I dunno, I'm just sitting here thinking about how I'm not a good person so the world will treat me better. I'm decent when I'm decent because I have standards for myself, and mirroring the kindness I give to others onto myself makes it easier to not receive from the world- but to give to myself the world and my necessities. Being kind to others, and letting others be kind to you, has everything to do with expanding self love's generosity. It's not me against the world. That would be lonely, and I'm done telling myself I am alone.

However, what does that mean? I mention not just receiving, but...