michael did trust many people that were in his inner cirkel and yet it was still hard to trust them even thought they were in his inner cirkel most of them turned there backs on him when michael did the film mrs.castaway in 2005 when behind the scenes of the movie u can tell that michael was jittery and nervous at the same time u can also tell that it looked like michael didnt have a friend in the world if u looked into his eyes u could see sadness and fear michael has admited many times that he felt that he was the loneliest person in the world even though michael had children he didnt feel as lonley with them but still did feel lonley because he couldnt find the right solemate even though he wished he did in the past like his first wife he loved her but she didnt love him the way he loved an cared for her many press members thought that she married michael for the money but she didnt she had money and didnt need any from michael she just didnt fill in the gap that michael was looking for somebody he could tell his thoughts too somebody that he could share some dreams too but that person couldnt of could be found .....