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posted by HaleyDewit
I’m so fucked up right now
I’ll never be the same without you
It’s like my feet are moving forward
But my heart’s left behind me
Will u set it free

And my dying wish
Is for u to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for u to watch me die

I need u to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free


I’m so screwed right now
My emotional being depends on you
It’s like my head’s still in the game
But my heart’s paralyzing me
Will u set it free

And my dying wish
Is for u to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for u to watch me die

I need u to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free


And I can’t see clear
When you’re not here
I’m a pathetic piece of shit
Without u I can’t do it
And I can’t think straight
When you’re this far away
I’m a good for nothing junk
Forever craving to be burned

And my dying wish
Is for u to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for u to watch me die

I need u to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
posted by mitchie19
6. T H E C R U Z F A M I L Y

“Welcome, Mariah.” Aunt Lourdes’ hugged me while the maids took care of my stuff. “Your house is so big,” I complimented. My eye caught on the beautiful carved statue on the corner and the massive staircase.
I waved my black hair on my right shoulder.
The walls were covered in golden rod achtergrond with a hint of yellow-green vines as the design. “Are u hungry? We’re about to eat lunch,” she looked at me.
I pursed my lips. “Um, yes,” considering the fact that I didn’t eat along the long way, made me hungry as I smelled the scent of the food...
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posted by HaleyDewit
It was the final school day. The students of senior class were impatiently waiting for the klok, bell to announce the beginning of the vacation. Cam glanced his watch every five seconden en Sophia impatiently tapped her fingers on the table
And than…rrrrriiiiinnnnnggggg!!!
The students jumped up and ran outside, to the vacation. Cam, Sophie, Lucas, Sarah, Andy and Haley were sitting on a uithangbord outside the school gate. They were planning their vacation.
“So, everything’s arranged for our city trip?” Andy asked.
“Yep, there’s no way back now” Lucas said.
“I still don’t get what’s so exciting...
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posted by emmett
Oh. Oh, oh. I can’t let u down mmm
No. No, no I won’t let u down, down, down, down

Oh, I left u there to lay
You should’ve told me u weren’t ok
You’ve turned a whiter shade of grey
I won’t let u slip away
Oh I didn’t know a thing
You never asked for a thing,
Never asked for anything, yeah

Chorus:
I’m sick of all the lies
I’m sick of all the wrong
I’m gonna’ tell u the truth
Babe don’t close your eyes
Won’t let u slip away
I need u to stay
It won’t be long
Try to stand, you’ve gotta be strong
I’ll just keep coming around
Yeah, I won’t let you...
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posted by BeB
hallo mom, guess what?
I just went to hawaii and saw a real Tikki Hut!!
Hey mom, can u help me here? I have this project here but I'm stuck in this stupid rut!

Hey mom, u know what I saw?
I saw that today to me, your perfect, u don't have any flaws,
Mom u know, now I need to rebuild these walls.

Hey mom, I hope u know...
that forever my hart-, hart will hang so low....

Hey mom, I know u know,
that no matter what, that your eyes will never leave me feeling so cold.
Hey mom, I need you, its so scary! Please I need your help,
Please mom, I feel like I'm losing myself!

Hey mom... I'm so sorry I never...
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posted by animelove30
I sit on a park bench as I watch the happy children play. u pass me by. Your face catches my eye. Eyes of a beautiful chocolate brown staring back at me. u smile as my hart-, hart races. u walk over to me and sit down beside me. u tell me your name I tell u mine. u say u have to go. I sadly say goodbye and go back home. The volgende dag I stare out my foggy window as the rain hits it softly. I hear a knock on my door. I curiously walk up to my door and see your face. I can't help the smile that appears. u wipe the smile away with the feel of your kiss. As u kiss me I feel as like I'm...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Okay,first and for all,I am not a Twilight fan.But this song popped in my head and once I have a melody and words I just have to write it down.I didn't plan this.Well,despite the fact that I don't like Twilight,I still think it's a good song. (I hope I don't sound arrogant now)Please read it and let me know what u think about it :) Even if u think it's crap.


I got it all under control
I can keep myself together
I’m not gonna break down
I know this is for the better
I know I must let u leave
But I’m not gonna stop these tears
I know I must let u walk away
But my hart-, hart will break anyway

‘Cause...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Boy, I hate you
Why u have to be the way that u are
If only u were different
It would make it much easier for me to verplaats on

I thought u finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a love that seems to last

My hart-, hart breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting meer obvious everyday
I’m in love with you, again


It’s getting harder
To verplaats on without u every day
But u don’t even know me
I should just a life and go my own way

My hart-, hart breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s...
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added by dorrit
posted by mitchie19
5.S L E E P O V E R M O D E

The doorbell rang. “Mariah! The pizza’s here,” Nikki shouted from downstairs.
Nikki Lim is my friend. She’d helped me pass my Chemistry test door teaching me how to solve the frikin’ formulas our adviser gave us and that was a relief. I went downstairs. “Here the money,” I handed it to him. “Thank you!” Nikki waved before I locked the door. Why’d we order pizza? It was my idea to have pizza with Nikki while Aeyla and Norah went to town to celebrate some event down in Houston Street. This is a sleepover. I want to do something fun before I go to...
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posted by mitchie19
4. A NIGHT TO REMEMBER

“Hey,” Riley greeted. I waved at him. I sighed. My eyes got locked on his outfit.
He was wearing a black, with a hint of white stripes and a long sleeved polo and jeans.
My hart-, hart pounded. I was sweating bullets. “So,” I shoved my hands in my back pockets. “What do u want to do?” I asked him. He was still composing himself.
Then he smiled at me. “How about I’ll ask u that question?” he didn’t sound serious. I did either, I don’t know what I had planned to do and it’s not happening right now. “What? Wait, I’m supposed to treat you, right?”...
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posted by mitchie19
3. P H O N E C A L L

The phone rang about 9am I was the one who answered. Norah went to the store to buy groceries and my sister is upstairs still asleep. I picked up the phone, “Hello?” I spoke the word softly. “Mariah? This is your aunt Lourdes How are you?” She zei happily. I didn’t expect her to call at this moment but I was surprised. “Hi Aunt Lourdes um, I’m fine. Why’d u call?” is the
why’d-you-call-thing the right thing to say to someone ten times older than me?
She didn’t mind me saying that.
“I told your mom that u are welcome to stay here for the summer....
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Life should be about the moment right?
Well I think that most of us agree that life mostly bites.

I mean u have your ups and downs,
and then the volgende minuut u cant turn that smile upside down.

'Everyones created equal' zei our four fathers,
but if u look around, no one else thinks so why try, why bother?

I'm not saying life sucks of that u should commit suicide,
it just feels that sometimes u wish u could just die.

People deal with there problems with smoking, drinking and of course drugs,
but mostly they go around acting like a damn thug.

You feel so alone, thinking its not fair,
that...
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posted by animelove30
I sit in the darkness as I stare up at the moon above me. I hear your voice and know I will be okay. Even if u are dead and gone u are always with me. When I cry u are with me. When I laugh u are with me. When I dream u are with me. When I can't find u I get scared. But moments later u there to hold my hand. Only I can see you. Your body may not be here but your spirit is with me. It feels as if u have never gone. Now I feel much better because I know now u can never be taken away from me again. I may die someday but don't worry because u are with me.

R.I.P - Grandma Rose


"I love you"
posted by starwarsfangirl
Your words may stay trapped
inside your own mind
but I can feel them
although they're confined.

I can read your face
as if it were a book
your mind is unpleasant,
as u simmer and cook.

u give into hatred
your temper boils over
and it's all done
in less than a blur.

Your words do sting
but it does not matter
for in the end
I will not shatter.

In the end
u will be the victim
of yourself
in the verbatim.

u are trapped,
u are your own
enemy; your own life
u have already blown.

It is sad, truly;
closing yourself off
with violence;
for now u may scoff.

In the end,
karma is our keeper
she is the ultimatum
of the Grim Reaper.
posted by starwarsfangirl
Phasing in
and phasing out
forgetting what
I originally sought.

Colors blur
and meld together
I dance so close
beside the heather.

I'm on the edge
of oblivion
I can't trust
What I've been seeing.

The world whirs around
I can't see straight
can u tell me
how I won this fate?

My thoughts
do vary from time to time
but they're always the same:
of my internal rhyme.

My life beats
to it's own accord
always repeating
it's crazy chord.

And so, to you
I'll depart my advice
perhaps to your life
it's good to add some spice.

-Starwarsfangirl
6/23/1
u smile when in pain,
your smile's bright even in the pouring rain!
Your smile shows your happiness
your smile shows your forgetfullness~
Your smile helps me up and stand,
your smile tells me I will never understand~

You always stay door my side,
when u say u can understand me I swell with pride.
When u talk to me,
you talk to me willingly.
When u look at me,
your eyes say I can act how I want and be free!

When u joke along side me happily,
I try not to ruin it when things get sappy...!
When we just take a breather while taking a walk,
we have one of those 'heart-to-heart' talks~
You don't focus...
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posted by mitchie19
2. B I G D A Y

One, two, three, go! I breathed. My right leg went first up the stairs and then my left leg.
This is it, this is really it. I squealed nervously. “Marhion Angeles Pearson, daughter of Mr. and Mrs. Pearson” the school directress announced. I went up the stage. The audience clapped.
I felt like a ster on a rise.
I saw Riley on the crowd, my eyes glued to him. Ah! I tripped. The audience gasp some stood up to see if I’m okay some of them laughed and snickered. mannetjeseend, drake Cell, the school news anchor video taped my clumsiness, he smiled. I quickly stood up. My cheeks were red, I...
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posted by mitchie19
1. L E T T E R
Dear Mariah,
I and your father are expecting to leave for the upcoming season.
Your father got accepted as a manager of a company in United States and I have to be there to guide him. If you’re wondering whose going to take care of u Norah will be there. She’ll be with u for a while. Don’t worry me and your father will call u to check on u and Norah okay? And expect us that we won’t be there in your graduation and we will always be there to support you. I left your emergency money door the fridge and your money for expenses. Please save your money, we’ll use FedEx...
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Do u feel that warmth when u see them smile?
Do u feel sick when they kiss, do u feel vile?
Do u hold your emotions in,
do u pretend if u confess your feelings its like a sin?

Do u hate how they're too good for you?
Do u hate how someone else could always fill your shoes?
Do u hate how fate can be so cruel?
How u seem to always be the fool?
Do u hate it when u see them sad?
Do u feel so much rage it could drive u mad??
Do u feel sick when u see them hurt?
Do u hate how u can't do anything and feel like dirt?

When they get angry at u what do u do?
Do u feel like...
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posted by ilovekud
Every four years the two-headed monster rises from its pit, and we have a choice between this head of that. Their party line separation is a phantasm haunting reason. It's a choice between this diseased hand of that diseased hand. We are criminals who defy law. They are criminals who defy freedom. Endless heads of a bureaucratic hydra, and so the smiling wounds we draw across each neck. While they lounge in the decadence of their capitols and dream up new rules of social conduct, we shall sink a mes in every Caesar, we shall aim our rifles and brand at every president, every senator, every statesman. Wake up. There won't be any change. In the sewer of capitalism, only the scum will rise.