B|POV
2 weeks later.
I had successfully managed to spend 2 weeks without Edward. No Talking. No Looking. No Communication! Tomorrow I would be flying to Jacksonville to spend time with my Mother for 7 weeks. I had to get away from here. Away from him. I began packing I placed clothes, my I -pod, mp3 player and laptop in my bag too. I then moved the case to the door of my room. I went over and opened the curtains so he could see me packing up my life because of him. As soon as I opened them I saw him sitting at his bureau staring at my window, when he realized I had opened the curtains for the first time in weeks a small smile spread across his face. He must have thought I had forgiven him. God he was wrong. I turned and walked to my bureau so that my back was to him. As much as I hated him right now I needed him to know why I left so I decided to write him a letter that Charlie could give to him once I had left.
Dear Edward, door the time u receive this letter u will know that I have left. As much as I don’t want to talk u after the past 16 years of friendship I thought I owed u this. I shall be away for seven weeks. As much as I want to say when I come back stay out of my life, I cant because I have been keeping a big secret from u for quite a while. Im in Love with you. So there u have it, as much as I wish u feel the same way its evident u don’t and never will. I will see u when I come back after im over you, your my best friend and I don’t want to loose that, ever! So u can emai me during the summer. And do not under any circumstances say u love me too, because its not fair on me. Goodbye Edward.
Bella.
I was now crying in the process of sealing the envelope. With that I lay in my bed and cried myself to sleep again. Waking up in the morning I went down and zei to Charlie to give him the letter to give to Edward. I was looking out the window when arguing brought me out of my dag dream. I went out to find Jacob and Edward fighting. Oh God I thought to myself. I noticed how terrible Edward looked. He looked like he had lost weight and hadn’t slept for months. I walked over and grabbed Jacobs face and began to kiss him passionately. As I broke free I turned to Edward who was close o tears. With that I zei Goodbye to both Edward and Jacob and left in the car not looking back.
Sorry its short !! commentaar etc!! <3
Lisa.
I have this poster in my room and that is just the image of it.
I lovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee it cause I have been looking for a poster in ages.
Yayyyy and I'm gunna put loads of them on my uithangbord hehe. Twilight freak and on team Edward.
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Lol. Bring on Eclipse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lololololololololololololololololololol....ok im going to chill now.
I lovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee it cause I have been looking for a poster in ages.
Yayyyy and I'm gunna put loads of them on my uithangbord hehe. Twilight freak and on team Edward.
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Lol. Bring on Eclipse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lololololololololololololololololololol....ok im going to chill now.
It was the middle of the night, me and edward had a massive argument so he stayed at Rosalies house with her and emmet.
I was lonley lied in bed on my own with just 'the bump' as a friend, well a child pretty soon.
"OUCH" I screamed! Contractions........hard contractions.
I called Alice to take me to Carlisle but just as I went of the phone, my waters broke. I was just 15 minuets away from giving birth. While I'd been pregnant I couldnt eat real food that often, all the baby wanted was blood, blood and well.....more blood!
As we reached his house I got carried out of the car, and then layed on the sofa. Five minuets later I gave birth, it was a girl.
I decided to call her Renesmee!
I was lonley lied in bed on my own with just 'the bump' as a friend, well a child pretty soon.
"OUCH" I screamed! Contractions........hard contractions.
I called Alice to take me to Carlisle but just as I went of the phone, my waters broke. I was just 15 minuets away from giving birth. While I'd been pregnant I couldnt eat real food that often, all the baby wanted was blood, blood and well.....more blood!
As we reached his house I got carried out of the car, and then layed on the sofa. Five minuets later I gave birth, it was a girl.
I decided to call her Renesmee!
It's been so long since i even thought about writing on here. I'm so excited that i still have people reading my stories and i have new fanpop-ers too.
Let me get my thoughts together and get my schedule together also because im in the middle of my two week testing. I will write and it will be before the middle of may i will have two new chapters out!
Tell me which story u want me to write on first and ill try and get it together. But for now until after April 30, 2010, u have to be paitent! i get my progress reports volgende week and im getting projects every 2 weeks so i might not be on here every dag but i will be on maybe once of twice a week, three times if i can but all of u know that the end of the school jaar is the hardest time of the year.
I LOVE u ALL!!!,
Bella_cullen902
Let me get my thoughts together and get my schedule together also because im in the middle of my two week testing. I will write and it will be before the middle of may i will have two new chapters out!
Tell me which story u want me to write on first and ill try and get it together. But for now until after April 30, 2010, u have to be paitent! i get my progress reports volgende week and im getting projects every 2 weeks so i might not be on here every dag but i will be on maybe once of twice a week, three times if i can but all of u know that the end of the school jaar is the hardest time of the year.
I LOVE u ALL!!!,
Bella_cullen902
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dont block me out Bella
