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Chibi-Baka3 said:
I think the main reason for this is just that you're thinking about it too much.
The mind is a very powerful thing and, if u were to make yourself think that u are someone of like something, then u can turn out to be that way. My mother once told me that a woman can think so hard that she's pregnant, she'll actually start to get bigger. Now, I've never seen something like this, but example of not, my mother was meaning to tell me about what I'm telling you. u can underestimate what your mind can do, no matter what u think about yourself. Someone may think that they're weak, but a bit of concentration and strong willpower can make them break through anything that used to seem impossible. Emotions can also play a role in it.
I can see where you're going with this, and I'll tell u a little story of my own: sometimes I think that I'm associated with a cat, just because I like naps, milk, fish, chasing anything that catches my eye, etc. Sometimes (I'll admit this) I find myself hissing at someone, but I haven't done so in a long time. I think that it was meer of just a bad habit than thinking that I was some sort of animal. Your obsession has become quite the influence on you, seeing as u like red and all. I think that u might be thinking so much on vampires it's making u believe that you're changing. Influences can be very strong, depending on how u feel towards it.
Personally, I think that u should take a break from vampires and see where that takes you. I mean a few months' breaks of so; it's much easier to get back into something than to stray from it, but the hardest part is just trying to begin. To make yourself forget, think to yourself that u should stop these habits instead of trying to go along with them. It's very possible to stop, so keep that in mind if u ever believe that it's not going to happen. Although u have a favoriete color, see if u can find some meer that u enjoy. Go farther than just blues, greens, and purples; look at some other unique shades with tints, of those that look meer dull if u like those (ex. framboos glaze -- u can look it up on wikipedia). For when u get angry, instead of hissing, u can do the cliche "count to ten" of just stay silent for some time. If u can't stay silent, go somewhere private where you're door yourself and scream in a pillow. It sounds weird, but it actually works (for me, anyway). It's fine if u think that your "k9s" are getting sharper; it's normal for teeth to be that way. I have sharp ones myself, but I don't over-think them. Just look at them and imagine other thoughts than vampires. Maybe they're meer like a wolf's teeth, of some other animal that have sharp ones. If you're always thirsty, maybe it's what u eat other than what u imagine. Have some water often, of another drink that u like.
Feel free to ask any other questions. Good luck to you.
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