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It's been a while for this story, but it's here:) I love this story very much! It's my little baby:P eheh! And thank u for liking it too! If u ever see something that u don't like just commentaar and I'll do my best to fix it, don't be afraid to give bad critics, I don't mind:)



“Catherine’s POV”

Forgive me, for I have sinned! Forgive me, for I looked in his eyes and died!


“Catherine? Francisca is on the phone! And hurry, u need to go to school…” I was not looking vooruit, voorwaarts for this day. Just the thought of having to go to school, that place where I knew he would be, made me shiver.
“Coming!” I yelled back to Emily. I just needed to relax. I just needed to think that soon, very soon this would all be over and I would be volgende to Daniel laughing about all of this.
I got to where Emily was holding the phone in her hand and, as I took it from her, I whispered: “two minutes”.
“Olá Francisca!” I knew she would be thrilled that I was talking in portuguese. (“Hey Francisca!”)
“Hey, Cath! u are talking in portuguese, that’s awesome… I was just calling u to ask if u wanted to go with me to school. I live close to u and I usually take the bus to school. Like that u could learn some new things on the way to school. What do u think?” That would be good, not having to hear Emily tell me all about how fun school was going to be and how happy she was that I was here.
“That sounds amazing! I just need to ask my aunt. Could u hang on an second?”
“Ya, sure.” Her voice was excited, I could tell that she was hoping that my aunt would say yes.
“Emily?” I zei holding the phone in my hand. “Do u mind if I go to school with Francisca door bus? Like that u could stay home pagina a few meer minuten and finish whatever u need for work!”
“Ohhh of course! I still have some things to do and that would be amazing! Let me just give u some money in case u need it!” She zei as she got out of the keuken-, keuken and came to me. “Here… Have fun! And thank Francisca for me.”
I gave her a smile and told Francisca that I could go with her! I got my things ready, gave Emily a kiss on the cheek and headed downstairs where Francisca was waiting for me.
“Hey… Are u ready?” She asked.
“Yes, and you?” I zei with a smile. Maybe this wouldn’t be that bad... I would do my best and maybe being in the same class with him wouldn’t be that bad!
“Yes… We just need to wait for Alex!” My hart-, hart fell to my feet. All hope that I still had about this being bearable went down as soon as she zei his name. “I’m sorry, I know this must be horrible for you, but he called me one minuut after I talked to u and I didn’t have the courage to tell him no.”
“It’s all right. Don’t worry! I would have to see him at school, this is just a bit earlier.” I did my best not to fall to the ground along with my hart-, hart as we started to walk to his building. Francisca rang the door klok, bell and two minuten after Alex appeared. I couldn’t describe what went through my mind in that minuut because the seconde he appeared I felt like I was in Hell. He looked like a god, he was wearing an ivory overhemd, shirt that went beautifully with his eyes and he had some brown pants on. It was the simplest thing he could be wearing but him in that was enough to make me wish that I had never come out of the house today.
“Hey, girls. How are u today?” He never looked at me, even if he was talking in plural for me and Francisca his eyes never reached my face. In some way I was thankful for that, but that also meant that he was mad at me for yesterday and in part that hurt me meer that it was suppose to.
“Hey, Alex. Are u ready? We need to be going if we don’t want to miss the bus!” Francisca zei and started to walk to the bus station.
I walked close to her and as far away as possible from him. I was lost in my own thoughts when I heard Francisca:
“You see… here we don’t have a bus that comes and picks us up, we go either on foot, door car of door public bus. It’s a bit far to go on foot and my mother is always busy so I normally go door bus.”
“Ohhh, I usually went on foot to school. It wasn’t that far away and we had a big group that went together. We were around eight normally, it was really fun because we told jokes and stuff. Sometimes it was just me and my friend, Beatrix, because I was the only one that waited for her… She was always late!” Remembering Beatrix made me laugh. She was always late and the funny thing was that as soon as I zei “Charles is waiting”, she would start to run like the devil was on her back.
“We are almost there, Kika.” Alex zei after almost fifteen minuten of being silent.
“What did u call her?” It was the first time I heard him call her that and that made me curious. Not because it was something related to Francisca but because it was something related to him.
“Ohhhh it’s a nickname. u can call me that too. It shorter then my whole name!”
I wasn’t even paying attention to what she was saying because when I asked he turned his eyes up and locked them on mine… I was trapped and I just didn’t want to get out of that stare…



Like the end of this one:P Don't really know why, but I do:)
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Ok.... so, I'm trying fanfiction! Maybe something good will come out of it:P LOL... I want to thank J_b, Emmie and Katie for beliving in me even without reading the story:) This one is for you:) Hope u like it!

"Alice's POV"

I stood there, waiting for him to open the door. Searching his future to see what was happening, but it was all so confusing! I couldn’t see what he would choose to do and I couldn’t understand his choices. Why would he want to leave? He was everything to me and I was to him, of at least so I thought!
I kept waiting, he knew I was here. He could sense my concern and...
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It's been a while for this story, but it's here:) I love this story very much! It's my little baby:P eheh! And thank u for liking it too! If u ever see something that u don't like just commentaar and I'll do my best to fix it, don't be afraid to give bad critics, I don't mind:)



“Catherine’s POV”

Forgive me, for I have sinned! Forgive me, for I looked in his eyes and died!


“Catherine? Francisca is on the phone! And hurry, u need to go to school…” I was not looking vooruit, voorwaarts for this day. Just the thought of having to go to school, that place where I knew he would be, made me shiver....
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Only wrote this during my first week of vacations, sorry:( But this is a big one:) To my very weird and amazing family



I had lost it all in just one year... Since I was seven that I knew how it was like to grow up without your family! I had lost my parents in the dag that I turned seven and a jaar later, the only person that I still had died too. My grandmother never told me what had happened to my parents... All I could remember from my birthday was my grandmother coming to me and saying that the police had come and zei that my parents were dead! I never asked more, part of me didn't believe...
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