okay, this is only the start of the conversation but its gona be long so im splitting it up, enjoy :)
The dag passed quickly, the grey of the clouds abruptly giving way to an even darker twilight. The black night followed slowly after and every minuut Bella slept seemed like seconds. I was dreading the time she would wake, in fear of what she would say, how she would react to my presence.
If my hart-, hart were still beating, it would have been racing. As it was, my breathing was shallow and quick. The only thing keeping me relatively calm was Bella. I tried to time my breathing with hers, to make it meer even. I could have stopped breathing all together but then I wouldn’t have been able to smell her beautiful scent, floral, like freesia.
I was still lying volgende to her on her very small bed. Throughout the dag and then night, every time I thought about moving, Bella would start trembling and murmuring quietly, pain evident even in the whisper. Each time I would sooth her, singing quietly. She was so restless, nightmares disturbing her sleep every so often.
Sooner than I wanted, Bella started to wake. She seemed reluctant to open her eyes, but I could tell she was awake.
Softly, I touched her forehead, enjoying the warmth. Instead of open her eyes like I expected, Bella squeezed her eyes meer tightly shut, a frown appearing.
I waited, sure she would open her eyes when she was ready, but I was slightly confused. Why hadn’t she opened them straight away?
I heard her sigh, and might have been imagining it, but it sounded somewhat resigned, which only served to confuse me further.
She slowly opened her eyes and as soon as she focused on my face, she let out a little gasp.
“Oh!” she breathed, throwing her fists over her eyes. I decided to wait patiently. Or, at least pretend to. I hope I hadn’t frightened her. What if she hadn’t expected for me to be this close? I was barely three inches away from her face. of what if she hadn’t expected me to be here at all? Did she want me to leave?
I watched as she slowly lowered her hands and opened her eyes again.
I chose to start with the easiest vraag first.
“Did I frighten you?” I asked, my voice anxious.
Again, I was watching as her expression changed, from wonder to understanding then the frown returned, etched deeper in her forehead than before. I didn’t let go of her as I waited for an answer. I had forgotten how incredibly frustrating not hearing her thoughts was. And because I couldn’t hear, I was surprised when she spoke next.
“Oh, crap.” She said, her voice rough with sleep.
That was not what I was expecting.
“What’s wrong, Bella?” it still felt good to say her name. I hoped I would never take that for granted.
She looked up at me, the frown still there. She looked vaguely put out, but I couldn’t think why.
“I’m dead, right?” she asked. “I did drown. Crap, crap, crap! This is going to kill Charlie.” She moaned.
I was only confused further. I felt a frown appear on my face as I answered.
“You’re not dead.” I disagreed. I didn’t know why she would think that.
“Then why am I not waking up?” she challenged me, raising her eyebrows.
Ah, that made sense. She thought she was dreaming. It must resemble a nightmare. I needed to convince her she was awake.
“You are awake, Bella.” I tried to make my voice compelling, but I must have been out of practice.
She shook her head, disagreeing with me. “Sure, sure. That’s what u want me to think.” She started. “And then it will be worse when I wake up. If I wake up, which I won’t, because I’m dead. This is awful. Poor Charlie. And Renée and Jake...” she trailed off, a look of horror on her face for what she thought she had done.
“I can see where u might confuse me with a nightmare.” I smiled grimly. A thought occurred to me. “But I can’t imagine what u could have done to wind up in hell. Did u commit any murders while I was away?” it was the only explanation I could come up with.
I watched as her beautiful face, just silk over glass, crumpled into a grimace.
“Obviously not.” She answered. “If I was in hell, u wouldn’t be with me.”
I sighed. Such flawed logic. As if I could end up in Heaven.
Still focused entirely on her face, I watched as her eyes flickered away from my face for a second, to look out the open window to the pitch black night outside. Her eyes quickly focused back on me and a blush began to colour her cheeks. I guessed it was embarrassment that brought the colour to her cheeks, looking like cream and roses.
i know its short, the volgende one will be out in a couple of days.
please comment!! :)
The dag passed quickly, the grey of the clouds abruptly giving way to an even darker twilight. The black night followed slowly after and every minuut Bella slept seemed like seconds. I was dreading the time she would wake, in fear of what she would say, how she would react to my presence.
If my hart-, hart were still beating, it would have been racing. As it was, my breathing was shallow and quick. The only thing keeping me relatively calm was Bella. I tried to time my breathing with hers, to make it meer even. I could have stopped breathing all together but then I wouldn’t have been able to smell her beautiful scent, floral, like freesia.
I was still lying volgende to her on her very small bed. Throughout the dag and then night, every time I thought about moving, Bella would start trembling and murmuring quietly, pain evident even in the whisper. Each time I would sooth her, singing quietly. She was so restless, nightmares disturbing her sleep every so often.
Sooner than I wanted, Bella started to wake. She seemed reluctant to open her eyes, but I could tell she was awake.
Softly, I touched her forehead, enjoying the warmth. Instead of open her eyes like I expected, Bella squeezed her eyes meer tightly shut, a frown appearing.
I waited, sure she would open her eyes when she was ready, but I was slightly confused. Why hadn’t she opened them straight away?
I heard her sigh, and might have been imagining it, but it sounded somewhat resigned, which only served to confuse me further.
She slowly opened her eyes and as soon as she focused on my face, she let out a little gasp.
“Oh!” she breathed, throwing her fists over her eyes. I decided to wait patiently. Or, at least pretend to. I hope I hadn’t frightened her. What if she hadn’t expected for me to be this close? I was barely three inches away from her face. of what if she hadn’t expected me to be here at all? Did she want me to leave?
I watched as she slowly lowered her hands and opened her eyes again.
I chose to start with the easiest vraag first.
“Did I frighten you?” I asked, my voice anxious.
Again, I was watching as her expression changed, from wonder to understanding then the frown returned, etched deeper in her forehead than before. I didn’t let go of her as I waited for an answer. I had forgotten how incredibly frustrating not hearing her thoughts was. And because I couldn’t hear, I was surprised when she spoke next.
“Oh, crap.” She said, her voice rough with sleep.
That was not what I was expecting.
“What’s wrong, Bella?” it still felt good to say her name. I hoped I would never take that for granted.
She looked up at me, the frown still there. She looked vaguely put out, but I couldn’t think why.
“I’m dead, right?” she asked. “I did drown. Crap, crap, crap! This is going to kill Charlie.” She moaned.
I was only confused further. I felt a frown appear on my face as I answered.
“You’re not dead.” I disagreed. I didn’t know why she would think that.
“Then why am I not waking up?” she challenged me, raising her eyebrows.
Ah, that made sense. She thought she was dreaming. It must resemble a nightmare. I needed to convince her she was awake.
“You are awake, Bella.” I tried to make my voice compelling, but I must have been out of practice.
She shook her head, disagreeing with me. “Sure, sure. That’s what u want me to think.” She started. “And then it will be worse when I wake up. If I wake up, which I won’t, because I’m dead. This is awful. Poor Charlie. And Renée and Jake...” she trailed off, a look of horror on her face for what she thought she had done.
“I can see where u might confuse me with a nightmare.” I smiled grimly. A thought occurred to me. “But I can’t imagine what u could have done to wind up in hell. Did u commit any murders while I was away?” it was the only explanation I could come up with.
I watched as her beautiful face, just silk over glass, crumpled into a grimace.
“Obviously not.” She answered. “If I was in hell, u wouldn’t be with me.”
I sighed. Such flawed logic. As if I could end up in Heaven.
Still focused entirely on her face, I watched as her eyes flickered away from my face for a second, to look out the open window to the pitch black night outside. Her eyes quickly focused back on me and a blush began to colour her cheeks. I guessed it was embarrassment that brought the colour to her cheeks, looking like cream and roses.
i know its short, the volgende one will be out in a couple of days.
please comment!! :)
one eager look from u and door hart-, hart starts to soar.
i dont know how it could be. that i would love u more
a taste of time right here in my hands words cant describe
what my eyes can.
side door side.i want all of u forever.no less time will ever do
u say how can u ask me to take your life.oh edward that was long geleden when
i looked into your eyes.
its apart of u and always will be.without you.i am incomplete
so take me door the hand and lead me anywhere.with u my time is yours to share. i love you
bella
i dont know how it could be. that i would love u more
a taste of time right here in my hands words cant describe
what my eyes can.
side door side.i want all of u forever.no less time will ever do
u say how can u ask me to take your life.oh edward that was long geleden when
i looked into your eyes.
its apart of u and always will be.without you.i am incomplete
so take me door the hand and lead me anywhere.with u my time is yours to share. i love you
bella
Okay beacause I am a huge Twilight fan I have joined this club. I fell in love after the first 3 chapters of Tiwilight and I am still in the process of reading the books. If u could please at least say in the beginning of your artikel that it is concerning X books. That would help me out soooo much because I only have a limited amount of time I can read because of school and homework. The mentioning of things that I have not read yet is making me want to read the boeken so much meer and it has caused me to get in trouble at school for reading when I shouldn't be. Thank u so VERY much.
okay so we all know that edward is the best charcter in twilight. why? because of how loving he is. He treats bella like if she were goud and his biggest treasure.Many of us wish to have a boyfriend of girlfriend like edward. It makes someone really happy to be loved so greatly.
Edward is amazing. That is why he is the best character of twilight because he really shows how much hes in love and protects bella through alot of troubles. Another reason why we would love edward would be because he is so hot!! hes the best looking in the movie! He is so GOOD looking...We all think that right? Cuz its so true!! hes awesome!!
okay so i havent read any of the boeken yet...but im judging from all the previews ive seen of the movie. Dont worry, ima read the book this week...ima go buy it at the store to read it! im so excited...!!!!! >.<
thank u for taking your time to read this (if u did read it...) please commentaar of wat u think of my article...=þ
Edward is amazing. That is why he is the best character of twilight because he really shows how much hes in love and protects bella through alot of troubles. Another reason why we would love edward would be because he is so hot!! hes the best looking in the movie! He is so GOOD looking...We all think that right? Cuz its so true!! hes awesome!!
okay so i havent read any of the boeken yet...but im judging from all the previews ive seen of the movie. Dont worry, ima read the book this week...ima go buy it at the store to read it! im so excited...!!!!! >.<
thank u for taking your time to read this (if u did read it...) please commentaar of wat u think of my article...=þ