As she was getting ready for work she was rushing around trying to get Rachel's breakfast and entertain the Rachel until jachthaven, marina arrived.It was her first morning back and she wanted to arrive early. She was so excited that jachthaven, marina had agreed to come back and besides being very pregnant everything was getting back to normal.
As she got ready to leave she bent down to kiss Rachel.
"You look pretty mommy", so I won’t make u walk the plank u bloody skallywag.
That darn pirate cartoon she thought to herself. "She looked at her daughter for a moment and smiled and gave her a kiss."
Mommy will u see House?
"Yes I am sure I will honey."
"Would u tell him that I miss him?"
"Mommy will be very busy today", but I will try.
As she was walking out the door she looked at jachthaven, marina and requested she not let her watch that pirate cartoon.
Driving to work she was thinking about a plan of action to get things back in order. She needed to get her teams back in order and regulate their case loads. She had requested a meeting with all department heads to begin at 9:00 am sharp to see what they needed and what kind of case loads they were managing. She wondered if one of her doctors would be there at all. She knew the best to hope for was him coming in late.
When she arrived she realized her first order of business was getting her head nurse over ER back and getting a PA. Her office was in chaos for now but she knew in her hart-, hart this was home. She started making some phone calls and then began to prepare for her meeting.
As she arrived to the conference room she was surprised to see that "everyone" was there.
"Good morning everyone." I want to meet with each of u individually to see what u need to bring your department up to speed. I realize u are over-worked and under-staffed and it is my intention to turn this around.
I have gegeven u all a small hand out and if u will get those filled out before my meeting with each one of u we can deal with your department needs meer efficiently. "Are there any questions?"
Wilson stood up.
Dr. Cuddy, "on behalf of everyone here we are glad to see u back."
"Thank u Dr. Wilson." I am very glad to be back.
"Wilson u are such a suck-up," House whispering in a low voice.
I will be coming to your departments to attend to immediate needs and we will have a plan in place door mid-week. I promise you, "I will work dag and night" to attend to every need that will put this hospital and your teams back to the precision driven unit it was.
That's all I have. If there are no vragen at this time let’s get started with our days. Dr. Wilson I will meet with u first and I have put the times on the hanouts that you've been gegeven that I will meet with each one of you..
As the dag went on she had met with almost every department head, "all but one."
As the elevator doors opened she stepped out and started down the hall. As she reached his office he was reading over the patient’s file.
As she walked in she took a deep breath and began, “you’re last on the list.” Did u fill out the handout I gave you? She was fully expecting a sarcastic response but what she got was surprising even to her.
“He held his hand out and to her surprise the lijst was in his hand.”
She was shocked as she scanned the document, but his needs seemed reasonable. He had requested Chase back on a full-time basis and he wanted to re-hire Thirteen. He had also asked that they never have meer than two cases at once. She came to the final request which involved once every two months he had one week to return to Mexico and take meds that the orphanage needed.
“This lijst is reasonable. I have already called to interview surgeons. “I should be able to find two door the end of the week and that will give u Chase back.
“Has Thirteen been gegeven the heads up to be reinstated?”
"Yes."
Then I have no problem with u re-hiring her.
The trip to Mexico, “what kind of meds are u requesting?”
Mostly antibiotics, ant-fungals, and sometimes pain medication is needed.
So how did u become acquainted with an orphanage in Mexico? Doesn't sound like you.
There was a young boy that helped me when I.........
"When u fled from the law?"
"Yes."
“Are u sure the pain meds are for the orphanage?”
I am seeing Dr. Nolan again and I have random drug tests and that helps keep me honest.
That’s it? That’s all u need? No complaints about your parking place? No cable?
"That is all I need."
No sarcastic remark about my pregnancy of that I am not married?
I am trying to stay within my boundaries.
"So now u understand boundaries?"
"I thought we were going to try and make this work Cuddy.
“The last time I trusted that we were trying to work it out u drove a car through my dining room.”
u are still angry and I understand.
“That speech u gave in the conference room,” don’t think for one minuut that it mattered to me of that I think u meant a word of it.
“Cuddy if u are not going to try and make this work then maybe I should leave now.”
“Maybe u should.”
“Is that what u want,” my resignation?
Does it matter what I want? Our entire relationship has been all about you.
Cuddy if there is something u want to say why u don’t just say it.
u son of a …………. u could have hurt Rachel that day. Did u even think about her?
I knew u wouldn’t let a first datum meet Rachel.
u didn’t know that.
Cuddy how could u have come to me and acted like u wanted to work things out? All u really wanted was to verplaats on.” The mighty “Dean of Medicine” and her high moral compass that no man could attain to. u were ready for an affair but not for a relationship. Do u really believe u are any less damaged than I am?
I can see therapy has helped u a lot House.
“You should try it.” Maybe that child u are carrying won’t be as screwed up as u are.
“Screw you.”
Cuddy, “Glad we had this conversation.”
As she started out the door he knew this had to end. Cuddy wait!
She started toward him and began swinging her fists into his chest. u son of a ………… u got drunk instead of being with me at my award dinner. Your patient died and loving me somehow was the reason that u couldn’t be a good doctor.
Then we get word I may be dying and you……and u made that about u and what u could lose. I needed u and u weren’t there and then somehow that was my fault.
u call me at midnight and I have to bring my daughter out because of your wreckless behavior. When u were having surgery and needed me I was there. We stayed that night until Wilson got there.
"And how did u thank me?"
u drove a car into my dining room because I didn’t want to be your mother. I hate u House!!!!! I hate myself for loving you!!!!!! u left me alone time and time again but everything is my fault.
“And there it was.” She was right. He had left her alone.
He took her hands in his. He looked into her eyes and he realized how much he had let her down. She had always been there for him. With tears welling up in his eyes he looked at her. I am so sorry.
Let me go!!!!!
Lisa don’t.
Just let go of me House!!!!!!
He held her wrists and he looked into her watery gray eyes and he pulled her into himself and he whispered her name and he told her how sorry he was and he let her go and he walked out.
It hit him finally so hard that this really was his fault. When she needed him he really had left her alone. Almost every single act in his life had been about himself. Bu in their relationship it had almost always been about him.
As she got ready to leave she bent down to kiss Rachel.
"You look pretty mommy", so I won’t make u walk the plank u bloody skallywag.
That darn pirate cartoon she thought to herself. "She looked at her daughter for a moment and smiled and gave her a kiss."
Mommy will u see House?
"Yes I am sure I will honey."
"Would u tell him that I miss him?"
"Mommy will be very busy today", but I will try.
As she was walking out the door she looked at jachthaven, marina and requested she not let her watch that pirate cartoon.
Driving to work she was thinking about a plan of action to get things back in order. She needed to get her teams back in order and regulate their case loads. She had requested a meeting with all department heads to begin at 9:00 am sharp to see what they needed and what kind of case loads they were managing. She wondered if one of her doctors would be there at all. She knew the best to hope for was him coming in late.
When she arrived she realized her first order of business was getting her head nurse over ER back and getting a PA. Her office was in chaos for now but she knew in her hart-, hart this was home. She started making some phone calls and then began to prepare for her meeting.
As she arrived to the conference room she was surprised to see that "everyone" was there.
"Good morning everyone." I want to meet with each of u individually to see what u need to bring your department up to speed. I realize u are over-worked and under-staffed and it is my intention to turn this around.
I have gegeven u all a small hand out and if u will get those filled out before my meeting with each one of u we can deal with your department needs meer efficiently. "Are there any questions?"
Wilson stood up.
Dr. Cuddy, "on behalf of everyone here we are glad to see u back."
"Thank u Dr. Wilson." I am very glad to be back.
"Wilson u are such a suck-up," House whispering in a low voice.
I will be coming to your departments to attend to immediate needs and we will have a plan in place door mid-week. I promise you, "I will work dag and night" to attend to every need that will put this hospital and your teams back to the precision driven unit it was.
That's all I have. If there are no vragen at this time let’s get started with our days. Dr. Wilson I will meet with u first and I have put the times on the hanouts that you've been gegeven that I will meet with each one of you..
As the dag went on she had met with almost every department head, "all but one."
As the elevator doors opened she stepped out and started down the hall. As she reached his office he was reading over the patient’s file.
As she walked in she took a deep breath and began, “you’re last on the list.” Did u fill out the handout I gave you? She was fully expecting a sarcastic response but what she got was surprising even to her.
“He held his hand out and to her surprise the lijst was in his hand.”
She was shocked as she scanned the document, but his needs seemed reasonable. He had requested Chase back on a full-time basis and he wanted to re-hire Thirteen. He had also asked that they never have meer than two cases at once. She came to the final request which involved once every two months he had one week to return to Mexico and take meds that the orphanage needed.
“This lijst is reasonable. I have already called to interview surgeons. “I should be able to find two door the end of the week and that will give u Chase back.
“Has Thirteen been gegeven the heads up to be reinstated?”
"Yes."
Then I have no problem with u re-hiring her.
The trip to Mexico, “what kind of meds are u requesting?”
Mostly antibiotics, ant-fungals, and sometimes pain medication is needed.
So how did u become acquainted with an orphanage in Mexico? Doesn't sound like you.
There was a young boy that helped me when I.........
"When u fled from the law?"
"Yes."
“Are u sure the pain meds are for the orphanage?”
I am seeing Dr. Nolan again and I have random drug tests and that helps keep me honest.
That’s it? That’s all u need? No complaints about your parking place? No cable?
"That is all I need."
No sarcastic remark about my pregnancy of that I am not married?
I am trying to stay within my boundaries.
"So now u understand boundaries?"
"I thought we were going to try and make this work Cuddy.
“The last time I trusted that we were trying to work it out u drove a car through my dining room.”
u are still angry and I understand.
“That speech u gave in the conference room,” don’t think for one minuut that it mattered to me of that I think u meant a word of it.
“Cuddy if u are not going to try and make this work then maybe I should leave now.”
“Maybe u should.”
“Is that what u want,” my resignation?
Does it matter what I want? Our entire relationship has been all about you.
Cuddy if there is something u want to say why u don’t just say it.
u son of a …………. u could have hurt Rachel that day. Did u even think about her?
I knew u wouldn’t let a first datum meet Rachel.
u didn’t know that.
Cuddy how could u have come to me and acted like u wanted to work things out? All u really wanted was to verplaats on.” The mighty “Dean of Medicine” and her high moral compass that no man could attain to. u were ready for an affair but not for a relationship. Do u really believe u are any less damaged than I am?
I can see therapy has helped u a lot House.
“You should try it.” Maybe that child u are carrying won’t be as screwed up as u are.
“Screw you.”
Cuddy, “Glad we had this conversation.”
As she started out the door he knew this had to end. Cuddy wait!
She started toward him and began swinging her fists into his chest. u son of a ………… u got drunk instead of being with me at my award dinner. Your patient died and loving me somehow was the reason that u couldn’t be a good doctor.
Then we get word I may be dying and you……and u made that about u and what u could lose. I needed u and u weren’t there and then somehow that was my fault.
u call me at midnight and I have to bring my daughter out because of your wreckless behavior. When u were having surgery and needed me I was there. We stayed that night until Wilson got there.
"And how did u thank me?"
u drove a car into my dining room because I didn’t want to be your mother. I hate u House!!!!! I hate myself for loving you!!!!!! u left me alone time and time again but everything is my fault.
“And there it was.” She was right. He had left her alone.
He took her hands in his. He looked into her eyes and he realized how much he had let her down. She had always been there for him. With tears welling up in his eyes he looked at her. I am so sorry.
Let me go!!!!!
Lisa don’t.
Just let go of me House!!!!!!
He held her wrists and he looked into her watery gray eyes and he pulled her into himself and he whispered her name and he told her how sorry he was and he let her go and he walked out.
It hit him finally so hard that this really was his fault. When she needed him he really had left her alone. Almost every single act in his life had been about himself. Bu in their relationship it had almost always been about him.
