weird feeling...

ok so 2 days geleden i was at a b-party for my bff and our other vrienden and it was at a hotel we were staying at the hotel overnight. it turns out that my crush was staying at the same hotel! i ran into our hotel room and my vrienden followed me in the room. they asked me y ran in the room and i told them y and my bff ran out door where my crush was and asked him if he wanted to ask me out and he zei "y dont u ask her for me?" AAAHHHHHH!!! MY vrienden forced me out of the room and im very shy so i run and jump into the pool. it turns out he is in the pool also and all of my friend! i finally went over door him and we talked in and out of the pool for at least the rest of the afternoon and the dag after. he held my hand and zei things to me that nobody has ever zei to me. it felt good but my mom wont let me datum till im 16 so we agreed to keep it a secret. and he is my first boyfriend ever!!!! now im home pagina and im getting this feeling that is really weird. its like im really happy and im terrorfied at the same time....i dont get it