Love <3

I know I've geplaatst about Ben several times already, but I think I should still share this moment with u guys because I think we're all special and we should hear about everything :3


Okay, on Friday (last week), I was watching this violence video with my class. I was also sitting behind Ben (which is worth gossiping about :3). So, he had an eraser in his hand (he always has something in his hand for some odd reason that I don't know.) So he puts his hand on my leg and starts to rub it a bit. Then he looks back to find out it was me, he then smiled and turned around.

So, do u think this is a possibility? I know there have been several signs that he likes me, though I still don't know. I've had guys get crushes on me before, but they've never busted a move. What do u think guys? Does he of does he not?

Okay so my friend Hunter kept slapping me with his rubber sticky hand, and messed up my hair. Then Hope, (Third Grader), Suggested I liked him. As well as Mulugeta. Which is a completely false fact, because Hunter and me have had a conflict since the seconde grade.


Oh and you've heard of Silly Bands right? Well our muziek teacher was passing them out to our class, and they were movie themed Silly Bands. Mulugeta got the bullhorn, so he pretended to be the director and kept yelling at Ben and me because he was also pretending we weren't doing our lines right. I zei "Well u can get another actress, Mister!". Guess what, he picked Ben. u know what this means? He called Ben a girl. That's right, a girl.


So here's what I'm basically trying to point out here:

1. Everybody thinks I like Hunter.
2.Mulugeta called Ben a girl.\

So, do u think my class is crazy?

I'm not sure if he exactly is "crushing" on me, but I'm writing this because it happened at school today and I figured u guys would find it interesting.


Okay, so my friend Connor was trying to pretend to shoot me with a piece of paper, then Hunter suggested he shove it down my throat. Then my friend Ben came over, btw, he's super cute :3. He thought he was flirting with me, so he got angry, grabbed Connor's "gun", and shoved it down his shirt. He then walked away without saying a word.


See what I mean? Nobody can be sure he's crushing on me. There's two possibilities:

1. He was making fun of Connor.
2. He was jealous of Connor.

It would just be WAY and I mean WAY out of his character if he was crushing on me. Have any ideas guys? Seriously I need help to solve this.

In my dreams, it was me in your arms.
In my dreams, it was your lips kissing mine.
In my dreams, u whispered to me.
I my dreams, it was us holding hands.
In my dreams, it was your hart-, hart to mine.
In my dreams, it was my hart-, hart to yours.
In my dreams, your love belonged to me.
In my dreams, I belonged to you.
In my dreams, it was us and them.
In my dreams, I could handle what life threw at us
because I had you, and u had my heart.
In my dreams, it was us against the world.
In my dreams, none of it mattered.
In my dreams, it was me in your arms.
In my dreams, it was u and me.
In my dreams, it was your lips kissing mine.
In reality, it was always her.