BOY SEES GIRL,GIRL LEARNS ABOUT BOY, BOY AND GIRL FALL IN LOVE, BOY IS SWEET TO GIRL, GIRL NOTICES A PUPPY-LIKE QUALITY ABOUT BOY. BOY GOES OUT WITH GIRLS, OTHER GIRLS, GIRL MAKES BOY FALL FOR HER AGAIN, BOY BREAKS UP WITH OTHER GIRLS, ALWAYS.
ONE dag GIRL SEES BOY, BUT SHE DOESN'T RECOGNIZE BOY, BOY IS DRESSED LIKE A GIRL..GIRL FALLS DOWN A HOLE, BOY HEARS GIRL TALKING SHIT ABOUT HIM, GIRL DOESN'T KNOW, BOY IS DEVASTATED, FOLLOWS GIRL DOWN THE HOLE. BOY TURNS TO DRUGS, GIRL TURNS TO COMMON, FUKING SENCE, AND NOW, GIRL KNOWS BOY HEAR. BOY TURNS TO JAY, GIRL GETS DEPRESSED. BOY DOESN'T RETURN...

I was born
though i shouldn't be
I should have died
I would have died
but i didn't

It would have been better for me to die
and leave this world behind me
it's full of liars and fear

I nearly died twice
Why didn't I?
I would feel so much better now

I would never have been betrayed
by three guys
I would never have seen my mom
lying on the floor and trying to kill herself
I would never have heard my parents
having huge arguments everyday
I would never have known what it's like
to live without money
I would never have been the daydreamer
everybody makes fun of

But then I thought god would have mercy
he sent me one...

Inspired door Cinders soapbox on this spot. This is to toon u why though.

I hail from Ireland- the unofficial drinking capital of the world. Therefore, most of my socialising centres around the pub, and the club.

Its not that I am a massive drinker, u know, the kind that tries to suck up alcohol from the carpet following a spill, but I do drink. And I do go out.Which is why I know first hand the dangers of leaving a drink unattended.

It doesn't matter what u are drinking, be it whiskey of water,NEVER EVER LEAVE IT UNATTENDED.

Its really common to spike a drink with a Mickey Finn in Ireland,...

So, these past couple months, I've picked up a few things. My story in a nutshell: I sat behind my crush in class, didn't start liking him until the last maand of so of school, didn't get too many chances to talk to him due to the teacher's way of running the class, and I spent those last few weeks desperately trying to befriend him.

Anyways, here are some things I've learned from the whole experience.

1. Don't EVER pass up an opportunity to talk to ANYONE you're sitting near in class (doesn't matter if it's high school, college, work, whatever), and don't EVER take a conversation for granted....

I wrote this a while ago, and since it seems to be nothing but a series of advice, I figured... what the hell? I think I was listening to LeAnne Womack's "I Hope u Dance" at the time because that's what it sounds like.

When u look up at the sky, don't do it just to see if it's raining
When u find it is raining, don't run indoors and hide
When u get your hopes too high, don't say you're overrated
When u walk down door a river, don't be afraid to get your feet wet
When your brand goes out, don't blame it on the wind
When u watch the sunset, don't think the dag is over
When u reach out to...