sad..for people close to em ahve died in less then a onth..and lots more

^ Really I'm sorry :(
well me I always think postive

it makes a change for once.

I consider myself a very happy, optimistic and positive person but right now somehow I feel not as much sad as simply something is always wrong - nothing is good enough for me - I guess right now I'm sorta grumpy. Mornings are too early, snow is too much, school is too hard...
But lately, as the spring is coming and the sun is slowly shining more and more, I feel myself getting better and better with everyday! :)

ugh..my life is pretty messed up lately...
but i have the feeling that i'll get better..

I just HATE life.
I hate to walk.
I hate to breathe.
Everything is just . . fading . ..

:D

:( It's true. I seem happy a lot of the time, but there is a constant sadness inside of me.

I'm on vacation right now so I'm stoked~!

:(