"Everything You're Not"
I've been bruised and I've been broken
Can't believe that I have put up with all this pain
I've been used and I was choking on the promise
I would never fall again
I used to sing to your twisted symphony
The words that had me trapped inside your misery
But now I know
The reason why I couldn't breathe
'Cause all I want is everything you're not
So go ahead and slam the door
'Cause u can't shut me out
And no I don't, I don't care what u say
'Cause all I really, all I really want
Is everything you're not
Never gonna break my hart-, hart again
Everything you're not
Never gonna see your face again
Never wanna feel this way again
Your darkness was my weakness but it turns out
That it only went so deep, deep
A meaningless diversion that is all that u
Ever meant to me
And I am done with your twisted symphony
The words that had me sound like stolen poetry
I tore the pages and I can finally breathe
'Cause all I want is everything you're not
So go ahead and slam the door
'Cause u can't shut me out
And no I don't, I don't care what u say
'Cause all I really, all I really want
Is everything you're not
Never gonna break my hart-, hart again
Never gonna see your face again
I want a gentlemen who treats me like a queen
I need respect, I need love
Nothing in between
I will not spell it out for u if u can't see
'Cause you're not worthy, u don't deserve me
And now I'm gone
Everything you're not, not, not
Everything you're not, not, not
'Cause all I want is everything you're not
So go ahead and slam the door
'Cause u can't shut me out
And no I don't, I don't care what u say
'Cause all I really, all I really want
Is everything you're not
Never gonna break my hart-, hart again
Never gonna see your face again
Never wanna feel this way again
I've been bruised and I've been broken
Can't believe that I have put up with all this pain
I've been used and I was choking on the promise
I would never fall again
I used to sing to your twisted symphony
The words that had me trapped inside your misery
But now I know
The reason why I couldn't breathe
'Cause all I want is everything you're not
So go ahead and slam the door
'Cause u can't shut me out
And no I don't, I don't care what u say
'Cause all I really, all I really want
Is everything you're not
Never gonna break my hart-, hart again
Everything you're not
Never gonna see your face again
Never wanna feel this way again
Your darkness was my weakness but it turns out
That it only went so deep, deep
A meaningless diversion that is all that u
Ever meant to me
And I am done with your twisted symphony
The words that had me sound like stolen poetry
I tore the pages and I can finally breathe
'Cause all I want is everything you're not
So go ahead and slam the door
'Cause u can't shut me out
And no I don't, I don't care what u say
'Cause all I really, all I really want
Is everything you're not
Never gonna break my hart-, hart again
Never gonna see your face again
I want a gentlemen who treats me like a queen
I need respect, I need love
Nothing in between
I will not spell it out for u if u can't see
'Cause you're not worthy, u don't deserve me
And now I'm gone
Everything you're not, not, not
Everything you're not, not, not
'Cause all I want is everything you're not
So go ahead and slam the door
'Cause u can't shut me out
And no I don't, I don't care what u say
'Cause all I really, all I really want
Is everything you're not
Never gonna break my hart-, hart again
Never gonna see your face again
Never wanna feel this way again
The moment u took your life
I felt mine ended too.
If I could only turn back time
there’s so much I would undo.
I didn’t see the warning signs.
u held them deep inside.
Struggles u were going through
u did so well to hide.
I’m left with guilt and sorrow,
and confusion as to why
u didn’t tell me of your pain
and felt u had to die.
The Sadness of the sight was just to much to bare
And now its me lying here
Cold,Crimson and Dead
u will never know how I feel inside,
The pain that still resides,
Happiness was once in my life,
Those days have long since ceased.
I felt mine ended too.
If I could only turn back time
there’s so much I would undo.
I didn’t see the warning signs.
u held them deep inside.
Struggles u were going through
u did so well to hide.
I’m left with guilt and sorrow,
and confusion as to why
u didn’t tell me of your pain
and felt u had to die.
The Sadness of the sight was just to much to bare
And now its me lying here
Cold,Crimson and Dead
u will never know how I feel inside,
The pain that still resides,
Happiness was once in my life,
Those days have long since ceased.
I know I promised I'd never make u cry;
I know it hurts but please dry your eyes.
I will give to u whatever u need;
A hug, a kiss, just tells me please.
To see u cry is a terrible sight;
Just let me love u and I'll hold u tight.
I'll do anything u want to make u proud;
I'll climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud.
I love u to much to see u cry;
Please sweetheart don't say goodbye.
Don't push me away I must stay near;
To gently wipe away your tears.
If we must truly say goodbye;
One meer time just close your eyes.
And let us share one final kiss;
For u are the love, I will forever miss.
