When it comes to falling for somebody u know u can never be with because
a) it's forbidden
b) potentially destructive of even fatal
c) completely hopeless,
there are only three things u can do. Deny, deny and then deny some more. u avoid contact with him as much as possible, which isn't easy in a small town. u refrain from uttering his name out-loud to anyone, not even in passing. Not even to yourself. u keep any feelings u have for him locked up tight, and u throw away the key. In the daytime, u can hide. Don't think, don't think, don't think about him. u can lie, deny, ignore,...
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