OMG... I missed this story soooo much! But don't blame me, please, it the writers block fault:P LOL!!! So.... enjoy guys:)
“Catherine’s POV”
I try to keep up but life doesn’t let me… I just keep falling and falling into the darkness!
I left Francisca there and ran for as long as I could. I kept thinking of everything that had happened to me since I left home. I had met someone that helped me keep my feet on the ground and not miss home. Francisca was amazing but when I thought that maybe this wouldn’t be so bad I met him! Why? Why couldn’t I just be left to my sadness and heartbreak without having to see his face? Alex was everything that I couldn’t stand, not because he was a bad person but because he looked so much like my person!
I kept walking and walking until I got home… I thought of getting in, but I couldn’t get myself to face Emily and Afonso. So, I went to the park in front of the building. I walked and walked through it and finally sat under a boom volgende to the river. I looked at the little ducks that followed the mother duck, all of them following her… She was their whole world and I knew that they would follow her to everywhere, just like I would for Daniel!
“I saw u from my window here, can I seat?” No… Not that voice! Everyone else but him!
“I thought u had to go home? Why are u here?” I ask, still not looking him in the eyes!
“Ohhhh, I live in that building over there…” He zei as he pointed to the building volgende to mine. “And I’ve been home pagina and made what I had to do. I was in my window when I saw you, so I thought that maybe I would come and make u company. Do u mind?”
“Honestly I was just on my way home, so maybe another time?” I stood up and started to walk away when I felt a hand in my arm.
“What did I do? u have been acting like I hurted you, but I just met u how can I have hurted you?” He almost yelled it, and I knew he was right. He didn’t deserve this time of behaviour from me, but all I did was get free of his hold and head home.
I got home pagina and went strait to my room. I laid in my bed and as I moved my head in the hoofdkussen, kussen I felt something in it. Right on top, boven of the hoofdkussen, kussen was a letter! Daniel’s response:
“My sun,
I revolve around u like Earth revolves around the Sun…
I’ll love u whatever happens, I’ll stay awake to chase the dream, tasting the air you’re breathing and I know I won’t forget a thing, I promise I’ll hold u close and pray, our love will always stay the same!
I’m glad u found a friend, at least u will have someone to share your thoughts with other than me… I hope she’s a good friend! Send her my gratitude for being there for u when I can’t!
I hate being apart from u and I hate not being in school for you.. But we will find a way to get together again, just hold on, my love!!! Just hold on for me!!
Keep writing me, keep me in your mind, keep me in your heart!
I'll forever shine for you... Follow my light....
Come back to me...
All the love in my heart,
Daniel”
I got up and went to my desk, where I got some paper and pen. I came back to my bed and started to write:
[]“My angel…
I miss you, I love you… I fell asleep every night hoping that the volgende dag I’ll be with you. And every morning I wake up to find out that this wasn’t that day!
But still I hope! I hope that the dag when we’ll see each other will come soon.
I hope that u are finding a way to talk to my parents and hopefully convince them to get me back to you!
I really do miss you! And I keep hoping to find u as soon as I can!
Shine for me… Lead me back to you…
Always yours…
Catherine”[/i]
I finished my letter just as Emily came in the room.
“Hey, Catherine. I just came to check how u are and to tell u that school starts tomorrow!” She seemed happy for it, and as much as I wanted to make her happy I was heartbroken to have to go to school. I was going to see him every day! I didn’t know if I could take it!
Here u have it:) hope u like it:)
“Catherine’s POV”
I try to keep up but life doesn’t let me… I just keep falling and falling into the darkness!
I left Francisca there and ran for as long as I could. I kept thinking of everything that had happened to me since I left home. I had met someone that helped me keep my feet on the ground and not miss home. Francisca was amazing but when I thought that maybe this wouldn’t be so bad I met him! Why? Why couldn’t I just be left to my sadness and heartbreak without having to see his face? Alex was everything that I couldn’t stand, not because he was a bad person but because he looked so much like my person!
I kept walking and walking until I got home… I thought of getting in, but I couldn’t get myself to face Emily and Afonso. So, I went to the park in front of the building. I walked and walked through it and finally sat under a boom volgende to the river. I looked at the little ducks that followed the mother duck, all of them following her… She was their whole world and I knew that they would follow her to everywhere, just like I would for Daniel!
“I saw u from my window here, can I seat?” No… Not that voice! Everyone else but him!
“I thought u had to go home? Why are u here?” I ask, still not looking him in the eyes!
“Ohhhh, I live in that building over there…” He zei as he pointed to the building volgende to mine. “And I’ve been home pagina and made what I had to do. I was in my window when I saw you, so I thought that maybe I would come and make u company. Do u mind?”
“Honestly I was just on my way home, so maybe another time?” I stood up and started to walk away when I felt a hand in my arm.
“What did I do? u have been acting like I hurted you, but I just met u how can I have hurted you?” He almost yelled it, and I knew he was right. He didn’t deserve this time of behaviour from me, but all I did was get free of his hold and head home.
I got home pagina and went strait to my room. I laid in my bed and as I moved my head in the hoofdkussen, kussen I felt something in it. Right on top, boven of the hoofdkussen, kussen was a letter! Daniel’s response:
“My sun,
I revolve around u like Earth revolves around the Sun…
I’ll love u whatever happens, I’ll stay awake to chase the dream, tasting the air you’re breathing and I know I won’t forget a thing, I promise I’ll hold u close and pray, our love will always stay the same!
I’m glad u found a friend, at least u will have someone to share your thoughts with other than me… I hope she’s a good friend! Send her my gratitude for being there for u when I can’t!
I hate being apart from u and I hate not being in school for you.. But we will find a way to get together again, just hold on, my love!!! Just hold on for me!!
Keep writing me, keep me in your mind, keep me in your heart!
I'll forever shine for you... Follow my light....
Come back to me...
All the love in my heart,
Daniel”
I got up and went to my desk, where I got some paper and pen. I came back to my bed and started to write:
[]“My angel…
I miss you, I love you… I fell asleep every night hoping that the volgende dag I’ll be with you. And every morning I wake up to find out that this wasn’t that day!
But still I hope! I hope that the dag when we’ll see each other will come soon.
I hope that u are finding a way to talk to my parents and hopefully convince them to get me back to you!
I really do miss you! And I keep hoping to find u as soon as I can!
Shine for me… Lead me back to you…
Always yours…
Catherine”[/i]
I finished my letter just as Emily came in the room.
“Hey, Catherine. I just came to check how u are and to tell u that school starts tomorrow!” She seemed happy for it, and as much as I wanted to make her happy I was heartbroken to have to go to school. I was going to see him every day! I didn’t know if I could take it!
Here u have it:) hope u like it:)
Thx so much ashesandwine u are amazing and so is all my friends
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Amazement
is all I see when
I look at u I
see grace and
fun and happyness
when I look at all
of u I see lifelong
vrienden and I see a
new type of family I
see every laugh and tear
u gave me and i'm thankful
to all of you, u Help me when
I'm sad u take me in when I have
no were to go when I look at u I feel
and see amazement.
on fanpop.com like edwardcullen865,elena2597 and kirkir u rock and u all are on my list! :)
Amazement
is all I see when
I look at u I
see grace and
fun and happyness
when I look at all
of u I see lifelong
vrienden and I see a
new type of family I
see every laugh and tear
u gave me and i'm thankful
to all of you, u Help me when
I'm sad u take me in when I have
no were to go when I look at u I feel
and see amazement.
I'm happy too! Happy that school is over and that I get to spend Christmas with my family:)
But my family isn't only my aunts, uncles, etc... I consider part of my family lots of people here and even if I can't spend Christmas with u I still want to send u all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year:)
I hope that everyone gets what u want for Christmas of whatever u celebrate:) Because even if u don't celebrate Christmas I know that u must celebrate something and I'm happy that each person has a religion and/or some tradition!
I send to u all my love and hope that volgende jaar brings to u everything u want:)
Thanks for being my fans and friends! I'm very happy to have found fanpop this year:) And I hope that volgende jaar brings many fun moments and new good friends:)
LOVE u ALL♥
♥Merry Christmas and Awesome New Year♥
Last one for today... Maybe tomorrow I'll find others of I'll write new ones:D
I know why u left,
I know why u won't come back,
But knowing doesn't help...
In some way be ahare is harder
Than to be ignorant...
u went away...
I know that and I know
That u won't come back!
However, I still hope that the
Heat of the passion returns,
That the void gets filled,
And that, in all my being,
There is no pain of loss...
I know it has a lot of blank space, but it doesn't let me post it if it hasn't a certain size:S
I know why u left,
I know why u won't come back,
But knowing doesn't help...
In some way be ahare is harder
Than to be ignorant...
u went away...
I know that and I know
That u won't come back!
However, I still hope that the
Heat of the passion returns,
That the void gets filled,
And that, in all my being,
There is no pain of loss...
I know it has a lot of blank space, but it doesn't let me post it if it hasn't a certain size:S