Disclaimer: I don't own OTH of anything affiliated to it nor do I own this song.
Song: Katy Perry – Thinking of u (though some words are changed to fit the storyline)
AN: I've written a few oneshots of Brucas in Fanfiction.net but this is my first time posting one at this site. I hope u guys like it.
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Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an appel, apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
Everybody has always compared my relationship with Brooke and Peyton. Time and time again, people have commentaar gegeven that Peyton suits me meer instead of Brooke. Nonetheless, both of them meant a lot to me. Though, during junior jaar I knew it was Brooke who had a hold on my heart. Granted I'm married to Peyton and we have a daughter, but Brooke still has a part of me I've never gegeven to anyone else.
You zei verplaats on
Where do I go
I guess seconde best
Is all I will know
When u zei u didn't love me anymore, I was crushed. At first, I couldn't believe your feelings for me had faded but after hanging out with Peyton, I knew I had chosen her over u door spending every spare moment I had with her. The night we won the Championship game, it was u that I wanted to spend it with. However, after seeing u pushing me towards her, I realized that I cannot be with u unless I explored the feelings between Peyton and me. After all I have put u through; I guess I deserve to be with someone who is seconde best to you.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What u would do if
u were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Every time I'm with her, I imagine that it's u I'm with. When I get up, I picture u beside me. Your brunette locks fanning your face, your mesmerizing soulful eyes looking up at me and that infectious grin that brings out those two dimples I love so much. However, when I see her beside me, I'm disappointed to see yellow curls and limpid green eyes staring back at me.
When I see her there, I can't help but wish it was u that I had married and it is u who is the mother of my child. Do not get me wrong, I love Sawyer but I had always pictured having a kid that looks like u with my personality. That way, I would be able to have a piece of u with me always.
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
u zei there's
Tons of vis in the water
So the waters I will test
I never thought I would fall for you. When I first knew you, I heard that u were nothing meer than a party girl. However, after getting to know you, I recognize that there was meer to Brooke Davis that one sees. u were unlike anyone I have ever known. u were fun and cheery and yet, at the same time u were vulnerable and insecure. I love learning the different sides of u and I'm forever grateful that u showed me the real you.
I was devastated when u pushed me towards Peyton. Granted, I understand u did it to help me. door exploring a relationship with Peyton, it removed any doubts that u and I were not meant to be as it showed me how much u were truly the one for me. Although we aren't together, I have never stopped loving you. People say that The Unkindness of Ravens and The Comet are about my love for Peyton and they are wrong.
Unkindness is about my relationship with both of u and the loss I felt over Keith while The Comet is actually my beschrijving of how u came into my life. I'm sorry for being such a coward that I cannot blurt out the truth. The honest truth is Peyton doesn't mean that much to me the way u do. I made my bed when I chose her and now I've no choice but to lie in it.
She kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
She pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Whenever I'm with her, I'm thinking of you. When we kiss, I picture u instead. At times it seems we're passionate for each other but that's far from the truth as all that fills my head is u and no else. I'm sorry that I fell into her plans. I knew in senior jaar she had feelings for me but I brushed it aside hoping it would never be revealed. How wrong was I when it blew up in my face and I loss u in the process.
The point is I see myself as a hero. Thus, I'm a sucker for saving people. Peyton knows this and she puts herself in these kinds of situations since she knows I will always save her. Therefore, no matter how hard I try to pull away, she has the ability to suck me right back in.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What u would do if
u were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let u go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think u should know
Everyone seems to think that u were seconde best compared to her and they are wrong. You've always been the first choice. But, I had screwed it up with u too many times that I knew I didn't deserve another chance. I wanted so badly to call u at the airport but I was scared that u would reject my advances. Guess I'm a wimp. For so long, Ive acted that u were seconde best when in actuality u aren't.
Every dag I think about what would have happened if I was honest with u from the beginning, starting with the kiss in the library. Sometimes, I wish I hadn't been so stupid. How could I let u go after getting u back in senior year? I promised myself I would not hurt u when we got back together and yet I did it again.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What u would do if
u were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't u walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no meer mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
When I see u with him, I get jealous. He has the luxury of being with u when I've none. Sometimes, I wish u would realize that I've never stopped loving u and u would come and declare your love for me. u know the last time we zei I love you, I meant it as meer than a friend. I prayed that u would hear it that way but instead u replied the same, like u meant it as a friend too.
I long to have u in my arms like before. Nowadays, u look at him the way u use to do with me and it hurts me to see u looking at him that way. People say that u were seconde best for me. But, that is clearly far from the truth. It is I who settle for seconde best and in the process I became seconde best to him.
Song: Katy Perry – Thinking of u (though some words are changed to fit the storyline)
AN: I've written a few oneshots of Brucas in Fanfiction.net but this is my first time posting one at this site. I hope u guys like it.
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Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an appel, apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
Everybody has always compared my relationship with Brooke and Peyton. Time and time again, people have commentaar gegeven that Peyton suits me meer instead of Brooke. Nonetheless, both of them meant a lot to me. Though, during junior jaar I knew it was Brooke who had a hold on my heart. Granted I'm married to Peyton and we have a daughter, but Brooke still has a part of me I've never gegeven to anyone else.
You zei verplaats on
Where do I go
I guess seconde best
Is all I will know
When u zei u didn't love me anymore, I was crushed. At first, I couldn't believe your feelings for me had faded but after hanging out with Peyton, I knew I had chosen her over u door spending every spare moment I had with her. The night we won the Championship game, it was u that I wanted to spend it with. However, after seeing u pushing me towards her, I realized that I cannot be with u unless I explored the feelings between Peyton and me. After all I have put u through; I guess I deserve to be with someone who is seconde best to you.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What u would do if
u were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Every time I'm with her, I imagine that it's u I'm with. When I get up, I picture u beside me. Your brunette locks fanning your face, your mesmerizing soulful eyes looking up at me and that infectious grin that brings out those two dimples I love so much. However, when I see her beside me, I'm disappointed to see yellow curls and limpid green eyes staring back at me.
When I see her there, I can't help but wish it was u that I had married and it is u who is the mother of my child. Do not get me wrong, I love Sawyer but I had always pictured having a kid that looks like u with my personality. That way, I would be able to have a piece of u with me always.
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
u zei there's
Tons of vis in the water
So the waters I will test
I never thought I would fall for you. When I first knew you, I heard that u were nothing meer than a party girl. However, after getting to know you, I recognize that there was meer to Brooke Davis that one sees. u were unlike anyone I have ever known. u were fun and cheery and yet, at the same time u were vulnerable and insecure. I love learning the different sides of u and I'm forever grateful that u showed me the real you.
I was devastated when u pushed me towards Peyton. Granted, I understand u did it to help me. door exploring a relationship with Peyton, it removed any doubts that u and I were not meant to be as it showed me how much u were truly the one for me. Although we aren't together, I have never stopped loving you. People say that The Unkindness of Ravens and The Comet are about my love for Peyton and they are wrong.
Unkindness is about my relationship with both of u and the loss I felt over Keith while The Comet is actually my beschrijving of how u came into my life. I'm sorry for being such a coward that I cannot blurt out the truth. The honest truth is Peyton doesn't mean that much to me the way u do. I made my bed when I chose her and now I've no choice but to lie in it.
She kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
She pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Whenever I'm with her, I'm thinking of you. When we kiss, I picture u instead. At times it seems we're passionate for each other but that's far from the truth as all that fills my head is u and no else. I'm sorry that I fell into her plans. I knew in senior jaar she had feelings for me but I brushed it aside hoping it would never be revealed. How wrong was I when it blew up in my face and I loss u in the process.
The point is I see myself as a hero. Thus, I'm a sucker for saving people. Peyton knows this and she puts herself in these kinds of situations since she knows I will always save her. Therefore, no matter how hard I try to pull away, she has the ability to suck me right back in.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What u would do if
u were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let u go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think u should know
Everyone seems to think that u were seconde best compared to her and they are wrong. You've always been the first choice. But, I had screwed it up with u too many times that I knew I didn't deserve another chance. I wanted so badly to call u at the airport but I was scared that u would reject my advances. Guess I'm a wimp. For so long, Ive acted that u were seconde best when in actuality u aren't.
Every dag I think about what would have happened if I was honest with u from the beginning, starting with the kiss in the library. Sometimes, I wish I hadn't been so stupid. How could I let u go after getting u back in senior year? I promised myself I would not hurt u when we got back together and yet I did it again.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What u would do if
u were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't u walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no meer mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
When I see u with him, I get jealous. He has the luxury of being with u when I've none. Sometimes, I wish u would realize that I've never stopped loving u and u would come and declare your love for me. u know the last time we zei I love you, I meant it as meer than a friend. I prayed that u would hear it that way but instead u replied the same, like u meant it as a friend too.
I long to have u in my arms like before. Nowadays, u look at him the way u use to do with me and it hurts me to see u looking at him that way. People say that u were seconde best for me. But, that is clearly far from the truth. It is I who settle for seconde best and in the process I became seconde best to him.