I’m so fucked up right now
I’ll never be the same without you
It’s like my feet are moving forward
But my heart’s left behind me
Will u set it free
And my dying wish
Is for u to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for u to watch me die
I need u to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
I’m so screwed right now
My emotional being depends on you
It’s like my head’s still in the game
But my heart’s paralyzing me
Will u set it free
And my dying wish
Is for u to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for u to watch me die
I need u to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
And I can’t see clear
When you’re not here
I’m a pathetic piece of shit
Without u I can’t do it
And I can’t think straight
When you’re this far away
I’m a good for nothing junk
Forever craving to be burned
And my dying wish
Is for u to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for u to watch me die
I need u to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
I’ll never be the same without you
It’s like my feet are moving forward
But my heart’s left behind me
Will u set it free
And my dying wish
Is for u to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for u to watch me die
I need u to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
I’m so screwed right now
My emotional being depends on you
It’s like my head’s still in the game
But my heart’s paralyzing me
Will u set it free
And my dying wish
Is for u to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for u to watch me die
I need u to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
And I can’t see clear
When you’re not here
I’m a pathetic piece of shit
Without u I can’t do it
And I can’t think straight
When you’re this far away
I’m a good for nothing junk
Forever craving to be burned
And my dying wish
Is for u to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for u to watch me die
I need u to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
I sit in the darkness as I stare up at the moon above me. I hear your voice and know I will be okay. Even if u are dead and gone u are always with me. When I cry u are with me. When I laugh u are with me. When I dream u are with me. When I can't find u I get scared. But moments later u there to hold my hand. Only I can see you. Your body may not be here but your spirit is with me. It feels as if u have never gone. Now I feel much better because I know now u can never be taken away from me again. I may die someday but don't worry because u are with me.
R.I.P - Grandma Rose
"I love you"
R.I.P - Grandma Rose
"I love you"
Your words may stay trapped
inside your own mind
but I can feel them
although they're confined.
I can read your face
as if it were a book
your mind is unpleasant,
as u simmer and cook.
u give into hatred
your temper boils over
and it's all done
in less than a blur.
Your words do sting
but it does not matter
for in the end
I will not shatter.
In the end
u will be the victim
of yourself
in the verbatim.
u are trapped,
u are your own
enemy; your own life
u have already blown.
It is sad, truly;
closing yourself off
with violence;
for now u may scoff.
In the end,
karma is our keeper
she is the ultimatum
of the Grim Reaper.
inside your own mind
but I can feel them
although they're confined.
I can read your face
as if it were a book
your mind is unpleasant,
as u simmer and cook.
u give into hatred
your temper boils over
and it's all done
in less than a blur.
Your words do sting
but it does not matter
for in the end
I will not shatter.
In the end
u will be the victim
of yourself
in the verbatim.
u are trapped,
u are your own
enemy; your own life
u have already blown.
It is sad, truly;
closing yourself off
with violence;
for now u may scoff.
In the end,
karma is our keeper
she is the ultimatum
of the Grim Reaper.
Phasing in
and phasing out
forgetting what
I originally sought.
Colors blur
and meld together
I dance so close
beside the heather.
I'm on the edge
of oblivion
I can't trust
What I've been seeing.
The world whirs around
I can't see straight
can u tell me
how I won this fate?
My thoughts
do vary from time to time
but they're always the same:
of my internal rhyme.
My life beats
to it's own accord
always repeating
it's crazy chord.
And so, to you
I'll depart my advice
perhaps to your life
it's good to add some spice.
-Starwarsfangirl
6/23/1
and phasing out
forgetting what
I originally sought.
Colors blur
and meld together
I dance so close
beside the heather.
I'm on the edge
of oblivion
I can't trust
What I've been seeing.
The world whirs around
I can't see straight
can u tell me
how I won this fate?
My thoughts
do vary from time to time
but they're always the same:
of my internal rhyme.
My life beats
to it's own accord
always repeating
it's crazy chord.
And so, to you
I'll depart my advice
perhaps to your life
it's good to add some spice.
-Starwarsfangirl
6/23/1
Every four years the two-headed monster rises from its pit, and we have a choice between this head of that. Their party line separation is a phantasm haunting reason. It's a choice between this diseased hand of that diseased hand. We are criminals who defy law. They are criminals who defy freedom. Endless heads of a bureaucratic hydra, and so the smiling wounds we draw across each neck. While they lounge in the decadence of their capitols and dream up new rules of social conduct, we shall sink a mes in every Caesar, we shall aim our rifles and brand at every president, every senator, every statesman. Wake up. There won't be any change. In the sewer of capitalism, only the scum will rise.