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Overwhelmed

I watch the clouds in the sky from my windowsill slowly blanket the earth with layers of snow. The glass under my fingertips feel like ice and my breath fogs the window pane as the night folds in, casting a long shadow looming over me all the way up to my bedroom wall. I can hear the shadow whispering its malicious words in my ear, the words drilling into my already-broken soul like an old tape recorder repeating itself over and over again. Its calling to me ... provoking me ... toying with the feelings I didn’t want to feel in my bones.
I feel like a small lonely dandelion, floating away with the wind. The rain is my friend as it grants me growth and food, the sun is my brother for it has helped with my nutrients and the wind is my saviour as it carries me away, saving my petals from getting wrecked.

When my hart-, hart is full of love, I’ve never felt meer alive than ever. All my worries are but small fragments from my hart-, hart and soul and mind and all of my fears fall away like withered petals. I am free from all things that have been emitted upon me, like a sinless angel who falls under God’s laws from the Bible in Heaven. The countless memories I’ve spent with my precious little brother and father are but priceless and treasured, locked in my soul forever. The love of my father isn’t all goud and filled with integrity; the bond I share with him will never break of crack, it will grow into something completely and utterly beautiful despite our ups and downs. My mother’s love is what I shall cherish for the rest of my life until I die. There is no one else who can ever replace my mom nor take her away fully because of the love she had laid on me.

Sometimes when my hart-, hart is full of loneliness, there is an empty void in my chest. There is twinging pain pierced deep in my chest, the silence hidden in there screams out soundlessly but I feel the dread and hurt in its cries that course through my veins like the blood that circulates around my body. I find myself trying to attempt to hide the loneliness with a fertile mask so that the people I care for wouldn’t interfere. Loneliness has but only one purpose if being tumbled into its silence.

When my hart-, hart is filled with hate, there is heaviness in my chest. It is not of pain but of pure anger and unforgivable wrath. The feel of hate pulsing from my hart-, hart is something I wish could disappear from this world like a bad dream. When I am trapped within hatred’s grasps, I can feel the Devil whispering in my head like the shadows of the night, telling me to do things...to say things...that I don’t do of say intentionally. Hatred leaves me lying on the floor sobbing away with my tears filled with grief and guilt welled in my chest. Hatred is nothing brought from God, for he is Holy and stripped of sin. He is who has set me free of the sins that hatred had done to me door the Devil.

When hope overwhelms my heart, it is the greatest feeling I would treasure forever. Hope gives me belief in many things, great and small. It helps me to verplaats on in life and hope for a better future each day, especially for those who feel like they’re in an eternity of pain. Faith is something that something will happen and it will be granted from the Lord himself.

~Believing is the key to everything; if u believe that God has raised his only Son from the dead u will receive promises in life. If believing that Heaven is real and where u want to be, it will be granted in time, as long as u believe in Jesus and our Holy Father.~
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You’re Not Alone

Verse 1:
She stood in the pouring rain
Her face wet with the tears that have faded away
Clinging to her drenched coat
With her feet in her boots completely numb with cold
At this rate, she feels like she is all alone
Because everything she once had for long
Now faded forever gone

Bridge:
Even through the times when she was on the verge of going insane
She would close her eyes and clasp her hands together
Before she whispered God her prayers
Hoping He would miraculously have them answered
So the burdens and pain she had kept would finally go away

Chorus:
“You’re not alone,” an angel...
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♪ Save Me ♪

[Verse 1]:
I can feel it coming
The feeling of pain creeping in me
It’s almost too much to bear
It’s hard to keep still when you’re not here
Because life without u isn’t fair

[Chorus]:
If u knew me like how you’d know a book
You might know that sometimes I feel like I’m collapsing to my feet
Falling endlessly through shards of glass, crumbled and beat
You can tell just door the way I look
My black hair cascading my face with my brown eyes full of hurt
Try calling out my name and your voice will take the pain away
It will bring me back and I will wake up in your arms with your...
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The Real Me

I’m standing limp in the dark
My skin is all bruises and cuts
I can feel the pain in me, pushing away my other feelings away
To others, when they’re angry, I think I bring them down
It must be annoying, I guess
I sometimes wish I had left
But it’s not going chase their sounds
Because I know that people treat my differently
And it hurts when they curse words at me

Confiscated pain
It’s what I have gained
With the people going at me, it’s like I’m in a game of war
People could think ‘What a bitch!’ but not say it to my face
They might whisper, “What a piece of shit,” behind...
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 .:From the Ashes:.
.:From the Ashes:.
A/N: My seconde song! <3 Yay! :D
Enjoy and commentaren welcomed please! <333
God Bless,
Annie
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♪ From the Ashes ♪ door Annie Frauen

It was torment, it was painful, it was merciless
Her eyes saw it all
The people who fought through it, she saw them fall
She was one of the twenty of so people who survived
The tears and sobs that she cried in her life of lies
Was all she left behind

Ohh … why?
“You’re the one who died.”
Those words suffocated her till she was on her knees
The wind that used to comfort her, even when...
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AnNiEwAnNiE's NoTe: This is my first ever-in-my-life song that I've written! Please commentaar and if u think it's bad, go ahead and say it 'cause I know it's just your honest opinion :).
I hope you've liked reading my song anyway and I've worked hard on it too! :)
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When I am walking everyone is far behind me
Still, I keep walking with my head held high even though tears start to prick my eyes
"You're always strong," says the voices of the wind
My hart-, hart stings even though I have a smile on my face
But I know this is...
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His brown eyes were sparkling with happiness and joy
His hair was jet black and dashing, spiky and his eyes were dark chocolate brown
He was just a little boy before he started to play with toys
Before he met me, I guessed he was happy as can be
I could imagine him whispering to his friends
Fiddling with his pens and enjoy teasing the girls
Sometimes I can't read his expression, when he looks at me, I get uncertain
Just door being held door his gaze puts me in a lovey-dovey daze

Why do I feel hesitant?
Am I supposed to feel pleasant?
I feel happy when I'm with him though but I'm sad also
I have dreams and...
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Time flies as I begin to say goodbye
Though I have this pain that's in my chest
I still wish u the best
It happened in the early winter days
When the snow flaunted and the children came out to play
u were just cruising along on the snow
And as soon as I met your brown eyes
I started to glow as I start to sigh
You're too handsome for my vision

As the time flies door and the seasons start to change
You're still the reason while I'm still breathing
It may amaze you, possibly even surprise you
But for me, it's true that I can't put it in words that could make your hart-, hart soothe
My hart-, hart starts to beat when u are close
Especially when I need u the most
Now that you're not around
There's no sound

But I am happy that I got to know who u really were
Even though I knew that I had lots meer that I had to learn
I loved u with all of my heart
And I still do
Even if the time is going door with every seconde of every day
I still miss u whole-heartedly
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