u are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because u do not exist much...
Why do u run away from such a place as this?
You liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. u like and love this place...
You born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt lost without u and like I lose u more, repeatedly each day......