Marshall gets out of bed, he goes over to the window. u sit up and u can see who’s at the window. Its Ronnie…. “What are u doing here so late its almost 10,” Marshall states.
“I know its late, I don’t care, besides I couldn’t leave until my Mom went to bed,” he says.
“So your point?” Marshall asks….
“Well earlier today I was on my way home pagina with some things and Lily comes running down the street, she shoved me and some other people outta the way and … I don’t know it was odd,” Ronnie says. “Can I ask her what that was if shes here?” he asks.
“She is, but shes not doing well right now, shes pretty upset,” Marshall says. u stand up and go kneel down volgende to Marshall in front of the window. Marshall stares at u funny then looks back at Ronnie.
“Why’d u do that?” Ronnie asks.
“I was pissed, and I still am. But anyway Im sorry about that, I didn’t realize it was you,” u explain.
“Oh, ok cool, well I better go….” Ronnie says running off without saying goodbye.
“That was strange,” Marshall says. u let out a scoff. “Hey, u feeling any better?” he asks.
“Not really,” u say sadly thinking that u are never going to see Marshall again after u move, which will be in about 2 weeks, probably less cause your Dad is stupid. Marshall sighs then gets back into the bed, so do you, he holds u close to himself.
“Look, we’re gonna stay together until the dag u leave,” Marshall says. This makes u smile slightly. “And just know, I’ll never forget you, and I’ll always have a place in my hart-, hart for you, and maybe if this was meant to be we’ll see each other in the future and something might happen,” he says.
“Yeah, you’ll become famous, then how are we supposed to see each other,” u say.
“I hope I become famous, but that’s going to be hard cause Im white. Besides if Im famous, it will be easier for me to find u cuz famous people have their ways,” he says. u giggle slightly. He smiles and kisses u gently, u kiss back, after a few seconden u pull away and lay there till u fall asleep again.
u wake up, Marshall isn’t volgende to you, u look around thinking this whole thing was a dream, but you’re in Marshalls room and hes sitting at a bureau across the room writing on a paper. u quietly get off the bed and tip toe to him, he has his headphones on so he probably cant hear u anyway but still. u tap him on the shoulder. “Hi,” u say. He jumps and looks straight at you, u giggle.
“Gee thanks, look what u made me do,” he says pointing down at a smudge mark on the paper.
“Opps,” u say.
“I was kidding, its only random lyrics,” he says. He pulls u into his lap and kisses you, u kiss back. “Damn I wish it could stay like this,” he says sadly still kissing you. u pull away and sigh.
“Me too,” u say then look down. He sighs and hugs u tight, u lay your head on his shoulder, he lays his head on yours. A few minuten pass by, its about 9:30am. “I think I should go,” u say softly.
‘Why? If u leave you’re gonna go home pagina and get yelled at for being here,” he says staring into your eyes.
“Yeah I know, but I might as well get it over with,” u say. He sighs.
“I guess,” he says sadly. u look at him for a seconde then give him a kiss. “I’ll see u later, I hope,” he says.
“Don’t worry, u will,” u say not knowing if its even true. “Bye bye,” u say sadly. He looks at u sad and waves bye, u walk out the room and out the door towards home.
u get home, u walk in the door and your parents are yelling at Nick…Still….your Mom stares at you. “Hello,” u say a little scared.
“What do u think u were doing last night?” she asks.
“Im sorry, I just couldn’t…. I had to see Marshall, ok, cuz u probably wont let me see him ever again,” u say trying not to cry.
“Look, its fine…and yes u can see him,” she says. u look at her surprised.
“Me and your Farther were talking and we decided that it was ok for u too see him until we move,” she says.
“Ok… and we’re still moving why?” u ask. She points to your brother. “So why are u letting me see him? Arent u mad?” u ask.
“No not really, I mean I was your age when I…well u get it,” she says.
“Yeah,” u say.
“You better get packing tho, if u pack for a few hours u can go over to Marshalls for a while… then come back here for the night tho,” she says.
“Ok,” u sigh then head towards your room, u start packing…….
u just got done explaining to Marshall what your Mother said… He seems a bit happier than before. But your both still depressed because u have to verplaats still. Your sitting on his bed cuddling and watching a movie… In the middle of the movie he leans in and starts kissing you, u lay back on the bed him on top, boven of you. He pulls away and smiles, u smile back. He starts kissing you, again he reaches down to starts unbuttoning your pants. “You ok with this?” he asks. u nod.
“We’ve done it before, whats the difference,” u joke. He continues to kiss u as he unbuttons your pants, he pulls off your underwear and pants as u help. u kick them off and throw them on the floor, he quickly takes of his pants then leans in closer to u causing his penis to slide into you, this time it don’t hurt and u let out a moan as he starts to go in and out. He takes off his shirt, then yours and throws them on the floor, u pull his body closer to you, he continues to do what hes doing as he plays with your boob and kisses your neck, u let out a moan as he goes deeper and faster. He stops kissing your neck, he looks into your eyes then kisses you, u kiss back and he goes deeper, u let out a moan and dig your nails in his back as the pleasure gets meer intense. He starts go faster, the pleasure gets greater, your both breathing heavily and sweating. u feel a sensation, and u feel him let go inside of you. He stops still on top, boven of you, u kiss for awhile then he pulls away and lays volgende to you.
“I love you,” he whispers. “And I always will, like I zei last night, there will always be a place in my hart-, hart for you,” he says, u face him and smile.
“I love u too,” u say and kiss him. “I gotta go tho,” u say softly while kissing him.
“Ok, see u later,” he says. u get up get dressed then leave…..
FFW 2 Weeks later>>>>
Your getting read for the 20 uur drive home, well about 20 your not too sure. Marshall is there with you… “Hey, finish up with that and we gotta go,” your Mom says.
“Yeah give me a minute,” u say trying to hold back the tears. u latch on to Marshall and hug him tight, he hugs back just as tight.
“I’ll always love you,” he says.
“I’ll always love u too,” u say. He kisses you, u kiss back. Once u pull away u start crying, he holds on to you.
“I want u to have this,” he says handing u his favoriete dog tag and this rock shaped like a heart. u smile and kiss the heart, he found it the other dag but wasn’t going to give it to u until u moved. u hold the 2 things tight in your hand.
“I don’t have anything for you,” u say sadly.
“Its ok, its right here,” he says pointing to his heart… u hug and kiss him again….
“Bye,” u say sadly.
“Bye,” he says. u slowly walk to the car crying, once u get in u stare at Marshall who looks like hes crying too, u stare at him until u cant see him no more. After u turn around, put the rock in your pocket and put he dog tag on, clutching the tag…….
“I know its late, I don’t care, besides I couldn’t leave until my Mom went to bed,” he says.
“So your point?” Marshall asks….
“Well earlier today I was on my way home pagina with some things and Lily comes running down the street, she shoved me and some other people outta the way and … I don’t know it was odd,” Ronnie says. “Can I ask her what that was if shes here?” he asks.
“She is, but shes not doing well right now, shes pretty upset,” Marshall says. u stand up and go kneel down volgende to Marshall in front of the window. Marshall stares at u funny then looks back at Ronnie.
“Why’d u do that?” Ronnie asks.
“I was pissed, and I still am. But anyway Im sorry about that, I didn’t realize it was you,” u explain.
“Oh, ok cool, well I better go….” Ronnie says running off without saying goodbye.
“That was strange,” Marshall says. u let out a scoff. “Hey, u feeling any better?” he asks.
“Not really,” u say sadly thinking that u are never going to see Marshall again after u move, which will be in about 2 weeks, probably less cause your Dad is stupid. Marshall sighs then gets back into the bed, so do you, he holds u close to himself.
“Look, we’re gonna stay together until the dag u leave,” Marshall says. This makes u smile slightly. “And just know, I’ll never forget you, and I’ll always have a place in my hart-, hart for you, and maybe if this was meant to be we’ll see each other in the future and something might happen,” he says.
“Yeah, you’ll become famous, then how are we supposed to see each other,” u say.
“I hope I become famous, but that’s going to be hard cause Im white. Besides if Im famous, it will be easier for me to find u cuz famous people have their ways,” he says. u giggle slightly. He smiles and kisses u gently, u kiss back, after a few seconden u pull away and lay there till u fall asleep again.
u wake up, Marshall isn’t volgende to you, u look around thinking this whole thing was a dream, but you’re in Marshalls room and hes sitting at a bureau across the room writing on a paper. u quietly get off the bed and tip toe to him, he has his headphones on so he probably cant hear u anyway but still. u tap him on the shoulder. “Hi,” u say. He jumps and looks straight at you, u giggle.
“Gee thanks, look what u made me do,” he says pointing down at a smudge mark on the paper.
“Opps,” u say.
“I was kidding, its only random lyrics,” he says. He pulls u into his lap and kisses you, u kiss back. “Damn I wish it could stay like this,” he says sadly still kissing you. u pull away and sigh.
“Me too,” u say then look down. He sighs and hugs u tight, u lay your head on his shoulder, he lays his head on yours. A few minuten pass by, its about 9:30am. “I think I should go,” u say softly.
‘Why? If u leave you’re gonna go home pagina and get yelled at for being here,” he says staring into your eyes.
“Yeah I know, but I might as well get it over with,” u say. He sighs.
“I guess,” he says sadly. u look at him for a seconde then give him a kiss. “I’ll see u later, I hope,” he says.
“Don’t worry, u will,” u say not knowing if its even true. “Bye bye,” u say sadly. He looks at u sad and waves bye, u walk out the room and out the door towards home.
u get home, u walk in the door and your parents are yelling at Nick…Still….your Mom stares at you. “Hello,” u say a little scared.
“What do u think u were doing last night?” she asks.
“Im sorry, I just couldn’t…. I had to see Marshall, ok, cuz u probably wont let me see him ever again,” u say trying not to cry.
“Look, its fine…and yes u can see him,” she says. u look at her surprised.
“Me and your Farther were talking and we decided that it was ok for u too see him until we move,” she says.
“Ok… and we’re still moving why?” u ask. She points to your brother. “So why are u letting me see him? Arent u mad?” u ask.
“No not really, I mean I was your age when I…well u get it,” she says.
“Yeah,” u say.
“You better get packing tho, if u pack for a few hours u can go over to Marshalls for a while… then come back here for the night tho,” she says.
“Ok,” u sigh then head towards your room, u start packing…….
u just got done explaining to Marshall what your Mother said… He seems a bit happier than before. But your both still depressed because u have to verplaats still. Your sitting on his bed cuddling and watching a movie… In the middle of the movie he leans in and starts kissing you, u lay back on the bed him on top, boven of you. He pulls away and smiles, u smile back. He starts kissing you, again he reaches down to starts unbuttoning your pants. “You ok with this?” he asks. u nod.
“We’ve done it before, whats the difference,” u joke. He continues to kiss u as he unbuttons your pants, he pulls off your underwear and pants as u help. u kick them off and throw them on the floor, he quickly takes of his pants then leans in closer to u causing his penis to slide into you, this time it don’t hurt and u let out a moan as he starts to go in and out. He takes off his shirt, then yours and throws them on the floor, u pull his body closer to you, he continues to do what hes doing as he plays with your boob and kisses your neck, u let out a moan as he goes deeper and faster. He stops kissing your neck, he looks into your eyes then kisses you, u kiss back and he goes deeper, u let out a moan and dig your nails in his back as the pleasure gets meer intense. He starts go faster, the pleasure gets greater, your both breathing heavily and sweating. u feel a sensation, and u feel him let go inside of you. He stops still on top, boven of you, u kiss for awhile then he pulls away and lays volgende to you.
“I love you,” he whispers. “And I always will, like I zei last night, there will always be a place in my hart-, hart for you,” he says, u face him and smile.
“I love u too,” u say and kiss him. “I gotta go tho,” u say softly while kissing him.
“Ok, see u later,” he says. u get up get dressed then leave…..
FFW 2 Weeks later>>>>
Your getting read for the 20 uur drive home, well about 20 your not too sure. Marshall is there with you… “Hey, finish up with that and we gotta go,” your Mom says.
“Yeah give me a minute,” u say trying to hold back the tears. u latch on to Marshall and hug him tight, he hugs back just as tight.
“I’ll always love you,” he says.
“I’ll always love u too,” u say. He kisses you, u kiss back. Once u pull away u start crying, he holds on to you.
“I want u to have this,” he says handing u his favoriete dog tag and this rock shaped like a heart. u smile and kiss the heart, he found it the other dag but wasn’t going to give it to u until u moved. u hold the 2 things tight in your hand.
“I don’t have anything for you,” u say sadly.
“Its ok, its right here,” he says pointing to his heart… u hug and kiss him again….
“Bye,” u say sadly.
“Bye,” he says. u slowly walk to the car crying, once u get in u stare at Marshall who looks like hes crying too, u stare at him until u cant see him no more. After u turn around, put the rock in your pocket and put he dog tag on, clutching the tag…….