d be hard i know, but would I be smiling like I am today?
And I will wait for the dag when u come and take me door the hand
When the dag comes when my hart-, hart will never leave your hands
Because from then on u will always have the key to the lock
My hart-, hart is forever yours
No man of god shall ever tear us apart, a promise that’ll last forever
The roots of my love runs deep for u like the roots of a boom for mother nature
Are yours as deep?
The dag when we meet, our roots shall intertwine for eternity
Always together, never leaving, never dieing
What is it with Love
That makes me
then breaks me?
When in love
Do I truly love?
Is it really love
of do I think that I love?
Maybe I just love being in love
of love the idea of being in love?
I spent my whole life chasing love.
In the end the one thing I truly love
Could just be the meir pursuit of love?
u give to me hope
And help me to cope
When life pulls me down
u bring me around
u teach me to care
And help me to share
u make me honest
With kindness the best
From u I learned love
With grace from above
It's for u I live
And I want to give
u are the reason
That fills each season
When I hear love I think of you
u are my world and best friend too
I love u because u are so kind, thoughtful and caring
I love u because u are so pleasant, lovely and sharing
That makes me
then breaks me?
When in love
Do I truly love?
Is it really love
of do I think that I love?
Maybe I just love being in love
of love the idea of being in love?
I spent my whole life chasing love.
In the end the one thing I truly love
Could just be the meir pursuit of love?
u give to me hope
And help me to cope
When life pulls me down
u bring me around
u teach me to care
And help me to share
u make me honest
With kindness the best
From u I learned love
With grace from above
It's for u I live
And I want to give
u are the reason
That fills each season
When I hear love I think of you
u are my world and best friend too
I love u because u are so kind, thoughtful and caring
I love u because u are so pleasant, lovely and sharing
