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posted by alli-spark37
On the outside, club WISH was any other club. Drunk teens, crazy loud music, lights. But to Sasha, WISH stood out of them all...

Sasha pushed past the heavy metal doors and stared with wide eyes at the swirl of teens above her head. Sasha, don't start flipping out, your okay, just here to get Izzy and be out, She reminded herself and tried to push her way to the stage. being only 13 and a god foot shorter then most the teens around her she shoved past them with way meer effort then needed. Already she was anorexic and simple things like this were hard, all she anted to do was go curl up in a ball somewhere were nobody could see her. Eventually through all the lights and noise and muziek she was terribly lost.
she found a corner in the room but through all her effort she wasn't able to do anything but stay where she had been pushed to. looking behind her, there was a girl. the girl was about 15, with long blonde hair. she wasn't the prettiest of all girls but that was most likely do to her chapped lips and bloodshot eyes. her voice was weak and hoarse.
"Hey kid, what are u doing in my corner?"
Sasha bit her lip nervously,
"Oh, um, i'm sorry ill er out of your way as son as i can." The girl nodded and gave a little half smile at Sasha.
"You look awful skinny girl, are u anorexic?"
"Uh.. no" Sasha lied "i um, have a ur, metabolism issue,"The girl shook her head.
"You shouldn't be doin' that to yourself kid, come sit with me." Sasha wasn't too sure, but there was something different about this girl, something Sasha felt she would come to adore about her. Sasha scuffled over to the girl and sat kruis legged volgende to her. now that Sasha could see the girl better she could see in the girls lap. there was a load of drugs. Meth, Cocaine, Crack, Heroine. and she looked back up at the girl. This girl had broken eyes and a crooked face.
"See. kid, i wanted to talk to you, dont end up like me, see" She pointed out the drugs one door one, each time Sasha's hart-, hart dropped. "Meth, stared that when i was 12 and my mom died, crack, started that when i was 12 also and my father committed suicide. Cocaine, i did that when my foster parents gave me up. and Heroine, when my best friend was murdered." The girl looked at Sasha "Now look at me, u don't want to end up like me right?" Sasha nodded. she really didn't. "I know about u i can see it in your eyes. You've been doing crack."
Sasha bit her lip. the girl was right. Sasha had started smoking crack when she as 12. 'I'll let u outta this corner mm'kay?" Sasha nodded. "Get out of those damn habits girl. your an absoulutly gorgeous girl, you'd be just skinny enough if u ate some damn food and quit it with the crack. u dot want to end up like the girl in the corner right?" Sasha shook her head
"No..."
The girl smiled. stood up. and shoved some people to the side making way for Sasha to pass.
Dont end up like the girl in the corner... the words rang through Sasha's head. She would never. and she made her way to the stage.
posted by malmcd
159 Brixton, England


    The third bang and cry made Viva's hart-, hart stop and she waited and look back at the reflection in the mirror stairing back. Her body had taken so much abuse over the years, she always had bruise on her every where and cuts and scars apond her wrist. She was very skinny for her age of 13 and her hair was thin and up to her shoulders and different lengths. She turned to her side and looked into the mirror and started thinking, "Am I skinny enough? Am I fat? Am I good enough...or just useless like he says to me over and over again?" Then there was another...
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posted by malmcd
Dark writing....

Dark shadows sneak under the door
As I keep writing these dark lyrics more
Of a nature that's not evil of unkind
Rather of disturbing thoughts in my mind.

They say for everything bad it's found
Something good it has to come around
The weather wouldn't be pleasant if wasn't for the rain
These feelings wouldn't exist if it wasn't for the pain.

I'm doing a storm in a cup of water to prepare
Meanwhile around people don't even care
I pray for my life to not end before these stanzas
But mindlessly I write and write looking for the answers.

My cold dark poems are everywhere
Floating around in the...
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The Lost Roleplay ^^

*I am Izzy Ray. Im scared. All the time. Today is my seventh birthday. Somthing u might need to know about me is, well, I've never been loved. Exept for my two best friends, Adreanna and Simon. If that counts as love. And to me it does. When I was six I was diagnosed with Paranepaloinia, wich translated from Native language means 'The Skeleton Disease'. The disease was fatal and I was estimated 3 days to live. Have u ever been told how long u have to live? It hurts. And it makes u think. Alot. With Simon and Adreanna at my bedside I fought the Paranepaloinia until...
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Previously:
Such maddness was inthe cell I was thrown into. It was s much, it made me tremble in fear. My head throbed on how much I was thinking. So much in fact, I passed out..but the sounds were still in my head. Everything was still going on even when I woke up.
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The voices were still aching within my head..but for some reason...even loudler. It was a good thing that the guards came to get me just before I went mad...I was begining to lose myself. The minuut the light shined upon my face, the voices ceased...and I felt a heavy...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
Prolauge:
I am a man who has been eteranly damned to walk this earth. I have been sent to zoek for redemtion for my many crimes against society. They have deprived me of my right to live..or at least tried to. My name is Pixius..and this is my story. (Pixius means "Put to flight")

Day 1:
This happened so suddenly. They captured me door surprise. I did'nt even have time to breath. All I was doing is walking around, minding my own business...well,thinking of my volgende crime to comite. I was almost thinking about something peaceful..almost. Little did I know that the royal gurad was lurking in the...
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posted by allicyn123
Okay so u all know my new characters Donni, Alec, Zach, Ryan, boon and Darka but what u don't know is there personalities, of there pasts...... So I'm gonna tell u them! of course all of them are too big to fit in one article. so i'll tell u the little peeks and what i'm gonna call there articles!

Alec and Zachariah: Alec and Zach are twin brothers, there lives? perfect. They begin training to be riders like there parents when one dag they never return. Alec and Zach venture to the forest where there parents had zei to be going only to find a horroble sight, that will change there lives...
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posted by malmcd
They all have there story's
The Invisible girls
Here's there story's...

One girl is shy because she has Asperger's Syndrome. She say's that it's hard knowing your different because you'll never fit into there mold they made for u to fit into. She also says that she's to clumsy to walk in there perfect line that they've drawn for her. She'd always alone when her teacher ask's her class to partner up. And she try's not to cry...


One girl had realized that she didn't care what people thought of her until she was 18. She was shy and no one looked at her she didn't talk unless spoken to ans she was...
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posted by BooBooBear981
Chapter 1
“Are u absolutely sure u can handle this class?” says Mom assuring me for my safety. “Kicking butt is my middle name” I think to myself before answering. “Mom, I’m eighteen now, I’m not a little kid anymore. “Yes but I cannot stand seeing my little angel grow up” Mom! Stop worrying, I’ll be fine.” I started out the door knowing that every single seconde I was in danger. In our county no one is veilig from the government. At least I’m not. Evil people in this world are trying to kill me behind my mother’s back but no one can know. No one. Russian Spies. Japanese...
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posted by malmcd
Wrath

I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes u feel angry,
And may lead u to do wrongful things.

I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to u until
u realise what just happened.

I am a curse,
For I blind u from the truth,
And make u unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.

I am a curse,
And u do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
u hurting other people,
Even though u don't intentionally do it,
of even if u are blinded door the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain u inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.

Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may toon up in your fiery head.
posted by malmcd
I am one of the deadly sins,
Something that will make death come to you
If u should feel me at all.
I am one of your emotions
Something u might not be able to control,
Something that will make u mad
If I were to make u feel it.

I am that feeling of desire,
Which u feel most of all,
That comes with lust,
Comes with materialism,
Comes with things u cannot explain.
I am the thing u will regret,
If u should
Ever
Get
Your
Way.

I am what u call jealousy,
That thing that makes the green-eyed monster,
Or one of them, anyway.
I make u jealous,
For I make u want your best friend's girlfriend,
Make you...
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster home pagina
Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster home
Vertonica Bond -Info
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Vertonica Bond: Vertonica is the girl who is haunted. When all this time she's been so hollow inside she's been watching her haunting. She won't let a man hold her down. She sees him watching her and pulling her down. Watching her,wanting her,and holding her down. Saving her and rapping her. That's right,she's a victim of the Londas. She feels,hears,and sees them no matter what. She doesn't want another man holding her down.

When little,Vertonica was living with her father. Her mother died...
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Previously:
I entered the room court room with the kind himself. As always, the king had the kind of look that had told me "Get the hell out of my face". He told me that for all of the rimes I have commited, I would walk the earth until the gods see fit to end my punishment. The last I saw of that filthy kasteel rat is when he told me to go to the dungeon.

I was thrown into the cell as if I were to be just a mere toy. They were'nt satisfied with just me being punished though....they slammed me, threw me and beat me until I was unconsious. I woke up in pitch black. This is the kind of dark that...
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posted by malmcd
~This song has part's from....

Almost Lover door A Fine Frenzy

Forever and Always door Parachute~




Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I wanted your love with all my hart-, hart I had left
But I had to keep promise that I made
So....

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't u just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

But I craved your sweet smile
And your promise filled...
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posted by allicyn123
This is a little thing I put together about what happened, and I never want to happen again...

She smiles,
So beutiful,
But not in her eyes,
For every day,
I count
One
Two Three.
Three new marks,
That cover her arms,
And I pleadd
No no, please your so much better!
But she dosn't listen,
And it makes me sick
That she dosn't see the beauty
Blonde hair
Blue eyes
But not just on the outside
She'll never tell u she loves baseball
And can sing,
Like she was born too
And she has a pretty heart
With an amazing soul to match
I beg and beg because she dosn't realize
She has everything
That i have ever wanted
But the...
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posted by allicyn123
Izzy awoke to the rasping if Tankila's tongue on her cheek. Izzyreached an arm up and pulled the tiger in close to her, her white and black vacht, bont was softer then any fabric and her scent flooded over her comfortingly, she didn't even realize her cousins sitting on the end of her bed and almost jumped out of her skin when Sasha blurted
"Oh thank god!"
Izzy sat up, Tanikla on her lap,
"Oh, hallo Sasha, hallo Dana, why are u guys cowering over rme like vultures?"
"Beacause u were thrashing and screaming like u where being attacked last night!" Dana's voice was rushed and she looked like she hadd gotten...
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posted by Horsegirl202
This is Amber's sister Molly the fairy of space.

Name: Molly

Age: 18

Gender: Female

Origin: The planet Earth


Mythical Creature: Fairy


Level of Magic: Enchantix


Powers/Abilities: She is the fairy of space, outer space that is. Molly can bring in comets and other rocks into Earth of as an attack.


Personality: Molly is very caring, she loves to help her vrienden in times of need and will let nothing stand in her way.


Clothing: She wears a light blue tank-top and jeans, her shoes are boots that look similar to Amber's.


Pet: Nope



Background: She was born on Earth as a actress's only daughter, she learned that her real father was Tony Stark and moved in with him and his daughter Amber. The two become good vrienden since when Molly arrived when Amber was only 3.



Family:


Mother: Dead (died of cancer)
Father: Tony Stark
Chapter 11- Lunar Eclipse

    “Victoria u know who I am and were I am I know u do u could never forget me!” zei the same soft voice in Viva’s dream.
    “Why do u keep on telling me to remember why don’t u get I don’t want to remember anything from my past!” Yelled Viva in tears and on her knees like she had gegeven up.
    “Victoria my little sister don’t cry for soon all will be reveled soon.” zei the voice as it despaired into the dark as Viva woke up in relieve that her dream was over. As Viva opened...
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posted by malmcd
Hatred

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And u know what I am capable of.
For I am a human instinct,
And yet a daemon from the Pit,
And u must beware of me,
For I can kill u in the end.

I am the reason
You hold a grudge against your friend,
For I am the reason u cannot forgive him,
And I am also the reason why u murdered
The man who wronged u in plain sight.

I am the reason
That Jacob and Esau fought so
Badly and yet held a grudge.
I am also the reason why Cain and Abel
Did not get along,
And why Cain murdered Abel,
His own brother.

I am the reason why the Israelites
Made the Golden Calf
While Moses...
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posted by malmcd
Greed

Do u want everything in life?
Do u always want everything?
Anything u can ever imagine?

My friend, I am your worst enemy.
I am the reason u are
So materialistic and so miserable,
For u know that I am
One of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And u know that I will kill you
Eventually,
And it amuses me to see u suffer.

All u want is money
And meer money,
And u want the newest car,
The newest cell phone,
Expensive watches,
The newest TV,
The newest appliances,
The new iPad,
And the new iPhone.

Money is your god,
And u have forgotten about Him,
The one who has gegeven u everything,
The one who is the reason...
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posted by malmcd
Sloth

'Do u ever get off the couch, sir?
Do u ever get off the divan, bank and stop watching TV?
Do u ever go for a run?
Do u ever simply walk around of exercise outside?
Do u just play video games all day, sir?
Do u even do any work?
Man, u are lazy! '

I would not be surprised if someone
Said this to you, my friend,
For I am the cause of it all.
I am one of the Deadly Sins,
As u humans call me,
For I am what makes people a lazy bum.

I am a daemon from the pits of hell,
As are all my other brothers,
But I must say,
That I am not a sin,
But rather a human instinct.
And it amuses me to see u sit around...
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