Look around you, I told myself, over and over and over again. Look around you, and cry. Cry freely, girl.
But I didn't. I couldn't find the strength to cry... to make the tears fall from my eyes. I didn't think I was ready to let the tears hit the ground with a soft patter; to wince at the sad and depressing sound that came from my mouth; to let Duncan see that I couldn't handle anything.
I looked up at him. His eyes were glazed and pained as he gazed into mine. I immediately felt a pang of guilt, and I sighed.
"Mina?" He brushed my cheek.
I didn't answer. I wanted to cry -- yet I didn't... I had no idea why. I wanted to let it all go, yet the other half of me, the meer determined half.. warned me not to let it go until it was the right time.
Whatever that was.
"Duncan..." I would do it. I would break up with Duncan. "I'm... sorry." Well, that's great, my sarcasm inside me sneered. You're sorry. How delightful. Want me to tell u I'm sorry, too?
No. That won't help, I pleaded with myself.
That's wonderful. So... go ahead and tell him you're sorry..
SHUT UP!! I screamed to myself.
I paused. Duncan didn't say anything, he regarded me, nervous, sad, and he knew what was happening. But could I do it? Maybe I was being dumb. Who was I to break up with him? Why did I do it? If I had no reason... then why?
"I understand you, Mina," he zei quietly, his eyes becoming shinier door the moment.
"That's good," I whispered, looking down.
"I know what u want." He paused, looking at me one time over. "But before... please, Mina... tell me why."
"What?" I was startled door his question.
"What did I do?" He was still as upset as he ever was.
I closed my eyes, hoping they'd stay that way forever, so that I'd never have to see anything ever again. Blackness was better. I could see clearly. Everything else as blurred with tears.
"Nothing." My voice was almost inaudible.
"Then why--" Duncan broke off, then tried to pull back. "Let me guess. You've moved on."
I could have zei yes then, to make everything so mcuh easier... but I didn't. Something in me was protesting... and I couldn't help but notice. My longing for Duncan burned in me, and I hated myself for doing this as much as I hated myself for everything else in the world that I did wrong. But that something burned strong in the depth of my heart... and whatever it was, that something made me disagree.
"No," I murmured, my voice muffled. "It's not that."
"You don't like me anymore..." he guessed, clearly not realizing the double-meaning in his sentence.
That hit me with so much regret that I suddenly sprang back to life again. "No!" I protested. "I like u too much, Duncan. That's the problem."
He didn't get it. To be honest, I didn't, either.
Duncan was confused. "Then what.." he didn't finish.
"I'll go," I zei softly. "You don't want me to be here."
I stood up, and I ran, as fast as I could in my coffee-brown and white flats, ignoring with all my will when Duncan called back to me.
I refused to turn my head back even once, because I knew my desire for him would take over. So I ran.
I threw open my penthouse door, and I ran, sobbing, into my bedroom. It wasn't fair. Duncan loved... me? He was too perfect. He could find someone like him; every inch as perfect as he is.
I flung myself face-first onto my pillow.
And I cried, letting my cry muffle against the pillow.
I loved, with the strong longing for Duncan somewhere in my heart.
I saw the world as it was... dark and horrible and loveless.
Speak, Mina, speak.
Love, Mina, love.
Cry, Mina, cry... <3
But I didn't. I couldn't find the strength to cry... to make the tears fall from my eyes. I didn't think I was ready to let the tears hit the ground with a soft patter; to wince at the sad and depressing sound that came from my mouth; to let Duncan see that I couldn't handle anything.
I looked up at him. His eyes were glazed and pained as he gazed into mine. I immediately felt a pang of guilt, and I sighed.
"Mina?" He brushed my cheek.
I didn't answer. I wanted to cry -- yet I didn't... I had no idea why. I wanted to let it all go, yet the other half of me, the meer determined half.. warned me not to let it go until it was the right time.
Whatever that was.
"Duncan..." I would do it. I would break up with Duncan. "I'm... sorry." Well, that's great, my sarcasm inside me sneered. You're sorry. How delightful. Want me to tell u I'm sorry, too?
No. That won't help, I pleaded with myself.
That's wonderful. So... go ahead and tell him you're sorry..
SHUT UP!! I screamed to myself.
I paused. Duncan didn't say anything, he regarded me, nervous, sad, and he knew what was happening. But could I do it? Maybe I was being dumb. Who was I to break up with him? Why did I do it? If I had no reason... then why?
"I understand you, Mina," he zei quietly, his eyes becoming shinier door the moment.
"That's good," I whispered, looking down.
"I know what u want." He paused, looking at me one time over. "But before... please, Mina... tell me why."
"What?" I was startled door his question.
"What did I do?" He was still as upset as he ever was.
I closed my eyes, hoping they'd stay that way forever, so that I'd never have to see anything ever again. Blackness was better. I could see clearly. Everything else as blurred with tears.
"Nothing." My voice was almost inaudible.
"Then why--" Duncan broke off, then tried to pull back. "Let me guess. You've moved on."
I could have zei yes then, to make everything so mcuh easier... but I didn't. Something in me was protesting... and I couldn't help but notice. My longing for Duncan burned in me, and I hated myself for doing this as much as I hated myself for everything else in the world that I did wrong. But that something burned strong in the depth of my heart... and whatever it was, that something made me disagree.
"No," I murmured, my voice muffled. "It's not that."
"You don't like me anymore..." he guessed, clearly not realizing the double-meaning in his sentence.
That hit me with so much regret that I suddenly sprang back to life again. "No!" I protested. "I like u too much, Duncan. That's the problem."
He didn't get it. To be honest, I didn't, either.
Duncan was confused. "Then what.." he didn't finish.
"I'll go," I zei softly. "You don't want me to be here."
I stood up, and I ran, as fast as I could in my coffee-brown and white flats, ignoring with all my will when Duncan called back to me.
I refused to turn my head back even once, because I knew my desire for him would take over. So I ran.
I threw open my penthouse door, and I ran, sobbing, into my bedroom. It wasn't fair. Duncan loved... me? He was too perfect. He could find someone like him; every inch as perfect as he is.
I flung myself face-first onto my pillow.
And I cried, letting my cry muffle against the pillow.
I loved, with the strong longing for Duncan somewhere in my heart.
I saw the world as it was... dark and horrible and loveless.
Speak, Mina, speak.
Love, Mina, love.
Cry, Mina, cry... <3
Hey! everybody just to let u kown that in this fan fiction Courtney finish high school and go,s to law school to become lawyer and duncan is still a Criminal. Chr.1 It was 5:00 pm and It was a Saturday. Courtney was studying for her LSAT,s. Courtney took a little break from studying in her guide book for the LSAT,s and got on her laptop. she went on super fun place where u can meet vrienden and do much more. she was chating to and bridgette and leshawna. leshawna girl: what,s up girl. Snow girl: my mom and dad went to the super market will not be back to 8:00 pm. leshawna girl: so courtney how,s law school. courtney in the real flash: It really awful they make every thing seen so boing. Snow girl: they do. courtney in the real flash: yes they do and i have to take LSAT. leshawna girl: sorry i got to go and meet my katie at starbucks. snow girl: well courtney bye i got to get off here before my dad see. courtney got off since all firends did. chr.2
1. Fatal four-way for the vacant divas title
LeShawna vs. Eva vs. Heather vs. Bridgette
2. Harold vs. Justin
3. Cage match for the vacant Wawanaka title
Cody vs. Tyler
4. Beth vs. Izzy
5. 2 on 3 handicap match
Gwen/Lindsay vs. Courtney/Katie/Sadie
6. First blood match. Winner dates Bridgette!!!!
Geoff vs. Ezekiel
7. Elimination tag match for vacant tag titles
DJ/Duncan vs. Trent/Noah
8. Triple threat ladder match for control of TDIW and the world title.
Chris Mclean vs. Chef bijl vs. Owen
PLEASE VOTE WHO u WANT TO WIN EACH MATCH door LEAVING A commentaar BELOW AND PLEASE DONT LET THE GOOD GUY ALWAY WIN!!!!!
LeShawna vs. Eva vs. Heather vs. Bridgette
2. Harold vs. Justin
3. Cage match for the vacant Wawanaka title
Cody vs. Tyler
4. Beth vs. Izzy
5. 2 on 3 handicap match
Gwen/Lindsay vs. Courtney/Katie/Sadie
6. First blood match. Winner dates Bridgette!!!!
Geoff vs. Ezekiel
7. Elimination tag match for vacant tag titles
DJ/Duncan vs. Trent/Noah
8. Triple threat ladder match for control of TDIW and the world title.
Chris Mclean vs. Chef bijl vs. Owen
PLEASE VOTE WHO u WANT TO WIN EACH MATCH door LEAVING A commentaar BELOW AND PLEASE DONT LET THE GOOD GUY ALWAY WIN!!!!!
Name: Sophie
Age: 12
Possy:JG's possy
friends: JG, Vanita, Julie, Cody, Blake.
Relatives:Cody
Type:Delinqent/classclown/goth/fungirl/partier!
Phrase:uh, yeah like I said, u SO owe me, dude.
Sophie is the youngest person on TDA, but not the shortest (Blake is). Sophie has never had a boring dag in her life, she lives to party but also has a dark personality (just like JG). Some say that she dresses like Julie, and looks like Tonya, but she is not a mixture of both of them. Sophie is picked on alot door Justin. Sophie had to stop it so she put him on a bus (telling him that it was to the emmies) and it was actually a bus to Norway. Sophie hates Trent, Heather, and Bryana's possy, just like the rest of JG's possy. Sophie (like everyone else) gets a costume change in the half mark point. Her clothes turn to a meer 70's hippy apperence. When Sophie 's the new outfit, it is when she has turned 13.
Age: 12
Possy:JG's possy
friends: JG, Vanita, Julie, Cody, Blake.
Relatives:Cody
Type:Delinqent/classclown/goth/fungirl/partier!
Phrase:uh, yeah like I said, u SO owe me, dude.
Sophie is the youngest person on TDA, but not the shortest (Blake is). Sophie has never had a boring dag in her life, she lives to party but also has a dark personality (just like JG). Some say that she dresses like Julie, and looks like Tonya, but she is not a mixture of both of them. Sophie is picked on alot door Justin. Sophie had to stop it so she put him on a bus (telling him that it was to the emmies) and it was actually a bus to Norway. Sophie hates Trent, Heather, and Bryana's possy, just like the rest of JG's possy. Sophie (like everyone else) gets a costume change in the half mark point. Her clothes turn to a meer 70's hippy apperence. When Sophie 's the new outfit, it is when she has turned 13.
Blake was tired of everyone calling him short. The only ones that he was OK with calling him short was JG and vanita. JG's nickname for Blake was munchfriend. at first, Blake hated it. but he admitted that it grew on him. bryana was always calling im short and making puns. finnaly Blake snaped big time! he went and told off everyone who called him short, of a midget, of shorty, of wee man (off of jackass). he told off everyone that was outside of JG's possy. the people that he REALLY took his time telling off was chris and bryana. he was now like a midget gangsta! he was mad but then as soon as he wasn't mad he turned back into himself again.
"shes pretty , shes nice." exlames courtney.
"just one hug and your done "chris zei snaping his finger.
"that looks really real man!" zei doncan.
"DUDE , SHES MADE OF CARDBOURD GET IN THE GAME !" zei tyler.
"hey , its ok if u can't do it"courtney zei conferting him
"alright, i'll try." he zei smiling.
" u can do this ." zei courtney.
"ok ok" he zei with confidence
aaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaa( sorry , thats the song they put in the the backround)
doncan did it! he huged the standee.
"whoooooooohoooo!!!!" cried courtney "doncan your awsome!"
"ha , i did it !" he zei happily
courtney hugs duncan then remembers that she pretends she dons't like him.
"wooooooooohoooooooo"cried everyone.............thanks ...........................have a good one