Why do I want to be a teen mom so badly?

It's natural u should want to have children as i can tell you're very maternal, but i must warn you, being a young mother is not a good thing. I was a young mother and u can not imagine the stress, the loneliness, the utter despair that comes from being so young and having someone dependent on you.
Granted i had my family and my partner who has been with me since the beginning, but even though i had all the support and financial stability and a home pagina of my own, it was still very very stressful. If i had my time again, no word of a lie, i would have had an abortion and got on with my life. Please, please wait. Having children is a wonderful experience, but please, don't be stupid and throw your life away like i did. True i think my life is perfect, after all i have a beautiful 4yr old boy, but when i think about it, i would rather have gone out with my vrienden every night drinking, been able to afford a car, be sociable instead of being locked up in the house looking after a screaming baby and feeling utterly worthless as i had no idea what i was doing.

u may want to be a teen mother as it's a populair thing to be nowadays, and tv shows can often glorify that, but i'm telling you, even if u do get on tv, it's not all as glamorous as they make out. Speak with your mother, she'll tell u how hard raising a child can be.

Yeah it's kinda natural about most teens with partners of no partners should really want children to be with them it's natural that u want that too but sometimes being a teen mom isn't a good thing if u don't have a partner where are u gonna get all the money for your kids? It makes u struggle allot..so it's better if u don't be a teen mom besides the only way to get children is when u have sex it's kind of gross but u should be at Least...24-25 if ur younger its better if u don't. being a teen mom is hard..all the hard work will make u tired..it takes responsibility a job and a partner so best wait till u have a partner first and when ur out of school ok? Also to prov what I'm saying is right watch the video below girl struggling because of her kids with no partner 14 kids 0_0 also having children in a young age is not good u maybe aren't ready for it.if u try it maybe risk something u don't know wht it's risking but maybe it will risk something just make sure ur prepared for it.if u are than that's ok if u wanna try it but if ur not prepared for it..it's best that u wait for and older age