I'm in crisis what should I do???????????????

First, u could at least tell us whats bothering you. No can help unless u tell us.

Pray.
General advice, but when u believe it helps, it really does. What also helps is to be in presence of people u love, people charging u with positive energy. And to give u something meer specific, I'd need too know more.

stay strong, and keep the faith. continue to read the bible. and remember that no matter how bad things get, every wolk has a silver lining.