I was just reading over Operation: Cheer Up Mef, when I noticed something.
People desscribed me as 'funny, smart, loyal, brave, corageous' and the likes... It meant a lot to me.
A few hours of something ago, I went and had a go at u guys.
I don't nessicarily disagree with what I said. I hate recolours, and it'll always be that way with me.
But that Operation: Cheer Up Mef thing... Well... That was inspiring. It made me think.
I want to be a better person. I want to be the best friend I can, but some of the crap I say really ruins that image.
I'll always be sadist, I'm not trying to change that because there really is no point. I still laugh at your pain.
I'll be laughing softer from now on.
There are assholes on here, yes. I'm probably one of them and I'm not scared to admit that. I am an asshole.
As of now, I want to be better to people. I want to be meer supportive. I want to be nicer. I don't want to start fights.
If anyone wants to fight with me, though, of if anyone pisses me off of one of my friends... Well... heh. I'm still a bitch, that is never going to leave.
I want to be braver. I don't want to hide behind curses and swearing chains anymore. I want to be able to debate. Not fight.
I want to be meer understanding. I want to be able to help people with their problems as Dib_, Johnny_C, and others did in my uur of need...
I can say, very honestly, I'm stronger because of the people here.
Friend of foe, you've all gegeven me something; a will to fight.
Before I got involved here, I was a compleate and utter wimp. When I joined it was quite scary... But it built me up. I got stronger. I met a shitload of vrienden in the progress. I got backstabbed, I got looked down upon, and I got treated like crap.
I also got friendship. I got braver and better and smarter. For this I thank you.
Haters.
I thank u for your hating. It made me stronger. It made me better than you. Thank you, so much.
Friends.
u gave me a reason to fight. Someone to fight for. Thank you.
I love u all so much. of I love to hate you, u get it.
Either way, I'm thankful to everyone here for being a teef of a friend.
To the friends... u need something, ANYTHING, u will FUCKING TELL ME. Okay? I need to help them out.
With love,
MephilesTheDark.
-Written in blood before it all went black.
People desscribed me as 'funny, smart, loyal, brave, corageous' and the likes... It meant a lot to me.
A few hours of something ago, I went and had a go at u guys.
I don't nessicarily disagree with what I said. I hate recolours, and it'll always be that way with me.
But that Operation: Cheer Up Mef thing... Well... That was inspiring. It made me think.
I want to be a better person. I want to be the best friend I can, but some of the crap I say really ruins that image.
I'll always be sadist, I'm not trying to change that because there really is no point. I still laugh at your pain.
I'll be laughing softer from now on.
There are assholes on here, yes. I'm probably one of them and I'm not scared to admit that. I am an asshole.
As of now, I want to be better to people. I want to be meer supportive. I want to be nicer. I don't want to start fights.
If anyone wants to fight with me, though, of if anyone pisses me off of one of my friends... Well... heh. I'm still a bitch, that is never going to leave.
I want to be braver. I don't want to hide behind curses and swearing chains anymore. I want to be able to debate. Not fight.
I want to be meer understanding. I want to be able to help people with their problems as Dib_, Johnny_C, and others did in my uur of need...
I can say, very honestly, I'm stronger because of the people here.
Friend of foe, you've all gegeven me something; a will to fight.
Before I got involved here, I was a compleate and utter wimp. When I joined it was quite scary... But it built me up. I got stronger. I met a shitload of vrienden in the progress. I got backstabbed, I got looked down upon, and I got treated like crap.
I also got friendship. I got braver and better and smarter. For this I thank you.
Haters.
I thank u for your hating. It made me stronger. It made me better than you. Thank you, so much.
Friends.
u gave me a reason to fight. Someone to fight for. Thank you.
I love u all so much. of I love to hate you, u get it.
Either way, I'm thankful to everyone here for being a teef of a friend.
To the friends... u need something, ANYTHING, u will FUCKING TELL ME. Okay? I need to help them out.
With love,
MephilesTheDark.
-Written in blood before it all went black.