i hate my parents especially on festivals whee guest come.i can,t even talk freely.all they want to is toon off that my f daughter do this much work.she is a f maid of our house.wtf.......................................
really i hate them their attitude of controlling my life.
sometime i find myself in a trap.a ever ending torcher of mind my emotions where i have a live door killing my dreams my emotions,my esteem
i want t slap myself i feel lucky that i have fantasy prone personality otherwise i am dead till this movt....
i will make them pay.i ma going to ran away from them and never going to back.if life of so many ppl depend on me not mean i ma going to compromise my f dreams and emotions......
go to hell.....
and stop f me all the time and let me live my life...
get ready u will have to pay for all your debts.
be ready
19 aug 13
one dag before rakhi
really i hate them their attitude of controlling my life.
sometime i find myself in a trap.a ever ending torcher of mind my emotions where i have a live door killing my dreams my emotions,my esteem
i want t slap myself i feel lucky that i have fantasy prone personality otherwise i am dead till this movt....
i will make them pay.i ma going to ran away from them and never going to back.if life of so many ppl depend on me not mean i ma going to compromise my f dreams and emotions......
go to hell.....
and stop f me all the time and let me live my life...
get ready u will have to pay for all your debts.
be ready
19 aug 13
one dag before rakhi
there are so many reasons why i hate my bullshit life.can,t tell one.really i don,t know my parents are like this.all they want is there bullshit fucking reputation nothing else.they don,t care about my happiness.i thought that my mother is my best friend.how wrong i was.she is not even my friend.she is nothing but my biological mother who thinks that she have right on me to make me do thing which i want.i can,t go any where with my own.why someone is going to rape me...wtf
it is time to make a decision that i am not going to interfere in their life.just concentrate on mine...............okay just concentrate on mine.
it is time to make a decision that i am not going to interfere in their life.just concentrate on mine...............okay just concentrate on mine.
dreams are what/.......our desires
but what about me who don,t have to dream...k pop and [b]shinee[b] is really like sunshine to me.a warm and shining light of sun to my dark life.i really don,t know what i do if i don,t find them.my inspiration,my idol, my resource of everything which i achieve in life and going to achieve.my endless bron of motivation and happines.
today on 24 june 2013 another dag when i am felling depress after thinking about my future.
but whenever i listen their songs they give me new life , a new inspiration to live my life peacefully and happily.
[i]as people say all is well if ends well[i]
when i write artikels here i ma really deprees but i don,t have to loose hopes.
i can do after i do jbt atleast..............when i get job i will do whatever i want.i have to study so that i don,t loose grip on study and on my mind :P
get with rythem and fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but what about me who don,t have to dream...k pop and [b]shinee[b] is really like sunshine to me.a warm and shining light of sun to my dark life.i really don,t know what i do if i don,t find them.my inspiration,my idol, my resource of everything which i achieve in life and going to achieve.my endless bron of motivation and happines.
today on 24 june 2013 another dag when i am felling depress after thinking about my future.
but whenever i listen their songs they give me new life , a new inspiration to live my life peacefully and happily.
[i]as people say all is well if ends well[i]
when i write artikels here i ma really deprees but i don,t have to loose hopes.
i can do after i do jbt atleast..............when i get job i will do whatever i want.i have to study so that i don,t loose grip on study and on my mind :P
get with rythem and fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so so so tired from my family,they are just sometime ruin my life.sometime i just think of suicide but one of my friend say never stop fighting.i know sometime life become sweet sometime zuur, zure but it still go on.but seriously i hate but i know a thing that i have some plans for my life and i have to make my dreams come true.get off from all this stuff.one dag i go from this country,this economy and from this male dominated society and never come back.and no one is able to stop me.,my dreams is become a buisness executive and my parents want me to become a teacher noooooo way i am not going to be a teacher.
they want me to marry a guy they like in some how related to their side but i want to marry a forigner who love me ....wait actually love me okay!!
and if he cheat on me i don,t have any problem coz that was my choice not nay other choice i can live my life alone of with my childs if i have.in any condition is not going to return this country again in my life
they want me to marry a guy they like in some how related to their side but i want to marry a forigner who love me ....wait actually love me okay!!
and if he cheat on me i don,t have any problem coz that was my choice not nay other choice i can live my life alone of with my childs if i have.in any condition is not going to return this country again in my life
haa good to get that out of me ...