Well i`d read about the last episode before and what happend matched with my thoughts exactly but i also must admit even that i was prepared it was awful to watch Damon facial expression when Elena told him "maybe that´s the problem". I`d stopped for a view minuten watchin the episode before i was able to verplaats on. It was also hard to watch her desperate try movin back towards Stefan. Well, i totally understood that she had hard times with loosing the boyfriend she loved on the one side and admitting that she feels meer than something for Damon, but what made me really mad about Elena was the fact that Damon was actually her best friend and that she never should treat a friend like this. I was also upset that she called Damon kind of a controlfreak but she door herself made descisions for her brother without asking him. Well maybe Julie has a bigger picture in her mind with this directions but for the first time it`s really not Damon who`d screwed it up. He was there for Elena and everytime he made it pretty clear that he won`t try to kick Stefan out of the picture, he just want her to remember what Elena felt while Stefan was gone. It wasn`t nescessery to slash Damons love back in his face. And i don`t like the feeling left about the Sex-scene betweem Damon and Rebekka. Well, yeah it was hot to watch, who wouldn`t like to see Ian in such a exploding scene. But i only want to share him this kind of feelings with Elena. Not with barbie-Klaus.
So, i really digged in my mind in which directions could Julie move. Apparently u can read everywhere around that Elena will make a descision between those two Salvatore during the last epsiodes of the season. But i`m afraid where`s Julie up to. We have three options. Damon, Stefan of none of them. As the season startet i´d had a epic love scene in my head with Damon and Elena. Now i`m afraid that they setting us up to dissapointment after 3Years waiting, teasing and hoping. Now, after so many episodes with reaching a higher level, it was the first going down. And also that i try not loosing hope, i was also really sad that we can win every enquête around the world, we are also food for the writer to keep us as long as possible clamoring for Delena finally happen. Of cours i`d read that Julie got death-threads from mad Stelena fans. But sorry there are only 25% Stelena fans around. Why doesn`t we earn the success now without feeling sorry for them. As u can read, i`m a little bit out of hope in the moment, but believe me my hart-, hart is still full of hope..