Dream Diary Article: Heartache

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posted by BooBooBear981

Mourning souls of the disappearing
Slowly thoughts fill my mind
As my end seems to be nearing

I knew this dag would come someday
But why right here and now?
And leaving soon, to my dismay

As tears streak down my face
I finally whisper good-bye
As i feel like a rose, clocked in black lace

As I tried to cover my depression
In which I truly lacked
It's very hard to break
Something that has already been cracked

As if my sadness came alive
I still have meer to dread
They always zei "Time will heal all wounds"
But what if I'm already dead

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It's a lovely dag whenever you're around....

posted by BeautifulBlaze

When I wake up in the morning, love
And the sunlight hurts my eyes
And something without warning, love
Bears heavy on my mind

Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day

When the dag that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way

Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day.....

When the dag that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way

Then I look at you
And the...

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Here's To The Kids That Are Different

posted by malmcd

Here's to the kids that are different
The one's who don't always get straight A's
The one's who have ears twice as large as there peers
The one's who have nose's that go on and on and on

Here's to the kids that are different
The one's who don't always fit in
The one's who get pushes down the stairs
The one's who fell true pain

Here's to the kids that are different
The one's who Dance to there own drum
The one's who desire love
The one's who are creative and unique

Here's to the kids that are different
The one's who are shy
The one's who are crazy
The one's who are hurt
The one's who are invisible
The one's...

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Rue- Deep In the Meadow

added by malmcd

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Smeaderd Black Ink...

added by malmcd

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A promise made..

posted by BeautifulBlaze

There is no sunshine when she's gone.
It's not warm when she's away.
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
And she's always gone too long.
Anytime she goes away.

Wonder this time where she's gone.
wonder if she's gone to stay.
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
And this house just isn't the same.
Anytime she goes away.

I must verplaats on from her
There is no sunshine when she's gone

There is no sunshine when she's gone.
Only darkness every day.
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
And this house just isn't the same.
Anytime she goes away.
Everything feels empty..
Everything feels lifless..
No meaning what's...

Somebody That I Used To Know

added by malmcd

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Miss Invisible...

posted by malmcd

There's a girl who sits under the bleachers
Just another dag eating alone

Even if she's smiling there is something she's hiding and she can't find a way to relate

She just goes unnoticed as the crowd past's by
And she'll pretend to be busy but inside
She just wants to cry...

And she'll say...

Take a little look at me this life I'm living in is always Invisible

I will always be...

Miss Invisible
Miss Forgettable
Miss unnoticed
Miss Invisible...

Look a little closer, I really really want u to put yourself in her shoes...

Look a little harder and maybe then u will see why she waits for the day...

When You...

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Invisible Angle...

posted by malmcd

I'm an Invisible Angle...
I'm always there
But never helped
I always have out an handing hand
But no one puts out there hand when I'm on the floor
I'm always thinking of ways to help
People never help me...
They barely see me...
I'm like ghost
A ghost walking down the halls of my school
They don't know what I can do to help
They just walk by
I'm always there when u fell alone
But no one comes to me when I'm alone
I help the ones in pain
But I'm in pain to yet no one here's my cry's
I'm always there when u get those scary thoughts
But no one was there when I decided to put the mes to my wrist
I was put on this world to help people from themselves
But An Angle needs help ever one in a while...
Remember that...
Even a Invisible Angle needs to be loved.

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Skinny Love

posted by malmcd

Come on skinny love just last the year
My broken little hart-, hart can't take no meer to bare.

My my my, my my my ,my my, my my...

And now I'm staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.

Tell my love to reck it all
cut out all the ropes and watch me fall

My my my, my my my ,my my, my my...

Right at the moment I can't fell at all

And I told u to be patient
I told u to be fine
I told u to be balanced
I told u to be kind

Because I'm falling in to pieces as u stand and watch me cry...

Come on skinny love what happened here?

Suck out all the hope me

My my my, my my my ,my my, my my...

Suddenly my walls come crushing down

And I told u to be patient
I told u to be fine
I told u to be balanced
I told u to be kind

And how all your love is wasted and who the hell was I?

Cruz I'm falling at the seems and I'm at the end of all your lies...

Who Will love you?

Who will fight?

Because my love I'm gone...

Life...As We Know It.

posted by malmcd

    I’m Here For You

    My journey hasn't been easy for me. Every step of the way I've struggled, stumbled, doubted, cursed, and felt sure that I couldn't go on. But I feel stronger because of it, almost like I needed to go through it to get where I am now. I still don't believe I'm perfect of beautiful. Maybe I'll always doubt. But maybe it's the doubt that keeps me determined. Hungry. Always looking to prove and improve myself, make myself better.
    Every night, as I lie in my bed I wonder if there are girls like me out there...

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What u have done to me...

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Words for u that I hold close to my heart
I want to tell them to u someday

An overflowing passion and throbbing heartbeats
I don't know when they began
But since I've noticed my unfading feelings once
And that I can't lie anymore-
Even if we met when it was but a common coincidence
I still feel a special meaning

I always give my gratitude to God
That I can be door your side
I want to forever gaze at
The profiel of your unhesitating face
The time that I spend together with you
Gives me an unwavering strength
Words for u that suddenly surface in my mind
I want to tell them to u someday

Just with your fingers...

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Thanks and Appreaciation...from the heart.

posted by BeautifulBlaze

There's no curtain call
And there's no point in life at all
If each dag ends and this bent hart-, hart of mine cannot heal
I can't see
a darn thing
But could it be
That the gray clouds that I loved completely blinded me

They're souls like me and u
Who aren't aware of what they do
Always laughing in the face of danger and truth
Can't they see
Right through their hazy glee?
That nothing good comes of rushing in blindly

I'll keep moving on
No matter what may come my way
And I'll sing
Not fearing what they say

Deep in my hart-, hart
I know for sure
That u are hurt,
feel insecure
and surly crying
Because u are...

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What lies...inside me?

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Listen up: what can u hear?
Does my voice simply disappear,
Sucked away into the void, so empty and so dark?
If there is meer to this world,
Then I can be can be certain at last
That this drive burning within
Has some role to fulfill

I was crushed door the longing welling up inside
And I had just surrendered
Without having touched the air above the ground of the endless sky

So I began to run
Because I feel it, even now,
These sensations overflowing in the beating of my heart

I say Carpe Diem
As I am reaching for my goal
We'll create our own tomorrows 'till this world is finally whole

The answer I have found...

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Honesty: Embrace it

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Honesty is truth.
Honesty is letting somebpdy else know the truth.
Honsety is teaching somebody not to lie.
Honesty let's u know the flaws we make.
Honesty is prayer, of in other words, talking with god.
In god's eyes, prayer is just something we do that let's him know of our problems in life. It is our way of saying thank u of I'm sorry.
We all lie, we all tell the truth.
We all hide, we all toon ourselves.
What I'm trying to say is that honesty helps us deafet lying, and let's us embrace the truth. For those who hide from life, hones sets them free door letting them know that this isn't all what...

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What Makes Us Human?

posted by malmcd

My mine is filled with elsewhere
And my hart-, hart is filled with troubles
The world I'm living in is spinning
But yet I'm standing here with out a sound
What makes us human?
What makes us true?
What makes us lies and wishers to?
Why do u pray to god above?
Why do we hurt the ones we love?
My is filled with elsewhere and nowhere and why's vragen and answers
My hart-, hart is filled with troubles and pain and joy and love
But what makes us human isn't the looks of hair and eyes and ears and lips of arms and legs it is that we can be broken and then put back together again
Like vase of pot it has glaze to protect...

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The good side of me...

posted by BeautifulBlaze

For some reason, I'am really into fan art. I'am willing to belive in that no matter how many people make fun of it. The only reason being is becuase life as we know it, is like art itself. It's very beautiful. Whenever u look up at the sky, do u not think it is pretty? We are in a hornet's nest of beauty in what we all commonly know as the universe. This is the only main reason why I haven't gegeven up on life yet, becuase I know that whatever they throw at me, is just one mistake. I live for my friends, for my family, for the beauty of art, and most importanly... for my future. I know that...

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Purpose

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Deditcation:
AnnieWannie: Thank u for always being there for me when I needed help. I'm still grateful for when u saved me from me wanting to kill myself. u are one of my dearest for that. Thank you.

malmd: u have also saved me. u thaught me that no matter how much pain u go through, somethign good will come out of it. I went through 13 years of continous pain..and I got all of these wonderful people, espeacially poem girl. Thank you.

iluvshadowo3o: I love u with all of everything I have to give. u are the first person to ever love me, and to ever cheer me up. u are the very...

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Where am I?

posted by BeautifulBlaze

It's just a normal dag in school. Rowdy classes, angry teachers...everything seems to be itself. I ask the teacher to go to the bathroom...but something strange happens. The teacher dosen't notice me. I walk right in front of her...but still no sign of interest. After a few minutes, I just give up and go on to the bathroom. When I wash my hands, something catches my eye. You're probabaly wondering what it is, but that's the point. It was nothing. I looked in the mirror..but my reflection was not shown. I was thinking logicaly, coming up with many possible ways on how this may be possible....

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I'm just so joyful today...

posted by BeautifulBlaze

I engulf myself in an aura of joy.
An aura so strong that nobody is able to match it.
An aura able to heal the weak and clean the sin.
Everywhere I look, people are bursting in joy..
They laugh, not in pain, but in joy..
People emideatly beign greeting with eachother.
They make anybody who is angry of sad happy.
All greed, hate,anger,envy of evil quickly goes away.
I emmideatly go and speak with everyone else, but before I even have the time to speak, they all hug me. I begin to vraag myself if they are in need of help of something is going on. Something is going on, they are happy. They are just...

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Glaze.

posted by malmcd

When making a pot u must put glaze on it so it makes in water prove and so it's harder to break...Glaze is like a person.

It's fragile.
If u drop it, it breaks.
If u don't watch it and take care of it, u mess it up.
If u take it out to quickly, it cracks.

Now one crack my not seem important...nut it is.
That crack says it's broken and can no longer be used.
It's a broken pot...a waste
No one will use it of love it now...

If u bring it into the cold to fast it cracks and breaks because u didn't care. u didn't love it enough...

But if u care and trick the pot with love it will not crack it will be perfect. It will be smooth and round and unbreakable. It will be loved.

Glaze is like a person's finally touch's of there body before there brought into the world. Glaze even after it drys can still crack though. It's easy to crack and when it is cracked it's sharp and can hurt u like how u hurt it.