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posted by xangelx
It gives me strength to have somebody to fight for; I can never fight for myself, but, for others, I can kill.

I only sleep with people I love, which is why I have insomnia.

I still own my heart, which I know because it hurts so much.

Perfume was first created to mask the stench of foul and offensive odors...
Spices and and bold flavorings were created to mask the taste of putrid and rotting meat...
What then was muziek created for?
Was it to drown out the voices of others, of the voices within ourselves?
I think I know.

And falling's just another way to fly.

I'm not stupid. I know exactly what's going...
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It’s a sunny dag in heaven
And no one is around
To open the gates
And I’m waiting for you
My fairweather friend
Absent in the end
Absent in the end
The one thing I can count on
Is nothing much at all
The one thing that I’m sure about
Is that u won’t be anywhere around me when I fall
I’d like to think I wouldn’t die for you, but u know I would
‘Cause that’s the fool I am
And that’s the rule u bend
Absent in the end
My fairweather friend

The one thing I can count on
Is nothing much at all
The one thing that I’m sure about
Is that u won’t be anywhere around me when I fall
I’d like...
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posted by xangelx
The sun goes down the same as it did before
The roses die as their petals fall to the floor
The opera was always an awful bore
So don’t blame me

Your poetry was never in vast supply
So if you’re less than inspired, I wouldn’t cry
Your broken hart-, hart is hardly the reason why
So don’t blame me

You weren’t as good at dancing as u evidently thought
You swear that u were charming once, I promise u were not
So if you’re treated badly now, I’d scarcely be surprised
You’re seen for what u really are, it’s time u realized
If u feel you’re finally going gray
You were a long time ago,...
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Source: batteredrose.com
posted by xangelx
This is your mission
Should u choose to accept it
Well, I hope that u do
This is your story
Should u choose to remember
Well, I hope that it’s true

I’ve finally a reason
To let it die, let it die
You’ve gegeven me a reason
To let it die
Let it die
Like all the words irrelevant and clean
Like all the girls before me, have u seen
Somebody walking back from Hell on their own
Well, I hope that u do
Why are we talking
As if u didn’t know
Well, they know about you

I’ve finally a reason
To let it die, let it die
You’ve gegeven me a reason
To let it die
Let it die
Like all the words irrelevant and strange
Like some ancient Prokofieff arrangement

This is your mission
Should u choose to accept it
Well, I hope that u do
This is your army
And they’re all right behind you
Yes, they’re all right with you
Let it die
Let it die
Let it die
posted by xangelx
You’re in my stars u know
Don’t need no crystal ball to tell me so
Whispering in the air
Hoping that my words find u somewhere
Even when I close my eyes
I’ll never recreate the time that flies
The consequence is hanging there
The sky will fall but I don’t care

Chorus:
Meet me beneath my balcony and say
No one but u could ever fill my night
Be the sunlight in my every day
Underneath my balcony I’ll say
No one but u could ever fill my night
Be the sunlight in my every day

Your love is haunting me
And all I want is meer to set me free
Whispering in the air
Hoping that my words find u somewhere
Do u hear me call your name
I know we will never be the same
The consequence is hanging there
The sky will fall but I don’t care

Chorus
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In the lake
You will find me
Behind your house
Behind your house
And from that lake
I will remind you
Of your promises broken
Your cruel words spoken
My ocean is bluer than the hart-, hart u had to break
My sea is deeper than your lake
My sea is deeper than your lake

Take those steps down
Come to the waterside
Drown and hide
How many bodies are buried beneath those rocks
I told u there was one
And now u know whose it is
Mine mine mine

In the lake
You will find me
Behind your house
Behind your house
And from that lake
I will remind you
Of your promises broken
Your cruel words spoken
My ocean is bluer than the hart-, hart you...
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I want my innocence back
And if u can’t give it to me
I will cut u down
And I will run u through
With the dagger u sharpened
On my body and soul
Before u slit me in two
And then devoured me whole

I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back

I want my innocence back
And if u can’t pacify me
I will break your bones
u think I’m bluffing, just try me
I will never forget
The words u used to ensnare me
Till my dying day
You’ll suffer for this, I swear (I swear)

I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back

And I demand
u put my hart-, hart back in my hand
And wipe it clean
From the mess u made of me
And I require
u make me free from this desire
And when u leave, I’d better be the innocent
I used to be

I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
posted by xangelx
I know
The sickening thoughts that slither around your head
I know
The gluttonous guilt that buried me in your bed
Manipulate me if u can
Go on and fool me like your biggest fan

I know
The arrogant pride that poisons the truth u hear
I know
The bigoted tongue that tears away all your fear
Pontificate u faded star
Go on and toon me who u really are

You can lie to the papers
You can hide from the press
You can fake it on stage
You can crawl from your cage
You can zoek and destroy
You can kill and depend on it
I know your tainted flesh
I know your filthy soul
I know each trick u played
Whore u laid
Dream...
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Once upon a time I thought
“What’s the one thing I haven’t got?”
There’s not a single thing in this world I couldn’t buy
That’s when a gentleman caught my eye

Once of twice we went around
But now I’ll tell u the thing I’ve found
You shouldn’t make your verplaats until u know the price
Because gentlemen aren’t nice

Just because I won’t agree to take his arm
And I occasionally forget his name
He likes to call inclemency what I call charm
But I know they’re all the same

I think I’ve realized my first mistake
When he cried that his hart-, hart would break
I would have thought that I was...
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posted by xangelx
u say you’re curious
Can’t leave a thing to your imagination
I wish you’d close your eyes
But oh u seem so serious
I should enjoy the sweet interrogation
You start to hypnotize me
I should know door telling you
I’m flattered door your interest
Who am I talking to?
Could be the demon with a mask
Why should I trust in you?
I don’t feel safe
I never did
But what else can I do
But what u ask?

Chorus:
Think of your darkest night
Think of your soul alone
If u can beer the sight
Think of the love you’ll never know
Yes, it’s unusual
To live your life this way
All I can say
Maybe that’s why u don’t...
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posted by xangelx
Here u sit in your high-backed chair
Wonder how the view is from there
I wouldn’t know ’cause I like to sit
Upon the floor, yeah upon the floor
If u like we could play a game
Let’s pretend that we are the same
But u will have to look much closer
Than u do, closer than u do
And I’m far too tired to stay here anymore
And I don’t care what u think anyway
‘Cause I think u were wrong about me
Yeah what if u were, what if u were
And what if I’m a snowstorm burning
What if I’m a world unturning
What if I’m an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I’m the kindest demon...
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Dead is the new alive
Despair’s the new survival
A pointless point of view
Give in, give in, give in, give in
You play the game
You never win

Dead is the new alive
Life’s only living rival
A casket built for two
Give in, give in, give in, give in
You play the game
You never win

So take me now of take me never
I won’t wait
You’re already late
So say goodbye of say forever
Choose your fate
How else can we survive?
Dead is the new alive

Dead is the new alive
A gothic play revival
The last act of the show
Give in, give in, give in, give in
You play the game
You never win

So take me now of take me never
I won’t...
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posted by xangelx
4 o’Clock
4 o’Clock
Never let me sleep
I close my eyes and pray
For the garish light of day
Like a frightened child I run
From the sleep that never comes

4 o’Clock
4 o’Clock
Out of bed I creep
To climb this tower of shame
But the hour’s still the same
Only madness knows my name
At 4 o’Clock

4 o’Clock
4 o’Clock
Never let me sleep
I close my eyes and pray
For the garish light of day
Like a frightened child I run
From the sleep that never comes

4 o’Clock
4 o’Clock
Out of bed I creep
To climb this tower of shame
But the hour’s still the same
Only madness knows my name
At 4 o’Clock

Why can we never...
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posted by xangelx
Three hundred and six
In only six years
If it was an accident
Where are the tears
I am still unidentified
Behind the cathedral
Is where my body hides
But I’m not inside
Just one of sixteen
In only one day
If it was a game
Then why couldn’t I play
I am the abandoner
But still I remain
And my frozen pulse quickens
As the black plot thickens

Like this story I heard
A lifetime ago
Where a girl
(And this is funny)
Took her life
But what she doesn’t know
Is how long it takes
For the water to rise
And the breath to stop fighting
And the cold to close her eyes

Morality plays
On stages of sin
The easy way out
Or the easy...
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Source: batteredrose.com
posted by xangelx
I want to hold u to the sun
I want to be your faithful one
I want to toon u all the beauty
You don’t even know u hold
I’m hurting u for your own good
I’d die for u – u know I would
I’d give up all my wealth
To buy u back the soul u never sold
I want to mix our blood
And put it in the ground
So u can never leave
I want to earn your trust
Your faith your heart
You’ll never be deceived

Liar Liar Liar Liar

I want to heal u pretty sweet
I’ll throw rose petals at your feet
I’ll spend eternity
Comparing all my poetry to yours
I want to see love through your eyes
You’ll never have...
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posted by xangelx
Hollow like my soul

u think that you’ll get by
u will die
u will cry
When u think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
My eyes are hollow like my soul

u think that you’ll get by
u will die
u will cry
When u think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
My eyes are hollow like my soul

Just as I was walking by
My soul died
My hart-, hart cried
When u think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
My eyes are hollow like my soul

So many times I ask myself
So many times I wonder why
So many times I ask myself
So many times I wonder why

u think that you’ll get by
u will die
u will die
When u think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
My eyes are hollow like my soul
My eyes are hollow like my soul

Hollow like my soul

u think that you’ll get by
u will die
u will cry
When u think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
Run and hide
Run and hide