Dream Diary Club
kom bij
Fanpop
New Post
Explore Fanpop
 pics
added by
foto
posted by malmcd
My mine is filled with elsewhere
And my hart-, hart is filled with troubles
The world I'm living in is spinning
But yet I'm standing here with out a sound
What makes us human?
What makes us true?
What makes us lies and wishers to?
Why do u pray to god above?
Why do we hurt the ones we love?
My is filled with elsewhere and nowhere and why's vragen and answers
My hart-, hart is filled with troubles and pain and joy and love
But what makes us human isn't the looks of hair and eyes and ears and lips of arms and legs it is that we can be broken and then put back together again
Like vase of pot it has glaze to protect...
continue reading...
posted by BeautifulBlaze
For some reason, I'am really into fan art. I'am willing to belive in that no matter how many people make fun of it. The only reason being is becuase life as we know it, is like art itself. It's very beautiful. Whenever u look up at the sky, do u not think it is pretty? We are in a hornet's nest of beauty in what we all commonly know as the universe. This is the only main reason why I haven't gegeven up on life yet, becuase I know that whatever they throw at me, is just one mistake. I live for my friends, for my family, for the beauty of art, and most importanly... for my future. I know that...
continue reading...
posted by BeautifulBlaze
Deditcation:
AnnieWannie: Thank u for always being there for me when I needed help. I'm still grateful for when u saved me from me wanting to kill myself. u are one of my dearest for that. Thank you.

malmd: u have also saved me. u thaught me that no matter how much pain u go through, somethign good will come out of it. I went through 13 years of continous pain..and I got all of these wonderful people, espeacially poem girl. Thank you.

iluvshadowo3o: I love u with all of everything I have to give. u are the first person to ever love me, and to ever cheer me up. u are the very...
continue reading...
posted by BeautifulBlaze
It's just a normal dag in school. Rowdy classes, angry teachers...everything seems to be itself. I ask the teacher to go to the bathroom...but something strange happens. The teacher dosen't notice me. I walk right in front of her...but still no sign of interest. After a few minutes, I just give up and go on to the bathroom. When I wash my hands, something catches my eye. You're probabaly wondering what it is, but that's the point. It was nothing. I looked in the mirror..but my reflection was not shown. I was thinking logicaly, coming up with many possible ways on how this may be possible....
continue reading...
posted by BeautifulBlaze
I engulf myself in an aura of joy.
An aura so strong that nobody is able to match it.
An aura able to heal the weak and clean the sin.
Everywhere I look, people are bursting in joy..
They laugh, not in pain, but in joy..
People emideatly beign greeting with eachother.
They make anybody who is angry of sad happy.
All greed, hate,anger,envy of evil quickly goes away.
I emmideatly go and speak with everyone else, but before I even have the time to speak, they all hug me. I begin to vraag myself if they are in need of help of something is going on. Something is going on, they are happy. They are just...
continue reading...
posted by malmcd
When making a pot u must put glaze on it so it makes in water prove and so it's harder to break...Glaze is like a person.

It's fragile.
If u drop it, it breaks.
If u don't watch it and take care of it, u mess it up.
If u take it out to quickly, it cracks.

Now one crack my not seem important...nut it is.
That crack says it's broken and can no longer be used.
It's a broken pot...a waste
No one will use it of love it now...

If u bring it into the cold to fast it cracks and breaks because u didn't care. u didn't love it enough...

But if u care and trick the pot with love it will not crack it will be perfect. It will be smooth and round and unbreakable. It will be loved.

Glaze is like a person's finally touch's of there body before there brought into the world. Glaze even after it drys can still crack though. It's easy to crack and when it is cracked it's sharp and can hurt u like how u hurt it.
posted by snootygirl50701
I mostly have guy vrienden on here. There like the best! They understand me a lot! Kind of meer then the girls as what I would say. They make me smile so much! I understand them meer then girls myself.Don't take this the wrong way!
-----------------------------------------------------
Here are my top, boven fanpop guy friends:
Lancelot8,
Scorch-werehog,
&
BeautifulBlaze
-----------------------------------------------------
I have 4 best (girl) vrienden on here:
allicyn123,
HP,
anniewannie,
&
Mallory!
-----------------------------------------------------
don't get me wrong but having guy vrienden is a little more...interesting then having girl friends!

XOX,
Snookie
posted by BeautifulBlaze
We all live under the sky so blue.
We all live under the moon so luminous.
We all live under the sun so bright.
And we all on the world so crule, yet beautiful.
We all get happy.
We all get angry.
We all get depressed.
We all have melancholy.
We all have rage.
We all have kindness.
We all have Ignorance.
We all have stupidity.
We all are stuborn.
We all have greed.
We all have envy towards others.
We all have hatred towards one another.
We all each and every known caracteristic in the known reality. We all act the same at times, yet we are too ignorant to see the truth of it. We all are the same in some sort...
continue reading...
posted by malmcd
From Birth to one's last breath my hart-, hart is in a constant race,
Learning how to live a life of fake smiles and broken glass.
But learning takes time so don't give up on me.

Because time takes, time takes...time takes many tears away.

I oh u a lot for life and death,
So I'm trying to think how to pay u back.
I will aways be that girl who hid in the shadows,
Of darkness and rage and ghostly howls

But Time takes, time takes...time takes many tears away.

Yes time takes, time takes...time takes many tears...away.

Blood and tears drip and drop on to the floor
But I will stay strong cuz I have a lot to...
continue reading...
posted by allicyn123
I zoek the crowd for a familiar face
I see many but none are friendly

What is loneliness?
I'll tell u what

Loneliness is pushed into a locker for 3 hours as the others laugh and snicker and point
Loneliness is the bruises that line my legs from others kicks
Loneliness is looking wide eyed at the girl u thought was your friend and calls u a whore
Loneliness is hiding in a closet with a needle slowly picking at skin intil the blood bleeds out
Loneliness begs people not to do the same

Loneliness stands alone
Loneliness is always cold
Loneliness has a broken soul
Loneliness has but one goal
Loneliness wants to change other's soul
And bind them together

So that no soul is left broken
So that no soul is cold
So that no soul has to its goal

So that no soul is Loneliness

I am Lonliness

Every Person IS BEAUTIFUL
Pass it on with a word of kindness <3
posted by malmcd
My hart-, hart is fragile
My hands are weak
For one look at u makes my hart-, hart weep
But I have to take baby steps
And try not to look back
Because if I do I'll shorely crack.

So I wipe the tears away
And stand up straight and I block my heart
And I won't look back
No I won't look back.

Because my hart-, hart bleeds for your love
Your my only point of life.
My hart-, hart is crying, tears are dropping and and my mind is mad.

Love is just a game
of win and loss
Death and life
But I will make it through I will win this fight

You'll never bring down no madder now much my hart-, hart cry's.
And now I have broken trust
Because u lied to me
yes u lied to me

But real eyes see lies
And I'm not lessoning

So I won't look back because I'll pay a price
But I just can't help self I need u back...
posted by malmcd
This is a song I made up because right now this is how I fell....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~Singing softy~

Her head is in the cloud's
Drawing spiral's on wall
Her mind is out the door, with her heart.

And just when she's about to get back up
Her mind and her thoughts bring her back down.

~Chorus~

She's confused in this world
Her head is somewhere far away
And she can't find away out

She's scared and alone
But still she's crowded door many vrienden and family
But she still can't find away out.

Ohhh oh ohhhhhh oh oh ohhhhh

~Singing~

She's sitting alone in a dark room
With noway out.
Depressed...
continue reading...
posted by malmcd
I've spent my life becoming invisible.
People see right through me.

I've always been in the shadows.
I never felt a need to project myself.

I've always been disappointed to look into the mirror.
my reflection always fears me.

I've never been loved
And I thought there was no point to life.

I've been through pain
Pain of thinking I was never good enough.

I'm alone with no one to talk to who understands me...
I need help I think I'm drowning in my own tears?

I lost hope and I hit rock bottom

I never thought I'd start cutting.
and now I am gushing blood.

never been so sad in my life.
it's only a mes I'd say....
continue reading...
posted by snootygirl50701
.:Angel Wings:.
__________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Are u lonely?
Are u sad?
Do u feel like giving up?
Are u crying?
Well I'm dying!
Cause sometimes we smile to hide the sadness!

Don't worry about me!
I'll dust off my own wings!
I'll fly across the world!

(Chorus)
My wings are bloody because of you
Burned and torn
A victim...
Don't worry 'bout me!
My wings will heal...
I hope.
I forgive in a way.
that I never thought I would go
so hurt me of rap me
Like I thought u were...
I'm just a new angel ...
With wings that can't...
continue reading...
posted by malmcd
Your hart-, hart and soul are mine. u made promise’s and now u keep them...I own u know and I’ll be watching making kust-, oever that know one can have your hart-, hart again. u my be your own person but not a person without a soul...and a life can be so easy to can away...I mean u should know that door now, shouldn’t you?

    Her sea green eyes grow big and her hart-, hart stopped. Right then, right there she finally found what pain and hurt truly felt like. All she think about was his lips against someone else’s. The way he touched that girl they he did the same to her. The girl...
continue reading...
added by malmcd
added by malmcd
added by malmcd
added by malmcd
added by malmcd