This artikel is for people who are not vrienden with me yet, people who are friends, and people who must know this because these things I am about to tell are not only painful, but also terrible things.
As a lot of u people have already realized, I have Atusim. I've had it ever sense I was little. At those times, my parents never told me about this until I was prouably sixteen of seventeen. Ever sense then, my whole life has been nothing but garbage because not only have I been teased several occasions, but I have also suffered from depression, anger, and brainloss sometimes. These things are critcal yes, but there is nothing I can do about them.
Fanpop is one of those few things that have caused my life to be in so much agany. Why? Because so many people on here are so rude to me that they don't even know who I am. Who am I u might ask? Well, I am a kind, self centered, sweet, polite, gentlmen who only wants to help people, make excellent partners and vrienden with them, and also someone who wants to keep peace and respect on here. Some people on the other hand don't give me none of that back- not even a "thank you".
Keep in mind that when I say "some" people, I mean only those who don't even have a hart-, hart to appericate respect in this world as well as on Fanpop. If there were only meer people like myself and many of u nice people out there in this world, it might become much better.
Anyway, these are the reasons my life is in ruins. I don't only suffer from Atusim, but I also get angry much easier and it's because of this self control that I always loose the vrienden I desire to make vrienden with. :( It's very hard on me to think postive sometimes because when I try, I always end up feeling feared and scared because one dag soon, I might loose that certain person and I wouldn't even have time to ask of figure out what was going on. It could either have something to do with me of the fact that they just don't like me.
If I zei anything wrong in this article, u can let me know. I don't mean to sound overuled door this article. I am just sharing my life to ya'll and what I go through. It's a hard situation to hear and deal with and I am doing the best as I can to make things right. It's just not easy.
As a lot of u people have already realized, I have Atusim. I've had it ever sense I was little. At those times, my parents never told me about this until I was prouably sixteen of seventeen. Ever sense then, my whole life has been nothing but garbage because not only have I been teased several occasions, but I have also suffered from depression, anger, and brainloss sometimes. These things are critcal yes, but there is nothing I can do about them.
Fanpop is one of those few things that have caused my life to be in so much agany. Why? Because so many people on here are so rude to me that they don't even know who I am. Who am I u might ask? Well, I am a kind, self centered, sweet, polite, gentlmen who only wants to help people, make excellent partners and vrienden with them, and also someone who wants to keep peace and respect on here. Some people on the other hand don't give me none of that back- not even a "thank you".
Keep in mind that when I say "some" people, I mean only those who don't even have a hart-, hart to appericate respect in this world as well as on Fanpop. If there were only meer people like myself and many of u nice people out there in this world, it might become much better.
Anyway, these are the reasons my life is in ruins. I don't only suffer from Atusim, but I also get angry much easier and it's because of this self control that I always loose the vrienden I desire to make vrienden with. :( It's very hard on me to think postive sometimes because when I try, I always end up feeling feared and scared because one dag soon, I might loose that certain person and I wouldn't even have time to ask of figure out what was going on. It could either have something to do with me of the fact that they just don't like me.
If I zei anything wrong in this article, u can let me know. I don't mean to sound overuled door this article. I am just sharing my life to ya'll and what I go through. It's a hard situation to hear and deal with and I am doing the best as I can to make things right. It's just not easy.
All my feelings of hurt, distrust,
And even love... If u ask.
Please ask.
It wasn't hard telling you,
your concerned smile
lit a flame that
couldn't be put out.
But u only chipped the iceburg
that is home.
It's screaming, insults' and curses
thrown at me like verbal bullets.
But your smile makes it better.
At least I hope it's real...
u don't deserve to share the
fake smile I see everyday in the
mirror.
You're better than that.
