I know I have to forget u but my hart-, hart is always searching for you. I have a person here who is door my side and I know I shouldn't be doing this. But the thought of u coming back, of hugging me once more...it's a silly thought I know. Forgive me for being the girl I didn't want to be for you, but that was all I could be.

The volgende dag at school, u go to hang out with the girls at the cafeteria but u don't see Lauren there.

Jessica and Tanya: hallo Jamie.
Jamie: Hey. Where's Lauren?
Jessica: With the boys. Didn't u hear? She got back with Randy.
Jamie: Yah...
Tanya: What happened Jamie?
Jamie: It's...it's too long to explain.
Jessica; But Jamie...
Jamie: I don't wanna talk about it.
Tanya: Did u give him up? of did he give u up?
Jamie: ...
Jessica: Yah Tanya lets just leave her alone...

u look at the boys' tafel, tabel and u see Lauren and Randy together. u see Lauren go in for a kiss on Randy's lips but he moves his head and pretends he's talking with Raymond. u can see Lauren's face and she's pissed. u shake it off and u just eat your lunch with the girls...

**Thanksgiving**

u spend the Thanksgiving weekend with Shawn. u give Angie to Brad and u just hang out with Shawn all dag long. At night, u and Shawn watch a movie. After the movie, u two walk out and u guys get in his car.

Jamie: Can u take me to Randy's house? I need to pick up my sister there.
Shawn: Sure...

Shawn is driving and driving...

Jamie: Where are u going?
Shawn: ...

Shawn keeps driving to some other road you've never seen before.

Jamie: Shawn...where are we going?

Shawn stops the car near an abandoned house and he gets out. He motions for u to get out too and u do. The house gives u the creeps and he grabs your hand tightly. He drags u toward the house but u kinda pull back, not wanting to go there. He pulls u in for a hard and violent kiss. u try to push him off but he's too strong. He starts pulling on your overhemd, shirt and his hands go in your overhemd, shirt quickly taking them off you. u grab his face and u stempel, punch it as had as u can. It doesn't work and door now he's all up on you. u then scratch him as hard as u can and he kinda backs off. u grab your overhemd, shirt and u run to the road as fast as u can where people can see you...you look at Shawn and u see him get in his car and drive away. u start crying hysterically and u put on your overhemd, shirt backwards, not realizing it. u run to the road where everyone can see u and u run to Randy's house. u knock furiously on the door, crying and crying. Brad opens the door to see u all like that.

Brad: J-Jamie?
Jamie: Brad...Brad I need to talk to Randy.
Brad: He's not here right now. He's with Lauren.
Jamie: Brad...*cries again*

u hug Brad first and he embraces u like a brother. Brad brings u in the house and takes u upstairs to his room. He sits u down on his chair and u slowly stop crying.

Brad: What happened?
Jamie: Shawn...
Brad: ...wh-what did he do? And...your overhemd, shirt is on backwards...
Jamie: *cries again*
Brad: Oh no...oh no no please...don't tell me...
Jamie: He tried to...he...*cries* Oh god what am I gonna do...

Brad hugs u again and he embraces u meer tightly than before. He rubs your arm and he comforts you.

Brad: Jamie promise me right now u and Shawn are nothing.
Jamie: What do u think Brad...
Brad: *sigh* I'll take care of him. He's not ever gonna mess with u ever again.
Jamie: Thanks Brad...

u hear the door open and u look at Brad.

Brad: I think it's Randy. C'mon.

Brad helps u up and leads u to the living room. u see Randy and Lauren there together. Lauren is laughing while Randy has a --__-- face on. When he sees you, his face suddenly goes :D but quickly to :/ and Lauren's face goes from :D to >:[...

Brad: hallo u two.
Lauren: hallo Brad...Jamie. Why are u here?
Jamie: M-my sister.
Brad: And she needs to talk to u Randy.
Randy: M-me?
Jamie: *nods*
Brad: I'll take Lauren back home.
Lauren: Aww Randy can't you-

She doesn't finish because Randy is already door your side, seeing u cry. Randy puts his hand on your back and leads u to his room.

Lauren: Randy!
Randy: Oh right. Goodnight Lauren.

Randy just goes back up to his room with u while Brad drops off Lauren. u sit down on Randy's chair and he sits down on his bed.

Randy: Why are u crying?
Jamie: ...
Randy: ....
Jamie: I...*sigh* I'm sorry Randy. For everything I've done. For all the pain I've put u through, I'm really sorry...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I...I need u Randy. Now meer than ever...I need you.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I know I keep changing my mind but...but Randy...please...*cries* I need to be with you. I don't think I'll be able to live without you.
Randy: ...
Jamie: Randy...please...
Randy: But u left me first Jamie...
Jamie: I-I know but...but I can learn from my mistakes...
Randy: I...I want to take u back but I just can't. I can't let that happen.