a little sad fic for matt.
Mello had always been your best friend.
The only one to see u cry, the first to make u smile when u arrived, the only one to welcome u as a friend.
He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights
The one who knew what u feared,
What made u laugh,
And what made u hurt.
The one person that actually cared for u and u cared for him.
Like brothers, just closer.
And now that hes gone, you're breaking.
Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.
u blame yourself.
If u hadn't lost your temper, if u had just listened to what he was going to say, u would be with him where ever he is.
u know u cant live without him.
The one u grew to know, like and maybe even love?
A single tear falls from those smaragd, emerald green eyes.
The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave u alone.
He wasn't usually a liar.
But where is he now?
Something he promised would never happen.
u cant take it much more, as u stand on the balcony.
A faint smile appears through the tears as u remember the dag he demanded the top, boven appartment.
It soon fades though.
Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.
With another sigh u give up.
Just another step and its over.
Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.
u curse the fact he brought u to do this.
u hit the sent button on your phone.
The last message.
I will always love you.
Knowing he wont read it, why would he?
u do it.
Taking a last breath.
Taking a last step.