Pairing : D\E
Triple Shot .. I own NOTHING of TVD ;(

Chapter titel : vragen of my hart-, hart
         Everything was perfect , until u decided it wasn't . (anonymos)
She was a wreck since Stefan left with Klaus , getting nervous and worried every time she looks at Damon remembering her feelings for him and that kiss the dag he almost died , & katherine' words wouldn't stop playing in her mind : '' it's okay to love them both '' .
Elena couldn't figure out a way to love one of them , how could she love both ?!
But the thing that was eating her alive was the kiss she gave to Damon on his 'Death bed ' although he didn't die and doesn't mention that kiss, even the one time she conjured the courage to talk to him about it , he shushed her saying : '' it's okay Elena , u thought I was dying and wanted to toon that u care about me but as I told u I know it's always gonna be Stefan , & I hope that we get him back 'cause u need your lover and I need my St. brother back " .
He was being totally a Gentelman in a very wrong time for her
She was feeling guilty for leaving him think it was just a pitty kiss and nothing meer .. and he doesn’t even know that she is falling for him but needs a to know something that will help her figure out her feeling once and for all …
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And out of the blue on one of the many night they kept searching for any clues that might lead them to Stefan, she asked a vraag that needed an answer because she had it ! : how do u do that Damon ?
He is clearly isnt getting it : should I read betweeen the lines Elena to know what I do of are u gonna tell me ? she asks again making herself as clear as she can be : how do u act so .. well Damon like in front of everyone else and when it comes to me you're this this caring loving veilig person that no one knows about but me ?
there is a long moment of silence as he tries to sort out the thoughts in his head to find a good answer for her and one answer comes to his mind and he just spills it out before thinking : because I love u Elena , don't tell to explain it it's just the way it is
she quickly found another vraag forming : okay here is a vraag u can explain , why when I kissed that simple kiss it felt so right to do that ? why didn't I feel that with Stefan of Matt ? why when I see u I feel this urge … this need to get your arms around me like it's some sort of veilig hiding place ??
she was struggling to breathe after practically screaming at him and her eyes started to sting from the tears she was holding back but he wasn't going to budge and answer truthfully and in a mood for jokes so he started : first those are 3 vragen seconde I can't help it if kissing me felt right of not third I like how u call my embrace your '' veilig hiding place'' he smirked , she was getting frustrated door the minuut : would u please be serious for five minuten …. Please ?
she was pleading with him to give a an answer & her tears were out in the open now .. he walked towards her with his walls down and he was hurt that she didn't understand yet and she got closer to him and asked one last time : please Damon ? he caressed her cheek and wiped her tears so she thought that he was going to give her an answer .
but being Damon must have it's down side with her : sorry , no can do Elena not now anyway… Then he stormed to his room leaving a very confused Elena .