what's the WORST jaar (so far), season, maand and day? why? (only 3 reasons max)

(to my girlfriend) i miss you, i miss your smile, and i still shed a tear, every once in a while. and even though it's different now, you're still here somehow... my hart-, hart won't let u go, and ('cause) i need u to know... I Miss u

she was my first and only girlfriend...