B|POV
2 weeks later.
I had successfully managed to spend 2 weeks without Edward. No Talking. No Looking. No Communication! Tomorrow I would be flying to Jacksonville to spend time with my Mother for 7 weeks. I had to get away from here. Away from him. I began packing I placed clothes, my I -pod, mp3 player and laptop in my bag too. I then moved the case to the door of my room. I went over and opened the curtains so he could see me packing up my life because of him. As soon as I opened them I saw him sitting at his bureau staring at my window, when he realized I had opened the curtains for the first time in weeks a small smile spread across his face. He must have thought I had forgiven him. God he was wrong. I turned and walked to my bureau so that my back was to him. As much as I hated him right now I needed him to know why I left so I decided to write him a letter that Charlie could give to him once I had left.
Dear Edward, door the time u receive this letter u will know that I have left. As much as I don’t want to talk u after the past 16 years of friendship I thought I owed u this. I shall be away for seven weeks. As much as I want to say when I come back stay out of my life, I cant because I have been keeping a big secret from u for quite a while. Im in Love with you. So there u have it, as much as I wish u feel the same way its evident u don’t and never will. I will see u when I come back after im over you, your my best friend and I don’t want to loose that, ever! So u can emai me during the summer. And do not under any circumstances say u love me too, because its not fair on me. Goodbye Edward.
Bella.
I was now crying in the process of sealing the envelope. With that I lay in my bed and cried myself to sleep again. Waking up in the morning I went down and zei to Charlie to give him the letter to give to Edward. I was looking out the window when arguing brought me out of my dag dream. I went out to find Jacob and Edward fighting. Oh God I thought to myself. I noticed how terrible Edward looked. He looked like he had lost weight and hadn’t slept for months. I walked over and grabbed Jacobs face and began to kiss him passionately. As I broke free I turned to Edward who was close o tears. With that I zei Goodbye to both Edward and Jacob and left in the car not looking back.
Sorry its short !! commentaar etc!! <3
Lisa.
the end
Summary: Edward reminisces about his 'lost' first love.
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I was just wondering what the official name for people who crave vamps and werewolfs etc.
i ve heard of twihards and fanpires but are there at least any original classifications. If Im going to be a mega fan shouldnt i have a beter way of calling my self a super fan
I ve sort of came up with a few that i think have potential . .
1.twissessed(twilight, obssessed)
2.vampchaser
3.twiniacas(twilight,maniacs)
4.twifreak
5.vamphunter
6.twicrazed
7.twimazed(twilight,amazed)
8.Edlover(Edward lover)
9.wolfhugger
10.twipeople
Which classificaton do u think makes at least the most sense?????!!!!!!
i ve heard of twihards and fanpires but are there at least any original classifications. If Im going to be a mega fan shouldnt i have a beter way of calling my self a super fan
I ve sort of came up with a few that i think have potential . .
1.twissessed(twilight, obssessed)
2.vampchaser
3.twiniacas(twilight,maniacs)
4.twifreak
5.vamphunter
6.twicrazed
7.twimazed(twilight,amazed)
8.Edlover(Edward lover)
9.wolfhugger
10.twipeople
Which classificaton do u think makes at least the most sense?????!!!!!!
The Cullen family
We were together, meant forever
I thought so
Till Jasper came after me
And Edward thought oh no
So the Cullens had to leave
And I was so down
But that's when Jacob came in
And things turned around
I became reckless
Just to hear Edward's voice
I was so out of it
I didn't have a choice
Me and Jacob were friends
Till we didn't talk for a while
Then he told me his secret
As before, I wasn't scared door a mile
Edward thought I was dead
So he went to the Volturi
But then he changed his mind
Once he finally saw me
So when we got back home
To have Edward, I was happy
I wished to be like the Cullens
But then he wanted to stop me
He zei I could
But 1 condition he carried
He zei he'd do it
But only if we got married
I thought so
Till Jasper came after me
And Edward thought oh no
So the Cullens had to leave
And I was so down
But that's when Jacob came in
And things turned around
I became reckless
Just to hear Edward's voice
I was so out of it
I didn't have a choice
Me and Jacob were friends
Till we didn't talk for a while
Then he told me his secret
As before, I wasn't scared door a mile
Edward thought I was dead
So he went to the Volturi
But then he changed his mind
Once he finally saw me
So when we got back home
To have Edward, I was happy
I wished to be like the Cullens
But then he wanted to stop me
He zei I could
But 1 condition he carried
He zei he'd do it
But only if we got married
When we first met
And I first looked in your eyes
I couldn't help myself
I was hypnotized
And then I found out
Your one big secret
I was in danger
But I wasn't scared a bit
So then u took me
To your special hideaway
So u could toon me what you're like
In the light of day
My hart-, hart was racing
I was falling for you
My only vraag was
Do u feel this way too
Then one day
My blood was wanted
It hurt so bad
I thought I was dead
Then he saved me
And I got my answer
I does feel the same way
So now it's forever <3
And I first looked in your eyes
I couldn't help myself
I was hypnotized
And then I found out
Your one big secret
I was in danger
But I wasn't scared a bit
So then u took me
To your special hideaway
So u could toon me what you're like
In the light of day
My hart-, hart was racing
I was falling for you
My only vraag was
Do u feel this way too
Then one day
My blood was wanted
It hurt so bad
I thought I was dead
Then he saved me
And I got my answer
I does feel the same way
So now it's forever <3
two weeks befor he visit
All I could think about was visiting my dad. His name is Charlie. I hadn't visted him in over three years. I would visit him for the whole summer scince I was little. Until I was old enough to make my own decisions, I was about fourteen and a half whe I stoped visiting. Im seventeen now. I live with my mom and her fiance. Her fiance's name is Phil.
I planned on visiting Charlie in two weeks. He was so happy when I phoned him, he zei he bought me a present for when I come over. To be honest I was a little worried about what it was. But I kept my head held high, maybe he got me a neclace with earings and a bracelet too. I couldn't wait to see what the 'presnt' is.
All I could think about was visiting my dad. His name is Charlie. I hadn't visted him in over three years. I would visit him for the whole summer scince I was little. Until I was old enough to make my own decisions, I was about fourteen and a half whe I stoped visiting. Im seventeen now. I live with my mom and her fiance. Her fiance's name is Phil.
I planned on visiting Charlie in two weeks. He was so happy when I phoned him, he zei he bought me a present for when I come over. To be honest I was a little worried about what it was. But I kept my head held high, maybe he got me a neclace with earings and a bracelet too. I couldn't wait to see what the 'presnt' is.
