"im sorry, Bella, but i was going to do the shopping for you. what do u need? what do i get?? i haven't been shopping a long time." she chuckled. This was the first time she has smiled the since port angles trip. I dont remember much. only because i was knocked out, but im glad that it was the way it was, cause then if i was awake, i shook that thought right out.... i felt my hart-, hart burn up for a spilt second. then it faded, i sighed.
i started to lift myself out, with the energy i wish i had. I better go with alice for the shopping. She would be clueless.. and plus someone had to teach her... skills that aren't usefull in your life is still fun to learn... right??
"oh bella dont worry u can go back to sleep, i'll get it.. jsut tell me what u want." she inisted. i heard the guilt in her voice. if only she would stop. i leaned in for a hug, this was my best friend, and yet she felt it was her fault for that night. How cruel, i think that with all the cullens expecting her to see everything that she freaks when she misses something and blames it on herself.
"Look at me alice, u are my best friend, and i love you!" I REALLY do love alice, she is my first best friend, always will be.
"oh bella, im sorry." she snmiled a soft smile.
I felt a sudden rush in my throat, my stomach kicked in, i quickly opened my mouth, and all the contents of the meals before showed on the bed. URGH!! why?? this is soo gross.
"Bella?!?! are u ok? Carlisle!? Edward?!" she was frantic.
MY stomach kicked again, and rushed up into my throat, burning it. i felt my stomach was empty, but still my stomach continued the pomp the nothing in there.
The smell made me cringe. i panted for air, but it was rotten."BELLA!" Edward ripped through the space between the door to me. he grapped my waist.
"CARLISLE, NOW!!!" his tone was voilent. i wasnt used to him like this.
"im fine now, really" i made out the pants for air.
Carlisle was door my side before i could blink, my eyes were soo heavy, i jsut wanted to close them and sleep, like this never happened.
this is soooo embarrassing.. i'll clean it up, i dont anyone touching it.... urghh. gross, the last time i threw up was when i was pregnant with Tanna.
i quickly jumped into the shower, with the hot water running, it really woke me up. i ran my hands through my hair, i felt chunks of slime, oh gross!! in my hair!! it went everywhere.
Carlisle zei it was proberly a bug, of something i ate. Which is proberly true.. oh god what about Tanna? i Cant give it too her! she is too little to get sick yet.
i bent down for the shampoo, it held a roze label, strawberry, this must be Edward's shopping list, how could i forget. I poured a large handfull, a bit meer for the spew that hang out in the caves of my thick hair.. urgh.
" Are u sure u want to come with bells, u can jsut write a list?" Alice yelled from the downstairs. i quickly paced down, i lost my feet, and blacked out, forgetting everything.
"BELLA!" alice screamed into the core of my ears, ouch, and a real ouch infact my ankle felt awkward, and a little pain coming from my forehead.
"What happened?" i murmured out of shock. One minuut i was coming down the stairs the volgende im alices panticed arms.
"Oh god bella, alice give her to me," his voice was distressed, but sounded like he was on antidepressons, like i was his burden to carry. he leaned down and lifted me as eaily as a baby, i nested my head over his shoulder and he secured his hands around my legs, carrying me infront of him, i felt like his infant.
"Dont worry bella ill do the shopping, i think i know what to get you, trust me"
"Your staying home, with me baby," Edward whispered in my ears." im not letting u out of my sights when u are in a condition like this" he kissed my cheek ever so gently. "i love you"
"i love u too" i whispered, through my cracked voice, i felt a wave of sleepiness come over me, i shut my eyes and releaxed into the the planes of edwards chest. i want to stay here forever.
ok this was very simple writing, only because i think im getting bad at writing,,, hmm, but anyhoo i hope u like
Bella
