The blood was shed
It will never be the same
Feel the intruding lead
That hangs my head in pain

The drainage not on my hands
But flows down my back
It was only in the sands
Where u planned your attack

Executed without flaws
With no issue at hand
u dug deep with your claws
Into a faceless land

Your face full of lies
When u greet me at that place
I see through your disguise
And reject your embrace

The wound u try to heal
Is now a gaping maw
Your words can never conceal
The true colors I saw.

u Hear My hart-, hart Beat,
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye

But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,

I Want To Tell u These Things,
I Wish To Sing To u About These Things!
These Things I Feel When u Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...

That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.

poetry Is very well
when u
feel it as hell
dream with everyword u write
to make the poetry pride
and shine through your mind
To see the light through your pen
poetry is a trip
u walk in with your feel
and It's easy To heal
your heart
from the hurt
your mind
from nightmare
your hand
from the cold
and your soul
from the fear
It is Magic u can't see
but It's your hart-, hart feel
So let your hand write
what's Inside your hart-, hart and mind
don't mind it
u need it
go on your way
and stay
to write everyday
we need your finger
to be free
and never be anger
we need your words to
shine our hart-, hart with love
u can see the moon with the stars
light your way together
through your darkness forever

Lost,with nowhere to go.
Running in circles.
But here there are no rabbit holes.
This is not a fairy tale.
For us,this is reality.
Reality has me chained.
If i don't obey my master,I'm chained.
Locked out from the outside world.
The life that surrounds me is my puppet master.
If I stray away I'm ignored,forgotten forever.
But who really cares,I'm worthless.
Do u remember the last time I shed a tear?
No.
Because with everyone watching me now I can't toon emotion.
I wait.
When I'm curled up in a ball,my body.
Here I am myself.
Alone.
No.
I have my company,the space around me.
The only one that truly hears my cries.
But never criticizes when I do.
Am I caged of am I simply in peace?
u decide.
Caged...

What are best friends?
Are they always there for you?
Do they keep your secrets?
Do they hide from you?

Do they stay door your side?
of do they trash u to your enemies?
Do they comfort u in tough times?
of do they make fun of you?

I don't know what a best friend is
because I thought I had one
But, It turns out
She makes me feel like a fool.

I defended her in school
When everyone else made fun.
I hung out with her.
Even if it meant not being cool.

After everything I do
She ends up taking advantage of me.
Now, she barely confides in me
of even consider me a best friend.

She has kicked me out of her life.
Now I'm just another person that goes
to school with her.
She is liked at school now,
With vrienden galore,
But, she has kicked out the one,
That loved her for her.

So, tell me,
Is this what "Best Friends" do?
I would rather not have one,
I wouldn't want to hurt you.